chapter 28

I feel her lips...her lips on my cheek

SHE KISSED ME ON CHEEK....

Is this a dream? If yes than please don't break it....

She lingered her lips on my cheek for a minute gave me a quick heavenly peck and then back off quickly  cover her face in comforter. I'm still there on my position  trying to calculate what happened...

I still feel the warmth by her lips on my cheek. I feel a current of happiness in me. My lips formed in a smile which reaches till my ears.

"Jaaaan this is not fare.. only one...." I said sat near her. She cover herself completely with comforter I hear her giggling. I cover her small frame in my arms my head on her head

"Just wait for me when I will back we need to settle this account" I said and gave her a peck on comforter.

I thought I'm mad...yes mad in her love....I hold every cell of my body to not to said her my feelings. I wanted to told her...said her I love you every fucking second of our life but it's too soon for her. She didn't know that I know her before our marriage used to stalk her she thought me as a freaking psycho.

So I will show her all my feelings through my actions and then let her decide  if she choose to reciprocat to my feelings or not. If she will not then I will wait till my last breath...I love her immensely I can't loose her.

Author's pov

After giving her lots of hugs and kisses (half on comforter) Avinash went to dining room. He have a flash smile on his face which are not so his type. Whole family shocked to see him grinning. They all had their breakfast but when they saw him they all stop eating. Avinash sat on his chair and took his cup of coffee.

"Avi are you fine"? Radhika asked him gulping the fact that he is smiling

"Yes mom" he said still in his dreamland sipping his coffee

"Dad I think he is not our Avi someone kidnapped him" Abeer said in Karan's ear both gave a suspicious look to him who is unbothered by all of this

"Aaaaaaaa" Avinash hissed in pain and looked at Harshita who pinched him on his hands. He came back from his lala land

"Bade papa he is real" Harshita said while clapping as she solves some kind of mystery.

Avinash look at whole family raising his eyebrow asking what happen?

Now they all grinning and hand shake with each other.

"We thought that you are not our Avi" Karan said "but now we know that it's you"

"Pagal family h meri" Avi muttered and finish his coffee

"Avi where is Aarushi?" Radhika asked him. They thought that she will come but she is not

"She study till late at last night and now she is having a headache so I told her to rest for today" Avinash said to them. He didn't want to told them that she's on her periods and in pain

Rathore's protective mode on hearing him.

"Should we call the doctor?" Radhika said stop eating

"No no take her hospital?'' Karan said took his phone to call driver

"Why her college gave her so many assignments.. I need to talk to them"? Abhi said ready to fight with college

"Avi why didn't you tell us before she's in pain and here we are eating"? Dadu said in slight angry on him.

"Till I apply ointment on her head" Harshita said arisen from her chair and took a step but Avi held her by shoulder stopping her

"Shut up you all..." Avi said in raising voice to stop in their actions. They all care for her, to see her in pain it's the last thing they thought

"Its just a headache I already gave her medicine and she's sleeping so no need to worry and dad she's a scholarship student and she love study so no need to  turn her college upside down I already did that few times so relax all of you and don't disturb her" he said sternly to them because being softie to them and they all barge in his room to take care of her.

They all nodded and sat again  defeated. They all gave a sad look to Avinash so atleast he let them see her but he gave them a dare to talk to me look and they all shut their mouth

Avinash shaking his head to saw their faces he turned to Radhika and said

"Mom I'm going to office I will be back soon if ishi wake up gave her something to eat. I will be back soon"

He took his bag and gave last warning to them to not to disturb her and do not pull any stunt. They nodded in yes and Avinash went to his car where guards wait for him. They all bow their head and he like always not bothered to reply sat in his car and went to office. He told Lakshya about Aarushi's off today. He reach office with a grumpy cold face. No one dare to come near him. His dangerous aura make them gulp in fear. Yash told him his today schedule. Avinash order him to reschedule everything and set meeting before afternoon. He try to did as he say.

Other side Aarushi woke up at ten in morning. She feel her heavy bladder and run to bathroom after complete her morning ritual and took a good hot shower she changes into something comfy as she is not going to college today.

(Her outfit)

While getting ready she remember how every morning her husband Avinash told her about his day. His comforting words stirred something in her. Her heart beat raise when he come near her. How  he never loose any chance to comfort her to show her how important she is for him.

When she remember what stunt she pull out in morning her face turned completely pink. The feelings of his stubble under her lips. His lightly well maintained beard attracted her. She want to pull his cheek when he irritated he looks cute to her. His warmth and how he protectively held her in his arms even in his sleep flutter her heart. His brown eyes speak thousand of words to her.

"Shut up Aaru...it's all your mood swings"

She told to herself and take a deep breath to control her emotions.

She tied her hairs in a ponytail and went downstairs. She is in dilemma that what she will tell family members why she didn't go to college or what Avinash told them about my absence..

She reach in living room where dadu and Karan sit with some files and discuss something. She looks around but  didn't find Radhika so having no choice she went there and greet them

"Good morning dadu.

Good morning papa"

"Good morning Aarushi

Good morning bacha"

Both Dadu and Karan looked at her face  tiredness visible on her face. They both anxious to see that

"Aarushi, how's your headache now? If it's not fine we can go to doctor"?

'Headache' She thought 'But I didn't have any'

Her not giving any reply make more anxious them. Can't help they are over protective Rathores....

"Who told yo...I mean that I have a headache"? She asked carefully approaching her words

"That your useless husband" She turned behind hearing Radhika. She sit beside Aarushi and caresses her hairs

"How are you feeling now"?

'Oo so it's all Avinash plan..why on this earth he didn't tell me this....it's good that   I'm intelligent and cover his lie otherwise what they thought about me...but all he did just for me...Oo he such a nice person..how sensible is he"  She thought and a smile appear on her face. They three waiting for her reply.

"I'm fine now Maa" She said with a smile which relief them

Radhika took her hands in her hands and said with a concerning tone

"Bacha we know that you are a scholarship student and we are proud on you but its not that mean that you neglect your health"

Her words gave a motherly warmth to Aarushi although her sister jiju and friends all said those lines many times but she always feel a void by not hearing that words from her parents mouth.

"Soory maa...I will take care of it" Aarushi reply with moist eyes. Her mood swings gave a tough time to her and her lower abdomen also.

"No beta there is no need to feel and it's Avinash's responsibility to take care of you" dadu said

"You know Aarushi among of my five children you are most sensible and intelligent....your husband Avinash is a workaholic. Abhi is mad after sports and Abeer..he is a party animal....and Harshita...she is our princess" karan said as matter of fact. After chit chat for some minutes Radhika took her to dining room so Aarushi eat something. After throwing tantrums and threatened  by Radhika with the name of Avinash she eat half of it. She feel irritated and cranky her by the threats of name of Avinash but she better know that it's good to  not to angry him he is a bomb.

She feel week and sleepy so after eating she went to her room. She directly went to bed and lay on that but she feel lonely. All this time she miss Avinash it's a habit for her to sleep cuddling with him. From when she start to sleep cuddling with Avinash she didn't have any nightmare. She feel safe in his embrace. But now he is not here he told her that he came back soon but he didn't came.

"He must forget about me....I'm not that important for him" She muttered to herself in disappointment and tears slip from her eyes. She took his pillow and sniff it. It have her collagen smell she sniff it and felt relief. She lay down on his side of bed and hug his pillow and soon due to exhaustion she sleep. His pillow gave her a sense of safety like her demons didn't scare her in her sleep now......

Other side Avinash hurriedly complete his all meetings which took all his time. Some meetings fix on last minute which are important to attend today do he can't neglect them. He call to Radhika and ask about Aarushi, he know that if he call Aarushi then it's definitely hard for him to concentrate on meeting and he will ran to home, to her Aarushi. After hearing that she ate her food only by threatened with his name, a smile appear on his face. He  wanted to reach home before lunch time but now it's almost evening time so he wrap up all his work and took important files to read at his home. All office saw his eagerness to go to home they didn't understand the reason why this cold hearted person become this restless and desperate to go from office. They are shocked to see when Avinash went out of office with Yash that too before the office time.

But did they ask him. A big NO.....

Only Yash knows why this man is eager to go home. He internally thank to Aarushi because of her he get a half day work off.

Avinash's pov

After completing my work I settle in my car and went towards Mansion. I terribly miss my wife. Urgent meetings sucks,  work sucks....I want my wife. She didn't even call me but it's good she doesn't if she does then I don't think so that I can complete my work. She makes me insane...insane for her...and I'm gladly became one...

I speeding my car don't tell her. I want to see her. Last night I read about periods...periods cravings...mood swings...bloating and extra. I think everyone men should read about it and learn about it so atleast they help to ease her pain. Woman is a wonderful creature...she feel pain life long without saying anything...society treat them like a server to men...but it's wrong very wrong...Woman should have upper place...they deserve it....they survive most painful experience to bring a new life on this earth....and we shamless creatures treat them like a shit....

I stop at a bakery normally I send my pa to shop but today I went inside to buy. Why..because it's for my wife....

It's a bakery with a flower shop just like i wanted. I buy a chocolate cake, a chess cake and some chocolate chip muffins with her favorite white flower.

The lady at bakery pack all these things giving me a gentle smile I reciprocat with a small smile. I thought after marrying to the love of my life I become little humble. Ok my bad I killed a person this morning but whenever I remember her face I feel relaxed.

I keep all these things in back seat of my car and went towards Mansion. I enter into there but besides maids and workers no one there. They all gave me a shocking look. Ok I know flowers bakery bag didn't suit in my hands all of them used to see a gun in my hands. But I don't give a fuck to them they think whatever they want.

I went to my room I opened the door smoothly and close it without making a noise. Silence complete silence....I kept cake in our mini fridge and flowers on table and went towards bed where my love sleep on my side of bed hugging my pillow. Did she miss me?

Yes she did...did she accept it.....hmmm don't know......

I have to settle some account with her...our kissing account....she kissed me  but only on one cheek....why she can't understand I'm greedy....greed for her love..

I gave her a gentle forhead kiss She smile in her sleep. My cutie wife....I need to change then I am free to spend time with her...

I went to closet to change and wear my sweatpants and a vest. I settle myself near her on bed and took that pillow from her grip she stirred in her sleep making a pout, I lay near her and make her sleep on me. Her head on my chest on arm around my torso legs under my legs her small petite figure just perfectly fit in my arms. Its more beautiful than I thought. I play with her hair locks I like her long hair when she walk her hands dance with her every step. From other hand I press her back to ease some pain.  She sighed in sleep I need to ask her about her gyne number. I know its a natural pain but there is no harm in monthly check up.

I stare at her I get a gem. She's more than perfect to me sometime I fear about what happen when she know about my other self identity...our other half identity. She is a peaceful person and me...my peace is someone's death.

I play with her rings her small slender fingers it's tiny compare to mine. After half an hour she opened her eyes. She blinked her eyes adjusting to light and press her face more in my chest.

I love her...

"Moon get up bacha" I said with a smile.

She stop pressing her face in my chest I thought she still in sleep. It's not a pillow but I never mind to be a pillow for her.

She pull out her face from my chest and look at me by kept her chin on my chest.  Her long hairs came on her face I tucked some hairs behind her ear. She smiled and blinked her eyes looking at me. She looks so adorable I wanted to pull out her cheeks.

"When did you come"? She asked looking at me

"Just some minutes ago....how's you feel...is there any pain?" I asked her I can't help I care for her

"Hmm, just a little...it's normal" She said and kept her head on my bicep. I turn to her. Our face are close I can feel her warm breath mixing with my breath. I can smell her sweet fragrance we both look at each other eyes. Complete silence just the noise of our mixing breathing. Our hands  came in touch fingers tips brush with each other a spark a current ran in my body. I can saw a glimpse of affection  in her eyes. I intertwined our hands. I keep my face near her now our nose are touching. This is the most intimate position I ever be with a girl... and I'm beyond the moon that it happen with my girl.

"Jaan....kiss me" I blurred out.

Her eyes wide after hearing me. Shit I need to control my fucking urge to kiss her...she had a great effect on me.

"What"

"I want to say kiss me on cheek like you did in morning" I trying to cover up my previous intentions

She blush her face turned into pink. She diverted her gaze and shook her head in no.

"Baby please...you kiss on my right cheek and the left one is angry from morning please  baby" I said trying to look innocent

If anyone said me some months before that you will say please sorry and trying to look innocent in front of someone I kill that person in instant. But look now I try every thing to gain her attention

I slide more near her our front are just few centimeters apart. Our breath quicken. She looked at me with her black orbs my favorite place in whole world. Her eyes has the deapth of an endless ocean, consume everything yet look divine. Her plump pink lips which were slightly, I fucking bet that it's so damn sweet in taste

"Moon please"

"No" She whispered.

"Jaan please" my voice turned into hoarse

"No" She said between her quick breath

"Ishi please" I'm fucking turned on now

"No" her voice lost between in her breath

"Bacha please" I cross the distance between us

"OK ok" She said and back off

Good job my fucking hormones. I also back off and look at her innocent beetroot face. She shyly look at me and then turned her gaze

"Close your eyes" she said softly

"Ok" I closeed my eyes and wait for her soft lips to touch my skin.

After two minutes later I feel her lips but not on my cheek or on my face it's fucking on my bicep. Her lips touch for a quick peck and she back off

I quick open my eyes and saw her giggling. I show her my intense angry look but she giggle more. Why she so much cute? She makes me feel all happy by just looking at me

"Ouch..ouch" She writhing in pain clutching her stomach. Fuck I forget she's on her periods

"Bacha are you fine....where is paining"? I asked her brushing her cheeks.

"I'm fine.....just cramps" She said in pain and trying to get up

"Where are you going?"

"In hell mind to give me company" She again taunt me. But my baby doesn't know I am the king of hell

"Sorry" I said hide my devil part. I jump out of bed and scoop her in my arms. She held my shoulder for support

"Now we both go together" I said and turned so we go where ever she want to

"Washroom" She said looking down. She still feel shy near me

I didn't said anything and took her to washroom and help her to stand on her feet. She didn't look at me.

"I'm outside tell me when you are done" I said and closing the door behind me.

Aarushi's pov

He seriously came early from his office. He is the ceo but he came early just because of me because I'm on my periods. Who is he in real? Every single day he show me his new side. Every day I thought that this is the limit of his caring and possessive nature but no every time he shows me that there is no limit. As I know him he set his boundaries for everything for every person but for me its no limit.

It's the very first time someone be there for me for my silent support. His warmth is so natural to me like I know him front my lifetime. We fit together like two pieces of a puzzle different from each other but bound to be together.

When he came near me I feel not only butterflies but whole jungle dancing in my stomach. His warm breath his manly scent attract me. Its soothing to my nerves. His brown eyes are saying everything in his heart. Affection, admiration, care, respect......love??

No no its so soon  for us to fall in love. His gentle touch making my heart beat faster. I hope he didn't listen to it. His getting close to me sent shiver to me. His playful banter for a kiss making me smile. Who said this handsome person the ceo is playing fight with his wife for a kiss? Said her please...which is beyond far from his tough personality.

We are  so close, it's surprisingly didn't make me uncomfortable, but it make me more anticipated. When I gave him a kiss on his bicep not on his cheek his expression makes me giggle. His brows furrow when he get just opposite what he thought.

But a sudden cramp hit me and ruin our moment. Did I really want or waited for these moments? But it makes me happy and with him I want to be happy. He makes me feel safe secure I want to explore more in this relationship.

Suddenly he took me in his arms and took me to the washroom. Do I'm this light weight?

After done with my business I went outside. He wait for me in closet. When he saw me, gave me a gentle smile. I gave him a gentle smile in return.

"Fine"? He asked me side hugging me. I put my head on his chest

"Hmm"

"Come I have something for you" he said holding my hand and directed me to balcony.

If I'm not surprised I'm fool. There are roses my favorite white roses, a chocolate cake, cheesecake and chocolate chip muffins. All my favorite. From morning I had a craving to eat cake I had ate chocolate earlier but it's not the cake.

I clapped my  hand in happiness with a bright smile. I turn and hugged him tightly my arms around his torso, he instantly put his arms around my waist filling gap between us

"Thankyou thankyou"

"No problem jaan...now go enjoy it"

"Like you didn't enjoy me hugging you" I said teasing him and look at him. My chin rested on his chest. I blinked my eyes waiting for answer

"I enjoy everything with you...even if it someone's funeral" he said with a smirk

Seriously who said this. I playfully lightly slap on his arm and break the hug, he starting to laugh. Ok sometimes he looks scary but he isn't scary in person

I took the bouquet and smell it's fragrance fresh just like I wanted. I sat on couch in balcony and putting back the bouquet after kissing flowers and took the chocolate cake. I take a bite and its heaven. It's so tasty and delicious that I moaned with every bite. Avinash sat near me and looking at me. The sunset with rose cakes with him it's all perfect. Whole Mansion surrounded by lush greenery. The sun paint sky with orange and yellow contrast with green making a perfect balance.

I offer him cake, took spoon near his mouth. Firstly he look me shaking his head in no. But I persist him giving him my puppy face look. He eat it and when he turn his face looking at sun I suddenly kiss him on cheek. Catching him off guard. I control my laughter still putting the puppy face innocent look.

He still on his place no movement, after two minutes he gave me a wide eyes reaction.

"Jaan you always gave me kisses when I'm not prepared" he said whining like a child

I giggle on his reaction. He slide near me and scoop his arms around my shoulder keeping me near him and kiss my hairs

Did I say I love his kisses?

We both sit in pure silence and I finish my chocolate cake. He took spoon and box from me and kept on table.

"Cheesecake?" He asked me I wanted to eat but not now

"We share it with everyone at dinner" I  said it's a good idea to share with them

He nodded and pick some cushions and keep it behind my back making me comfortable. I held his hand and make him sit near me, put my head on his shoulder. He start to play with my hairs

"You love my hairs" I asked him

"Yes its so silky and long...I want to tangle my fingers in them" he answer with out looking at me. I blushed on his reply. His simple confessions are enough to skip my heart

"Ishi" he said. His tone shift in concerning "what's your gyne number. I will take an appointment for tomorrow"

"What?" I asked him surprised. Why he wanted to meet my gyne.

"Yes for your monthly check up" he said and turned towards me

"Give me I will make an appointment"

"No I don't need it. I'm fine Avinash" I said trying to flop his plan. His eyes show me how he is concerning for me how much he care for me but I don't want to go.

"OK then I will take an appointment and we will go tomorrow" he said I show him my angry eyes

"Baby i can't play with your health. It just a normal check up...please"

I thought for some minutes I have some medical history which I wanted to share with him but not now and if he will come with me then surely doctor will ask me and I can't lie then

"OK...but I will go alone"

"No jaan I also come with you"

"Avinash trying to understand I'm going to a gyne. They will ask me  personal questions"

"No problem you gave answer"

"Avinash" I said irritated. I looked down to our joined hands. How I convince him

"He will ask....."

"She....jaan...she"

Over possessive Rathore

"Ha ha she will ask....you know questions....related to our....you know...our intimate life....." I said shyly looking at our hands "I don't want to share it....it is you know....uncomfortable"

I try to word my worry. A gynecologist is the doctor who did a operation on your sex life with out a surgical.

Silence for some minutes I think he process my words hope he agree

"I don't care. It's our relation it's will be on our terms"

"But I care.....what she think......that...that...a person like you handsome....dashing...but didn't seduce his wife....what she think..." I said in serious tone hiding my blush.

He pull me to him. My hands on his shoulder our front almost touch if I take a deep breath it surly touch to his front. Please held your breath.

He came near my ear kiss it softly my grip on his shirt tight.

"I don't need to seduce my wife and anyone suggestions to please my wife. When the day come i will make love with my wife and that day whole world hearing her, moaning  my name under me" he said in his deep husky voice

Shit my hormones... you bastard...why I'm having mood swings. Just because of that this happen. I feel warmth crept on my cheeks to my neck. Surely now I can complete with beetroot

He pull back and gave me a gentle forehead kiss which volume lots of promises

''I didn't care what people said or giving us weird look but I care about you if you wanted it then it's fine. you will go alone but I will talk to doctor before and you will share with me what she said"

I nodded in yes giving him a smile. I'm really proud on him that he give me my much needed privacy.

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