12.

Y/N

I cried on and off all day which it was a LONG day. It was currently 11 o clock at night as I've been in the bed all day since Michael and I's argument this morning. My phone has just been blowing up non stop between phone calls, text messages and social media talking about the same recycled shit over and over it did drain me so I decided to turn it off. Many things with this situation bothered me and I'm not even sure how to process all of this at once. Not only is my business of what has happened to me being placed on The internet so now everyone knows, but my boyfriend has broken up with me over it and I don't even know if I will be dropped from sponsorships or projects because of this bullshit with Maya and Jevon.

I noticed Michael never got his things from over here so I assumed he was coming in the morning. I literally didn't eat all day so I decided to go get a snack or something then go back upstairs to go to bed.

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I woke up to a ring at my doorbell and it was just one so I assumed it was nothing so I continued to lay in my bed and stare at the blank TV. My eyes started to water as I started to cry to myself. After about five minutes of crying I started getting around. I started playing music loudly around the house and got in the shower getting ready to basically do nothing and see no one because I wasn't in the mood honestly.

Once I was done in the shower I brushed my teeth and threw on something comfortable to wear

I slipped into a pair of slides and grabbed a big plastic bag beginning to fold up Michael clothes and place them into the bag. "Rehab" by Rihanna was playing as I sung along to the words lowly continuing to bag Michael's things up just to make it easier for him when he gets here. I honestly didn't feel like talking or arguing if you want to break up then that's fine. He's left me hanging more than once before anyway so I kind of figured he'd do it again.

My doorbell rung again as I ignored but this time whoever it was continuously rung the doorbell which furthermore pissed me off. I hurried downstairs and swung the door open seeing Dani standing there. "Well I'm glad you're alive" she said as I just stood there. "Dani I don't want to talk about it and I'm not in the mood to talk hence why I turned my phone off" I informed. "Well you got some flowers" She said as we both looked at it sitting on top of the doorstep in the corner.

"It better not be Michael" I mumbled going to grab the vase full of flowers. "I thought you loved flowers from Mike?" Dani asked with a small laugh as I just ignored her not trying to start that conversation about what happened with him and I. I picked up the flowers and read the card seeing it was from Beyoncé. I then started reading the note.

"You are such a strong, beautiful woman. If you need anything don't hesitate to call. Love you"

- B

I just took the flowers bringing them into the kitchen and setting them on the island. "Who are they from?" Dani asked closing the door as I set the card back in the flowers. "They're from Beyoncé" I informed texting Beyoncé to thank her for the flowers. "Are you okay mama?" Dani asked as I just shook my head. "But I'm going to be okay" I said with a fake smile. Dani just opened her arms coming to hug me as I laid my forehead on her shoulder beginning to cry uncontrollably.

"You're going to be okay" She assured rubbing my back while holding me as I continued to cry. "Have you eaten?" She asked as I shook my head. "Are you hungry?" She questioned as I shook my head. "Babes you need to eat" she assured. "I'm kind of in the middle of something" I said pulling away from her as I wiped my tears. "I can order the food we don't have to go anywhere" she assured. "You can order food I'm not hungry" I said wiping my tears away as there was a ring at the doorbell.

"Please no" I pleaded to Dani. "your family wants to know Have they heard from you and if you're okay" Dani started off pulling away from me going towards the door. "Where's Michael at?! You can't be alone forever" Dani said going to get the door as I heard her speak up to whoever was at the door.

"Go be by your girlfriend She needs it. She's not eating" Dani explained walking back to the kitchen where I was as Michael followed.

"Your things is packed up in a bag I'll go get it" I simply said. "Hello to you too" Michael said. "I made your trip here short and easy for you" I simply added walking past him. "Wait what?" Dani asked confused. "Michael's done, so we're done" I informed as He tried to follow me up the stairs but I stopped him. "No you can stay down here" i said before heading up the stairs.

I got his bags full of things he had over here like shoes and clothes then went downstairs to give it to him. "You can just ship my things to my house" I simply said as he looked at me while grabbing his bags. "Funny how you're the only one who gets to be mad" he smartly said finally grabbing his bags.

"If you have something to say, say it now because this is it" I encouraged as he looked over at Dani. "No, Dani's over right now we'll talk later" he said. "No you just said what you said so say anything else you got to say" I said crossing my arms as he just chuckled.

"We'll talk later" He repeated as he opened the door and I closed and locked the door behind him. "What the hell did I miss?!" Dani questioned as I just rolled my eyes and shook my head heading towards my Living room. "You acting like you don't care" Dani said as I quickly turned around to look at her. "Because I'm hurting and that Nigga don't care!" I expressed loudly. "I have been having nightmares non stop about my ex and one of the men I did feel safe around Wants nothing to do with me." I added with tears running down my cheeks.

Dani just hugged me as I cried loudly "I t-tried calling Michael he never answered" I admitted as she rubbed my back. "He claims this is something I should've told him and he's mad the way he found out so he broke up with me" I explained feeling her rub my back before standing back some to look at me. "Honestly I don't care about that. Are YOU okay?" She asked "Y/N your ex did all of that to you and it's all over the internet I don't care about Michael I need to know if you're okay" She said as I just shook my head and she brought me into a hug.

Dani and I spent the day just laying around with each other

And talking but she mostly comforted me which was what I needed.

Michael

"You two what?" I heard Steelo question in disbelief, sitting at the island while I was standing on the other side with Dream in my arms and she ate her popsicle stick. "We broke up" I simply said then looked at him. "For fucking what?!" Steelo questioned. "I literally found out my girl was raped and abused through the internet then she had me sit in front of her abuser like it was nothing" I expressed. "So yes I'm pissed off" I added clearly done with the situation.

I just placed Dream on her feet as she ran into the Living room to watch TV. "Mike you wasn't the only person she didn't tell" Steelo started off as I just shook my head. "Y/N didn't even tell her own parents" he added. "Which is true but you tell me about everything else and we promised to not keep things from each other. Im finding this shit out through the internet" I explained as Steelo shook his head. "What?" I asked simply crossing my arms.

"Bro you don't know what that girl is going through. Her being raped and abused in the past is now surfacing everywhere on the internet and you broke up with her." He started off. "If anything she wants her man by her side to be there for her" he stressed. "Steelo this shit" I started off feeling myself grow angry as I felt myself tear up some. "That's my girl and the fact she went through that and had that Nigga in my face . I can't" I admitted shaking my head.

"You gotta be there for her mike" Steelo started off in all seriousness. "This shit hurt. It does. Trust me when I tell you I want to fuck him up too and so does Dani and I'm sure a lot of people do but she needs you by her side" Steelo explained as I just looked away from him. "I can't. I'll drop off the ring to her and explain to her how I feel but I can't." I admitted. "Well if that's the case do you even love Y/N? Or do you just love the idea of her being yours and nobody else's ?" Steelo asked as I scrunched my brows some. "Yeah why do you think I'm pissed?!" I asked. "Then if you love her you would be there for her. She was there for you when you wasn't feeling like yourself and needed therapy why can't you do the same?" He asked before standing up.

"Dream come on" he said "bottom line is there's love between you two and will always be love but don't mess up something genuine and that can last forever because of this" Steelo said in all seriousness. "I might tell you a joke but I'll never lie to you" Steelo assured before we dapped up.