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âLogan, when I told you there was something wrong with Hollyâs bloodwork, you accused me of
falsifying the reports, donât you remember that?â she asked. âI was angry,â he said. âKind of like you are
now?â she asked. Logan scoffed and rolled his eyes. âYou think I could believe that youâd accept what I
said about the twins?â she asked. âYou accused me of falsifying data and reports. You questioned my
professionalism. It was a risk I wasnât willing to take!â âI wouldnât have disputed thatâ¦â Logan trailed.
Serena shook her head. âYou say that now,â she said. âBut you donât knowâ¦the timing was all wrong.
Youâd just found out Holly was pregnant. Donât you think that it would have seemed more suspicious?â
âNo, not something like this,â he said. âIs that why you were so reluctant to believe me about Hollyâs
bloodwork?â she asked, raising an eyebrow. âYou are so ready to believe anything that has to do with
kids, your kids!â
âMaybe, I donât know,â Logan said shaking his head. He sighed and crossed his arms Leaning back
against the treehouse wall. Serena turned her back on him. He watched her. Being back in the
treehouse, being so close to her, he could remember everything about that night. The way she tasted
when he ran his tongue over her skin, how beautifully she had surrendered to him.
Heâd woken up alone the next morning. It hadnât surprised him at the time, and he had actually been
grateful once heâd sobered up. Time went by, though, and he eventually started to wonder who that
mysterious woman had been.
One night in a tree house, and it had been impactful. He remembered it being such a great night.
Knowing that he had kids from that night⦠it didnât make the memory any less sweet. Instead, it gave
him a strange sense of fulfillment. For years he had felt like something was missing, like everything he
had been working towards in his pack had been meaningless and directionless. Without a legacy, there
was nothing to pass on. He had been his fatherâs legacy. Although heâd been a young Alpha, the idea
of needing a successor and children had crossed his mind before. It had never seemed like the right
time. That could have been because part of him knew there was another part of him out of there. It
could have been another reason why he was so confused about Hollyâs pregnancy. Heâd felt a
closeness to the kids from the moment he met them. Was that because he had known they were his on
some level, or hoped they were his? âWhat are you thinking about?â Logan asked her, breaking the
silence. Serena
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shrugged and rolled her shoulders back. âI donât know what to do,â she admitted. âI really thought I was
doing everything right. I thought I was making all the right decisions, but I never imagined what would
happen when you found out.â âSo, you thought you could hide this from me forever?â he asked, his
anger still simmering under his skin. âI donât know,â she admitted. âI fantasized about telling you in so
many ways. I kept thinking of what would happen after, and that was what bothered me.â âWhat do you
mean?â Logan asked. âI donât think I ever thought of it in terms of lying to you,â she admitted. âI kept
telling myself I was waiting for the right time, but with all the stuff happening in your lifeâ¦it just made
more sense never to say anything at all.â Logan growled, his hands and arms shaking again. He shook
his head before running his hands through his hair in an attempt to settle the tremors that shook his
fingers.
âI told myself that I couldnât lie to you about something you never asked about or wondered about,â she
explained. âI thought about telling you in so many different ways, because I wanted you to know, but I
could never figure out the right way to do
it.â
âThen you werenât trying to protect the kids. You were just trying to protect yourself,â he accused.
Serena shook her head, still facing away from him.
âNo!â Serena insisted. âMy children have always been the most important thing to me, they have always
been what I think of when I make decisions. My choice not to tell you until the time was right has
everything to do with them!â
âThey love me,â Logan argued.
Serena glanced at him over her shoulder, sneering before she looked away again. Logan sighed so
forcefully it came out a snort. He flexed his arm muscles, attempting to release some of his anger and
tension. It didnât work. âI know they do.â Serena said. âThat made things harder.â âHow could that make
things harder?â Logan asked. âIâve spent one-on-one time with them, I could be a good father.â
âI have no doubt about that,â Serena said. âWhen you were in the hospital reading to the twins, I knew
you were ready to be a parent. I could see it, even if you still didnât feel it.â
âAnd you still decided to leave without telling me,â Logan pointed out. âI needed time to thinkâ she
admitted. âCarson was asking questions about how | knew something was wrong the night you were
attackedâ¦I hadnât even admitted to myself yet that we were connected as mates.â
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âYou ran away, again,â Logan hissed. Serena shrugged with one shoulder. âI needed space,â she said.
âGetting hounded by Carson about questions I didnât want to answer, seeing you every day and
knowing that whether I told you that you are Olivia and Oliverâs you couldnât be a father to themâ¦it was
just too much.â âSo, you think I canât be there for them, that I donât want to be?â Logan asked. Serena
shook her head. âThe answer isnât as easy as what you want or donât want,â she reminded him. âYou
are Alpha, your obligation is to the pack. You think I donât know that?â Logan was surprised that she
was bringing up his status as Alpha. He was so used to Holly discounting his position as not being
important. He was so used to her claiming that he had to find more balance. Serena, on the other hand,
actually got it! Holly had been raised by an Alpha too, but she had never understood. Serena did!
Logan wondered for a moment what it would be like to have her as a Luna, as his mate. One who
would understand him and understand being Alpha! âI know you understand it,â he assured. âYour duty
is to provide the pack with an heir. Someone to take over as Alpha for you some day,â she said. âI know
that Olivia and Oliver wouldnât be accepted as your children, not while you had Holly as a mate, and not
while Holly has your child,â she said. âThe pack will only accept her children as yours!â âThat doesnât
mean I canât still be a father to Olivia and Oliver,â he argued. Serena shook her head, turning to face
him again. He saw her in a completely new light now. She was more beautiful than before! She had an
aura about her that told him how amazing she would be as a mate and a Luna. Serena was the mother
of his children. He hadnât given himself the time to actually let the reality sink in!
All he had to know about her was that she was a good mother to his kids, that she had supported them
and raised them, that she was a brilliant doctor and that she had all the makings of a good Luna.
It angered him all over again to see who she was and what kind of life they could have had together
with their kids, had she only reached out to him and told him the truth! Growling, Logan threw his fist
into the wall, the whole treehouse shuddering. âEnough!â Serena shouted at him, glaring. Logan
growled. âDo not try to calm me down!â he insisted. âThis, all of this, is your fault!â âOf course, it is!â
Serena said, throwing her arms up in the air. Logan rounded on her. âEverything is my fault when it
comes to you! You donât believe anything I say, you donât trust me, you take everything so personally!
Yet, you still come to me and confide in me when you need to!â âStop it!â Logan growled. He took
several steps forward. âDo not try to turn this around!â
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âIf I ever thought, for a second, that you could be a good father, this entire conversation has me
thinking otherwise,â she snapped. âYou kidnapped, me, nearly tore the treehouse down with us in itâ¦â
âYouâre entirely infuriating!â Logan roared at her. Serena smirked, crossing her arms.
âWhat are you going to do about it?â Serena asked. Logan snorted. He grabbed Serenaâs upper arms
and pulled her closer, crashing his lips down onto hers.
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