Chapter 4 of 17

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How does loneliness still exist with all the people in the world.

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Am I talking to myself at night? I pity myself.

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I don't have anything to say. In fact, I have noone to talk to.

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I'm on a sailboat. Floating in the middle of the sea. I'm lonely and alone. The only thing I have is the sea. The only thing that won't leave me. It's only me who could leave it.

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You're the sun.

I'm the planets around you.

You're what I need.

But you burn and hurt,

When we go near.

So are you really what I need?

Or are you what I desire?

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Do you know what line you need for everyone to love you?

A flatline.

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In you, I realize that God is a woman.

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I got hit by cupid's quiver.

And now, I'm your only lover.

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Every step towards you,

Is returned backward by the world.

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I actually regret not saying what I felt for you. The hellos in the corridors. The chats at night. The walks in the park with our friends. Meeting up for lunch. It was my chance, and I didn't take it.

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What is the real reason you like music? Is it the only way to escape reality? To go to a plane where there are no rules? Is it the only way to do things you can't do in real life? Or is it just simply music to you?

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There are many things I can't understand.

But the only thing I can is that you only love him and him alone.

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Passenger said that I should let you go.

And I did. It hurt me more than shit. But it made you happy. And I'm happy too.

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What was she like?

I was told she

Was a sad soul.

I was told all broken girls deserved to be loved.

But I didn't know she would break me.

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I'm happy that I met you,

But I would be happier if I didn't.

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My friends come to me when they have problems, but truth is, it is actually me who has noone to run to.

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Whenever I go look in the mirror, it's my reflection that hates itself.

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She's a princess, treat her like one.

He's a king, respect him like one.

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Time doesn't change people,

It changes their attitude.

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It's 3:00 and I think about you.

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Stop imagining and talk to her.

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Tell me who would want me? Noone.

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Well, you hurt me like a motherfucker.

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I know that I said I don't care anymore, but everyday I look at what you're up to.

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Tell me all the things that make you feel at ease.

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Yikes, I fell for you.

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I wish you knew,

That I loved you.

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I have seen so many beauties in the world,

But I have not seen a miracle like you.

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Love isn't love if the rose is withering in the garden.

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Things hurt when you don't know how to deal with them. And that's how I learned it. The hard way.

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Lost in a space. Dark and lonely. Then a voice pierces the silence.

" When can I meet you? "

" Once you are born. "

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True love exists. It just wasn't ours.

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Wipe that smirk off your face, like the way I wiped my tears.

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Interesting, now I know how it feels to hurt.

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Love is like a blindfold tastetest. You could eat a rose with thorns or the best dish in your life.

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I have a theory. I think the rose's red color comes from the red in my heart.

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Good night. Sweet dreams. To. Myself.

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