mentions of the past

Jhonnie;

She tensed up hearing where we wore going. Conjuring diffently was where her friends from a year a go and her fell apart.

"What happend their its clear you've been before. Everything we mention it you tense up" Colby said consern in his voice.

"Nothing.. just-" she stammered, it's clearly something she ignores, or has a nda.

"Is their a reason you won't tell us what happend like a Nda or you just like to play pretend something that shouldn't of happend happend" Nate asked his tone very worried.

Maybe we wore right that she's a victim to a sacrifice.

She bit her lip, "what's in the past stays their" she said as he pushed off of Jake's lap.

"Honey it's not in the past if it still bothers you"  I say moving hair from out of her face. "We can't help you handle this if you don't talk to us about it"

"That story, is something that you have to go back a year in a half before you fully understand" is all she said as she got up, she  did have a room over here so she wandered over their.

We gave her a room so she didn't always have to carry clothes back and forth. It's kinda cool she has her own little baloney  to look down at the living room from.

"You know we're willing to listen to the woes that trouble you." Seth Said his voice filled with worry. "We just wanna understand  why you're so tense at mention of a stupid hunted house.. we made excuses why you hadn't been with us the last two times.. the fans want you"

We of crouse wouldnt force her to come, but we'd like to know why - or what happened for her to hate it.

It's more of a worried lobwr thing. We don't like how she is so panicky to that place, we know it's truma  but she's said she rather die then return last time.

It's concerning.

After about 30 minutes me seth and colby  decided we'd check on her sam followed after.

When we got to the door we just hear soft crying. Seth opend it without knocking, worried mode on.

We stood at the entrance  she's curled up on the bed crying on he computer  a video.. she was in the video.

I look to Seth and colby who saw fury when they figured out what happend.

"So she was a fucking victim" Seth growled lowly under his breath.

I nod letting sam in, when she saw sam run in to hold her she quickly closed the screen.

I slowly walked in with colby and seth I sat on the beanbag chair and seth and colby joined the cuddles.

"What's wrong why is our princess crying" Colby asked softly, his voice lurking in protective.

"Nothing just was watching something.." she muttered.

"Hey whatever  happend in the past won't happen as long as your with us" Sam said softly, he didn't really see what was on the screen.

But me colb and seth are acting like we didn't see what happend.

She only cried harder to those words clinging to seth. He's watch him threatened ghost who flirted with her.

Colbys hand drifted through  her hair trying to comfort her.

"I know it won't I'm just.." she said.

"Youre scared of how you'd react to being back where something that pained you happend" I said, "we get it we do. And hey if you go and get panicked one will leave and take you to the hotel"

"At that matters to us is you try, we want to help you get out of this rabbit hole"  Sam said softly rubbing her back as seth held her dearly.

Jake knocked on the doorframe. "What's wrong honey" he asked seeing she was still crying.

He's both emo and a giant softy.

"Memories are so fun" she replied hiding into seth who looked at Jake and mouthed 'were right'

We get her calmed down.

"Olus you really think, any of us would let entity's touch you" Jake said elbowing  her softly. "Wed give ourselves to the ghost before it could gave our princess"

"Hes right." I say, "you're safe as can be  with  us"

She looked blankly at me, smiling softly I know that group did more to her just by the look she's giving  me.

"Hey baby." I add, "is their anything else those assholes did."

She nodded biting her lip hiding into seth as Jake got on the bed with them.

"Would you tell us please we just wanna know how someone hurt our girl" Colby asks in a soft sweet tone.

"Nate should be in here to.." is all she said softly.

I nodded agreeing he should be here to hear whatever it is from her. I stood and went out of the room.

"Nate get up here" I called over the railing.

Not even 5 minutes later were all on the floor in a cuddle pile I'm letting her play with my hair.

"So before the incident that got them arrested" she started, and looked to seth and colby.

"Hm?" Those two asked.

"What I'm gonna say is gonna royally piss you all off. But not even my parents know about this" she spoke. "Im only gonna tell you about this because you should know."

"Well never be mad at you." Nate said reinsurance.

"Jay, the leader of the group" she spoke softly her brwath staggered abit, "one  night we wore all at his house with his brother. We had been drinking underage.. after all that's what all kids do when parents aren't around"

I knew where this was going and I'm already getting upset for her.

"Yeah I can say we've all done it" Sam said still clicking on what happend.

"I don't remaber much but I do remaber waking up that night on my spot on the couch like normal to something pounding into me" she said eyes swelling in tears.

"Fucking bastred" we all spoke under our breath.

"Whyd you stay friends with them?" Seth asked protectively.

"I looked behind me and swore it was Jay. But in the moring when I was talking to the females in the group, though I could hear them rooting him on when he did it" she spoke softly. "They swore it was a dream, and fucking wired for me to dream of that"

"But it wasn't." Jake growled. "I see why you think we'd get pissed now."

She nodded curling into colby.

"Hes fucking lucky he's in prsion" Colby grumbled.

I for one am on that idea with him,  I wanna murder Jay for raping our girl.

She leaned up and kissed him softly. "I'm urs though"

We all smiled nodding.

"That you are, though I'm sorry that happend" Nate said.

We all nodded.

"I am willing to try joining you.." she spoke.

"glad to hear it we'd like to have our girlfriend be our medium"  I said giving a soft smile.

"But we should post a picture of us all to confirm it before we do it in the video" Sam sudjusted.

We all agreed and got our turns holding Alice and took pictures and then a group one posting them.

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Awhh.