Chapter 15 of 17

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When you have a feeling that she's the one,

But in the end, it's just a feeling.

A feeling that will leave you broken.

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We're so in love tonight,

So why don't just be together?

It just feels so right.

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One aches for the love,

The love of another.

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I understand silence.

No, I love silence.

Because it helps you say things you can't say out loud.

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At 12 am I wish you were here, next to me.

At 3 am I wish we never met at all.

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If I was never the one,

You could have just told me.

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Midnight thoughts.

The things that never make afternoon words.

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We forced it too much.

Now we're loose.

Hanging on a sliver of hope.

But, that sliver might just be enough.

Enough for both of us to love again.

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You were the biggest mistake I made,

But, a wrong never felt so right.

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The world has ended many times for me.

And began again in the morning.

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If you think you are useless,

Think of yourself as a white crayon.

Useless to those who have no clue how to use you,

But, priceless to those who see you're true value.

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You were a beautiful catastrophe.

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Don't get too close,

You might never get out.

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After all,

You're still the one.

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Looked into her eyes,

Got lost in her stars,

But, hellos and goodbyes,

Caused him lessons and scars.

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On the boardwalk,

At blue hour,

We had a long fucking talk,

Which just left me sour.

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If only you knew.

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Oh, how much pain.

With so little to gain.

Why endure this endeavor?

Because it gives me joy and life with flavour.

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I hate this,

Knowing I can't have you,

Yet, I keep on thinking I have a fucking chance.

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I remember all the times we were together,

This was when my heart was getting softer.

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