Chapter 5 of 17

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When spring comes,

I hope all my tears have dried.

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I know our love's astray,

But I will find a way,

To make us okay

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Making my way down to yours. Holding a bouquet of flowers. Then I find out you've been kissing him behind my back. Hope you know how hard that shit hit me.

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Am I just a fool talking to myself? Talking about you?

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I need you baby,

Hope it's alright.

I need someone to talk to at night.

And not just myself.

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I thank God as I'm still alive,

Alive enough for you to arrive.

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Newton discovered gravity from an apple fall from a tree. I discovered it when my heart dropped when I met you.

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I don't care about people that say they were to young to fall in love. Cut that shit out. If you someone, you love them with everything you got.

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I'm giving 101% all the time,

But somehow, I manage to screw things up.

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I got a lot of time,

So I'd spend it with you.

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I've stripped down to nothing,

Nothing to hide.

But you, you,

Had things to hurt me.

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Love is in the air.

Just not what we're breathing.

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Imagining a world with you gone,

It ain't even a world anymore.

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Goddamn, can you even hear my heart?

I need you, yet you leave me hurt.

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Hold on please,

Or am I the only one holding one?

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I have an extreme phobia,

A phobia of love.

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A picture is the only thing that doesn't hurt me now.

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Words don't mean a thing if you don't say them out loud.

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I'm classy,

Not flashy.

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If you want me to go to your house and serenade you, I'll do it. You want me to drive you around town at midnight? Let's go. Eat at a fancy restaurant? Fuck it. If you want something, I'll do it. I'll do it for you.

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I'll buy you an oversized hoodie rather than a crop top. I like cute over sexy.

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Your imperfections are the things that make you perfect.

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Think the world hates you? Put a basket outside with a sign that says " nice things ".

And put them all on your shelf. Trust me, I've tried.

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I wouldn't give the world to you,

Because I can't give you yourself.

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Why give the moon when you can give the entire universe?

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Across the ocean of forever,

I drown.

Because you pushed me down.

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Motherfucker, that hurt me to see you with someone else.

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Neon lights,

It's so bright.

My heart,

It's been ripped apart.

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Love isn't an excuse to ditch everything.

Priorities, priorities.

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I've been shaken to the core.

Crying on the floor.

Been broken.

Ain't afraid of things anymore.

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My eyes are all red.

It ain't from drugs though.

It's from crying all night.

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You got me addicted to you,

It wasn't a bad one though.

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I know how it feels.

Being broken inside.

Everything not being real.

Putting everything aside.

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You weren't a sentence,

You were a clause, period.

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You complete the things I have incompleted.

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