IS THIS ME?

Is this me? is all I ask

like a stuck bee in a flask.

I feel worthless but I know I can change it.

My inner child waits to be healed ,  while my poor heart is sealed.

The raindrops that excited me are converted into realization of months that come.

oh? It's monsoon month , what about my work?

being a carefree child has it's own perk.

Maybe I would be excited for my birthday again

dancing in  july rain.

Maybe I won't be stressing to be a perfection

The fate has it's own action.

Maybe I don't care about my love life

Oh look one day I would be a wife. [maybe]

Maybe this is me now and I have to just accept it.

"SELF DOUBT WILL NOT HELP YOU TO PREVENT THE LOSS THAT'S ALREADY DONE. IT'S THE SELF CONFIDENCE THAT WILL PREVENT YOUR FUTURE FROM FURTHER LOSS."- someone who isn't perfect or good but tries to be.

23rd december 2024

written by-shakti.