i don't need the answer

I am thinking—thinking about that night when we were losing each other.

I am thinking, were you mocking me when I begged you to stay?

I am thinking, was your head whispering that I was such a stupid girl?

I am thinking, how much happiness you have got when you were playing with my fragile soul?

I am thinking, who needs who the most, actually? Harley needs Joker? Or Joker needs Harley?

So I guess I never knew the answers. I never do.

Written 2016/12/06

Published 2018/07/06