12- "I won't judge"

Bella's POV

"Tell me, how did you and Adrian start dating?" Matt asked, as we walked side by side on the beach. Today was really fun, spending time with him was really fun. We went to an Arcade, a restaurant and here we are at the beach. I like that he bought for me anything I demanded, even though I was a little annoying, or how he put up with my very unladylike table manners. He's just a really good guy.

"We have been close friends since we were little, I guess as time went by we developed a crush on each other and we started dating" I shrugged.

"Ohh... Why do you like Adrian?" He asked again.

"He was the only one who could put up with me. When I was younger I was very hard headed and I loved to feel independent, and not rely on people. But he was the only one who could bring out that soft side of me, whenever I had problems he would always stand by me and help me fix my problems. That's why I like him, he was the only one I  could trust, he was the one who saw the bright side of me" I said with a smile.

"Is that how you feel till now?" He asked, these questions are getting too much for me.

"Maybe, I'm not sure. I've got the chance meet new people this summer and they're all really nice" I said,  we walked further, our hands brushing every step we made.

"Do you see me as someone you can trust?" He asked.

Huh?  Do I trust him?

"If you promise to be a good friend, maybe I can trust you" I smiled at him.

"Oh... So you don't trust me?" He asked, all these questions are too much, he's digging too much into my personal life.

"I mean, you're really nice, but... I... I just—" I said but he interrupted my sentence.

"You don't have to say it, I'm sorry for asking too many questions" He said, as we walked further, until we got to where the rocks were. We sat on the rocks, getting a very clear view of the orange sun, which stood above the buildings and trees, creating a shadow for them.

"Do you like Ashton?" Asked Matt, suddenly. I laughed really hard, Ashton, I dislike the guy. He's so not my type.

"That tyrant, I dislike him. He's so obsessed with himself" I said, the thought of me with that guy makes me cringe, I can't even last a minute without affronting him. Being close to him makes me feel irritated.

But you've shared a bed with him!  My inner voice said.

I Ignored it, I had to share the bed with him.

"Wow! You must really hate the guy" Matt said, happiness flashing through his brown orbs.

"I wouldn't say hate, it's just intense dislike" I clarified.

"It's getting late, I think we should go," He said, standing up from the rock we were currently sitting on.

"Yeah" I said, copying his actions as we walked back to the car.

...

I took a fork full of my creamy kimchi bacon spaghetti, it  tasted so good.  The only thing I didn't really like was the bacon, I wasn't a big fan of pork or ham.

"Have you decided what you want to major in?" My dad asked, after sipping his glass of water.

"Not really" I said, I had already been thinking about it and I had two options, which are: medicine and software engineering, but I'm not sure which of them I want to major in.  I really like medicine, but software engineering is really cool.

"Do you have any course in mind?" My mom asked, taking another fork of her spaghetti.

"Actually I have two. Medicine and software engineering, I'm just not sure which one I want to major in '' I shrugged, and continued eating my food.

"I think you should major in bitchery, I'm sure you'll graduate with a first class degree" Mason laughed, I quickly hit his arm and he yelped in pain.

"Mason! Watch your language!" My mom scolded.

Right now, I honestly feel like beating the living daylight out of this psychopath brother I've got.

"I honestly think you should choose medicine, but it's your choice, I don't have a say in that" My dad said, before taking his plate and cup to the kitchen.

"Yeah, I'll think about it," I said, and did the same as him.

After I was done with the dishes, I went to my room and flopped down on my bed.

I pulled out my phone from my pocket, scrolling through my Instagram.  The video of Jessie had already been taken down, and so was the video of Ashton.

I scrolled further, stopping when I saw a picture of Adrian and a girl, he kissed her cheek.

Is he cheating on me?  I know for sure this isn't his sister, his sister has pink hair and this girl is a brunette, his sister had blue eyes and she had grey eyes.

Who the bloody hell is this?  I need answers, I hope he's not cheating on me.

I quickly dialed Adrian's number, and waited for him to answer. It took him a few minutes to answer.

"Hey" I said, coarsely.

"Hi, how are you doing?" He asked.

"I'm fine, who was the girl you were kissing on your Instagram post?" I asked abruptly.

"Bella" He sighed and continued, "I'm sorry, but I can't continue with what's going between us, I'm tired of this relationship" He said, and that broke my heart. He just broke up with me over a phone call, we've been dating for a year.

"What do you mean?" I asked, my voice  was discordant, as bile rose in my throat.

"Isn't it obvious, I'm breaking up with you. What we feel for each other isn't mutual, I'm tired of this stupid childish feelings. I don't feel the same way about you anymore" He said without any emotion.

I don't understand, we loved each other.  And he's calling it childish feelings.

"Why?" I asked, hoping he would say this is a prank.

"You're too clingy! You're always monitoring my movements, and you're always jealous! It gets annoying, Bella" And that did it, a pool of tears formed in my eyes, I couldn't take it anymore all the tears I've been burying inside me since this conversation started rushed out like a broken dam.

"Is this a joke? Please Adrian, your scaring the crap out of me" I said,  trying to control my tears.

"No, unfortunately for you,  I'm not interested in you anymore" He said, and with that the call ended.

I sat in bed crying my eyeballs out, he didn't even care to be nice.

My phone pinged indicating that I received a notification. I picked it up and checked the notification, it was from Instagram.

I tapped on it, it was from Adrian's account, he posted a picture.  In the picture he was standing on a mountain, with his arms stretched out at his sides and his back facing the camera. The caption read: finally free.

The caption made me cry harder, I can't believe it, he always told me he would never hurt me,  that he loved me.  I'm never trusting anyone ever again, all boys are the same, they shouldn't be trusted.

I arose from my bed, and walked downstairs to the kitchen. I took out the freezer, a tub of ice cream and took a large spoon from the cupboard.

I ate the ice cream and watched a few movies on Netflix, when it got late I  decided to sleep.

...

The next day at work, I couldn't really focus  I kept thinking about Adrian and the break up. I could still feel the striking pain in my chest.

I've never felt the urge to cry this much in my entire eighteen years of living, and that's what I hate,  I wasn't the type of person that cried too much. In a month I could cry once,  or not even cry at all,  but here I am crying because a damned boy broke up with me.

I excused myself and went to the staff lounge.  I need to  cry it out, I can't hold it any longer.

I sat on the floor, crying my eyes out,  trying to suppress my sobs. I didn't want anyone to see the vulnerable side of me.

"Are you ok" That familiar chocolate-eyed adonis asked.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, trying to clean my tears before he could get a glimpse of them, I don't want my rival to see me crying.

"Are you crying?" He asked, coming closer to me, I stepped back trying to cover my face with my hands.

"No, why would I be crying?" I asked.

"Yes you are, your eyes are red and your make up is ruined" He said holding my hands, revealing my very red eyes and ruined makeup.

"Can you please leave?" I asked,  this is so humiliating, he's seeing me cry, only God knows who he's gonna tell about this.

"Why are you crying?" He asked, pulling me behind him to the couch, and forced me to sit on it.

"It's nothing, you don't have to care" I said.

"What is it?" He asked, his voice sounding demanding, holding a lot of authority.

"My boyfriend of a year broke up with me over the phone last night" I cried, he laughed.

Why the heck is he laughing? This is the main reason why I hate him, to him everything is a joke.

"You don't have to cry over a guy, if I've learned anything in this life, it's no one is worth my tears. And so what if he broke up with you? Life doesn't end, crying will only make your eyes hurt. It won't change the fact that he has broken up with you" He said emotionlessly.

What kind of human is he? Doesn't he have feelings?

"I feel so vulnerable saying this to you,  I know I look stupid, but I really loved him" I said, as the tears slowly made it's way down my face.

"You don't have to feel bad, you can cry all you want, I won't judge" He said tapping on his shoulder.

I placed my head on his shoulder and cried my eyes out, until my tear glands were empty. For the first time since last night I actually felt better.

A/N

Aww... I feel so sorry for  Bella, the idiot broke up with her.

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