I love you I-

I'm drowning in my doubts and sorrow

The light fades I breath in

And darkness consumes me

I smile knowing pain is no longer a this

But frown at all the memories of you as I slowly drown in them as I scream

I don't want to feel the pain

Of never knowing what will be and what is

While I try to ask you

You never answer

The memories and voices flash around me in a circle as they pull me deeper into the darkness

I scream for help but knowing no one will answer

I feel like the deeper I get the more insane I get

I then see a memory of you smile and singing to me

A single tear rolls down my face

I loved him but he never loved me back

He didn't know me

But I knew him

He was amazing and everything I ever dreamed about

The memories only kept popping up

I wish to go and find someone right for me

I say to myself

Everything goes quite and I scream four last words

I love you I-