2:00 am

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Know that noone can take your place.

Because I'm fucking obssessed with you face.

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I'd take a bullet for you.

But when you left,

I didn't have take to take a hit,

But that still stings like hell.

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Bad, sad, mad, alone, lonely.

How many words can I come up with that describe me?

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I'm a prisoner of my own mind.

I'm not one of kind.

Alot out there are chained.

Chained to the walls of their thoughts.

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I hate being fake.

That's why I say what you need to hear.

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It's sunny outside,

But in the middle of my room,

It's pouring.

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I stay in my lane.

Go at my own pace.

Feel my own pain.

I don't share it with others.

Simply, I'm not a selfish guy.

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If you were a book,

You'd be the only thing I'd read.

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I hope that someday,

I would find out,

Why,

When you left me,

I felt empty.

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I love you.

Even if you don't love me back.

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We're going in circles.

No point anymore.

Why go the lengths?

When we won't even reach the end?

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Christmas was truly in my heart.

It was cold and chilly.

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You were a star.

The sun.

And you hurt me,

When I come close.

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I want you to feel rich,

Even if It makes me feel poor.

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I loved cuddling under the sheets in bed.

Now I'm lost in my own head.

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I trusted you,

Now I'm feeling alone and blue.

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I can't love anymore,

I feel so fucking sore.

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Love is a lesson.

Not a life sentence.

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Love is shit.

It hurts,

But I still want more.

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Lucky is I,

For when you crossed my eye,

I loved you,

More and more.

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My mistake was I didn't say hello.

Yours was walking past me.

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I run in the dark.

No light to guide me.

The walls closing in.

Too blind to see.

Now I'm in an awful position.

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Why should we be complete?

You know I can't compete.

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My mind is a prison.

Holding criminals like me.

Crime: loving you.

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A happy face isn't automatically a happy person.

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When night falls,

I have been always your escape.

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I enjoy writing,

Just not about you.

Because when I do,

My heart clenches.

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I wake up in the morning and go like, " fuck, I'm alone. "

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