AIDEN
I watch Solana as she takes another sip of her drink, her eyes catching the light from the window as she glances outside. Thereâs a calm about her, something I didnât expect when we first started talking. Back then, she seemed so out of reach, like she lived in a world I could never enter.
But now?
Sheâs here, sitting across from me, laughing at my stupid jokes, asking about my painting. Sheâs so much more real, so much more human than I ever thought.
She keeps surprising me.
And itâs not just her beautyâitâs how effortlessly she exists. Thereâs this quiet strength in her, a calmness that makes it easy to talk to her. To open up.
I canât help but admire it.
âSo,â she says, setting her cup down. âWhat else do you do when youâre not painting?â
I blink, not having expected her to ask. I take a moment to think, but honestly, I havenât really thought about what I do when Iâm not painting. Iâm either at class or⦠trying to survive the weirdness of my own head.
âI donât know,â I say, shrugging a little. âI watch a lot of documentaries. Read. I guess I⦠like learning random stuff.â
She raises an eyebrow. âLike what?â
âAnything,â I say with a small smile. âI get obsessed with things. Like, one week Iâll be all about the history of ancient Egypt, and the next week, Iâll be reading up on black holes.â
She laughs softly, the sound light and easy. âThatâs actually kind of adorable.â
I feel my face flush a little. âI mean, I wouldnât go that farâ¦â
But sheâs still smiling, and the way her eyes crinkle at the corners makes my chest tighten, like my heart canât decide if it wants to race or just stop entirely.
She leans back, tapping her fingers on the side of her cup. âI think itâs cool,â she says. âItâs not boring.â
I grin. âYeah? Well, maybe Iâll start reading your books sometime.â
Her eyes flicker up to meet mine, and thereâs a soft, almost amused spark in them. âDo you really want to read a bunch of romance novels?â
I smirk. âIf theyâre as interesting as you are, sure.â
She pauses, her smile faltering just slightly, and my heart lurches. Did I go too far?
But she just shakes her head, that amused spark still there. âYou really like to flatter people, huh?â
I shift in my seat, suddenly unsure of how to play this. âI donât know⦠I just⦠like being honest.â
She raises her eyebrows. âHonest, huh? I thought guys only said things like that to get something.â
I feel the weight of her words settle in my chest, and for a moment, Iâm unsure how to respond. But then I realizeâshe doesnât know me. She doesnât know how I operate.
âIâm not trying to get anything, Solana,â I say, my voice quieter than before. âI just think youâre⦠well, interesting.â
She looks at me, and for a moment, I think she sees something in my eyes, something more than just casual flattery.
Then she looks down, biting her lip. âOkay, well, if you really want to learn about something, maybe you should try reading some of those romance novels.â
I blink at her, surprised. âYouâre serious?â
She nods. âItâs like a science, if you ask me. Thereâs definitely a formula to it.â
I laugh, and for a brief moment, it feels like the world narrows down to just the two of us in this little coffee shop, talking about books and life and whatever else comes to mind.
And just like that, I realize how much I want to keep talking to her. Keep learning about her.
Because every time I do, I find a little more about her that makes me⦠like her more.
The conversation flows effortlessly, and before I even realize it, an hour has passed. I should probably check the time, but I donât want to.
Not when sheâs looking at me like thisâcurious, engaged, comfortable.
Not when sheâs smiling in a way that makes my chest feel tight, like I canât get a full breath.
I should probably say something, break the silence, but for once, I just let it sit. Let myself exist in this moment, across from a girl I never thought Iâd have the chance to talk to like this.
Then she glances at her phone and sighs.
âI should probably head home,â she says, sounding almost reluctant.
I nod, trying not to show my disappointment. âYeah, makes sense.â
She finishes the last sip of her drink before standing, and I follow suit. We toss our cups in the trash and head out into the crisp afternoon air.
For a second, we just stand there. Neither of us moves, as if weâre both waiting for the other to say something first.
âSo,â she says finally, shifting on her feet. âThanks for the coffee.â
I smirk. âYou mean thanks for my black coffee and your sugar drink?â
She rolls her eyes, but thereâs amusement in them. âYes, Aiden. Thanks for my sugar drink.â
I chuckle. âAnytime.â
She hesitates, then glances at me, something unreadable in her expression.
Then she clears her throat and takes a step back. âIâll see you in class?â
I nod. âYeah. See you in class.â
She gives me one last small smile before turning and walking away.
I stand there for a moment, watching her go, before running a hand through my hair with a quiet exhale.
I canât believe that just happened.
And I definitely canât believe how much I already want it to happen again.
As soon as Solana disappears around the corner, I pull out my phone and call Mia.
It barely rings twice before she picks up.
âWhat do you want, nerd?â she teases, but thereâs a knowing lilt to her voice. She probably assumes Iâm calling about school or something random like I usually do.
âI just had coffee with Solana,â I blurt out, skipping the greeting entirely.
Silence. Thenâ
âWait. What?â
I run a hand through my hair, pacing slightly. âYeah. She⦠she sat with me in lit class, and then we got coffee after.â
Mia lets out a dramatic gasp. âAiden James Coleman, did you just hang out with your long-time, borderline-hopeless crush? Voluntarily?â
I groan, regretting calling her. âMiaââ
âOh my gosg,â she interrupts, laughing. âAre you breathing? Are you okay? Do you need CPR?â
I roll my eyes, but a small smile tugs at my lips. âIâm fine.â
âThis is huge,â she continues, like I didnât say anything. âLike really huge.â
I sigh, rubbing the back of my neck. âYeah. I mean⦠I donât think itâs a big deal.â
âAre you insane?â Mia practically shrieks. âItâs the biggest deal Aiden, this is progress. Actual, real-life progress.â
Mia must sense my silence because she suddenly softens. âOkay, but seriously. What was it like? Was she nice? Did she seem interested?â
I hesitate, replaying the whole thing in my head. âYeah. I mean⦠she was so easy to talk to. I wasnât expecting that.â
Mia hums knowingly. âSheâs a special one.â
I swallow. âYeah. She is.â
Another pause, then Mia sighs. âSo⦠what now?â
I frown. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, are you going to talk to her again? Or was this a one-time thing?â
I hesitate, but then shake my head. âNo. I want to talk to her again.â
âGood.â I can practically hear her smile. âBecause if you donât, I will force you to.â
I chuckle. âYeah, yeah.â
But then she asks, more serious this time, âWas her boyfriend okay with it?â
That makes me pause.
When I asked Solana that same question before we got coffee, she had just shrugged and said, âTylerâs home. The whole football team has a week off.
I repeat her words to Mia, and she lets out a low hum. âHuh.â
âWhat?â I ask.
âNothing, itâs justâ¦â she pauses for dramatic effect, then snickers. âYou might be a side piece, bro.â
I groan. âMiaââ
âI mean, think about it, Aiden.â she teases. âShe didnât give you a straight answer. That means sheâs keeping secrets. That means you might be her dirty little secret.â
I rub my face, exasperated. âYouâre the worst.â
âI might be the worst, but am I wrong?â
I donât answer that.
Because deep down, I have no idea.
Miaâs laughter fades into a smug hum, and I can already picture the annoying smirk on her face.
âCome on, Aiden,â she presses. âAdmit it. The thought crossed your mind.â
I shake my head, sighing. âI donât think sheâs like that.â
Mia scoffs. âAnd how do you know? Because she sat with you in class one time? Because she got coffee with you once? For all you know, she couldâve been bored.â
Her words should make me second-guess everything. Should make me take a step back.
Instead, I feel defensive.
Because Solana didnât seem bored. Not even a little. She was engaged in the conversation, asking me questions, genuinely seeming interested in my art.
âLook,â I mutter. âI donât know whatâs going on with her and Tyler, but I donât think sheâs that kind of person.â
Mia hums, unconvinced. âAlright, alright. Iâll drop it.â
But I know she wonât.
Not really.
Thereâs a pause before she asks, âSo, when are you seeing her again?â
I hesitate, the thought of actually planning to see her again, sending a weird mix of nerves and excitement through me.
âI donât know,â I admit. âMaybe tomorrow?â
âMaybe?â Mia repeats dramatically. âGod, youâre so helpless. You should text her. Right now.â
I roll my eyes. âIâm not texting her right now.â
Mainly because I don't have her number.
âOh my gosh, Aiden, justââ
âI have to go,â I cut her off, already walking toward my car.
âLame,â she groans. âBut fine. Keep me updated. And donât fall too hard before you know what youâre getting into.â
I donât answer, just mumble a goodbye and hang up.
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