Fate

I'm sorry if I say I love you because I know I don't, I still have my eyes on him.

You're a pretty girl but he was better he never had problems with my friends, he never picked apart himself like he was hanging by a thread, so I picked him apart for him since I felt that everyone was picking apart me, but he made me feel pretty, and he gave me his pity, but i threw it all away, just to end up crying the next day, he made me guilty, but he made me laugh, he made me cry tears of joy and tears from despair then he cut his beautiful long hair, he had a j name which would be an ick for any other girl but that was my true love even if he didn't look like the movies he loved like it was one, I took the second chance and buried it where no one will find, so I'm sorry if I say I love you because it might be true but a lie because my expectations are so high if only I had him again would I not be writing these poems making these mistakes having you on my mind even in separate city's you only loved me because i was pretty now I'm not don't take me back to the night you broke my heart even though I decided to brighten your flaws even if I saw so much less, I was still a total mess and no one gets how I just can't move on and neither can I I guess fate pulled us away even if I still miss you today so I'm sorry if I say still say I love you to this day.