it's been days since that game in DC, we've been back at uconn but they have a bye week, it's only wednesday, but i've been avoiding paige i don't know why, i think it's because i'm off my bpd meds and anti depressants, i've just been in my drom, light off sleeping. i haven't really ate in days but i'll be fine
i drifted asleep but was woken up by someone opening my door, Gosh i gotta take that key away they just keep making copies
"hey" i hear a voice say. i just groan "baby what's wrong why have you been ignoring me" goodness i realized it was paige. i don't say anything i just turn away so my back is facing towards her
i feel her figure sink into the bed next to me "rie" she says putting her hand on my shoulder, i push her hand off "i'm fine" i mumbled "rie please talk to me" she says, i can hear her on the edge of crying
goshhhhh why. why does this have to happen to me "when's the last time you ate" she says feeling my figure "uh i don't know like the day we got back" i say "it's been 6 days since you last ate?!" she says concerned "i'm not hungry paige" i say trying to shoo her off "baby i'm begging you to talk to me so i can help you" she says, she was no longer touching me , she was now sitting at the edge of my bed with her face in her hands trying to figure out what she did
"i'm off my meds paige" i say sitting up for the first time in days "what? what meds? your on meds? why? why did you stop taking them?" she says and immediately comes over to comfort me "my bpd meds and anti depressants, i'm fine i just wanted to be normal" i say playing with my hands
"why didn't you tell me this? how long have you been off of them?" she says looking at me "i didn't tell you because i didn't want you to look at me differently i'm sorry, and i stopped taking them right before our trip to DC, and i was fine" i say answering her questions
"baby.. my goodness my love. i don't think of you any differently i just want you to be okay" she says hugging me and kissing my forehead "yuck don't touch me i'm gross i haven't showered in days" i say pushing her off of me "i don't care, cmon" she says getting up and starting my shower. i hop in and as i'm in the shower i can hear her going through my stuff but i didn't think anything of it. i get out and get dressed and walk into my room
"here" she says handing me pills "no" i push her hand away "i'm fine. i'm doing just fine with out them" i say walking over to my bed to lay back down, that's all i wanted to do "no rie get up" she says dragging me out of bed "here then" she hands me a plate of food, i eat it but i can see she put the pills in the food, i ate around them and gave her the plate back
"cmon rie" she says disappointed "i'm not taking them maddison" i say looking at her "okay, come here" she says sitting down with her arms out, i happily laid in her arms and cuddled with her "i love you rie" she says. i snap
"fuck no you don't get out" i say "what?" she says looking at me confused "get the fuck out" i start yelling "rie-" i cut her off by throwing the lamp on my side table onto the floor then picking up a piece of the glass and throwing it near her head, i missed "get out" i say looking around the room for more things to throw. she does as i say and leaves
the rest of my night was a blur next thing i remember was my room being trashed and me crying myself to sleep.
PAIGES POV;
i love that girl so much and i want to help her. i don't even care that she threw glass it me. it was now the next day and i went back, i walked into to room to see everything trashed, she was sleep so i decided to clean up and not bother her
about an hour and a half later i finished and decided to wake her up "baby?" i say, she wakes up "paige?" she says like she's lost and confused "hi my love" i say with a smile " why are you back?" she says "i can leave" i say not wanting a repeat of last night "no i mean like after yesterday why did you come back?" she says sitting up
"because i love you and i want to be here for you rie, but you need to go back on your meds, please. if not for yourself for me" i say looking at her "okay" she says looking up at me and smiling. i grab the pills and some water and watch her take them , we lay down and watch a move
REIGNS POV;
"paige" i say "yes?" she says looking down at me as we lay down "i'm sorry" i say sitting up "it's okay mama" she says with a smile but i know deep down i scared the fuck out of her "no paige like i'm so sorry" i say with tears coming down my face, she takes her thumbs and wipes my face "baby i promise you it's fine , we're okay" she says placing a kiss on my forehead "okay .. i love you" i say giving her a kiss