He recognized her dress â a flowery green-and-red wraparound, like the skirt of a Christmas tree. He recognized the colourful plastic bangles on her wrists that had dug into his back when she hugged him goodbye at the Wolf House. He recognized her hair, an over-teased corona of dyed blonde curls and her scent of lemons and aerosol.
Her eyes were blue like Jasonâs, but they gleamed with fractured light, like sheâd just come out of a bunker after a nuclear war â hungrily searching for familiar details in a changed world.
âDearest.â She held out her arms.
Jasonâs vision tunnelled. The ghosts and ghouls no longer mattered.
His Mist disguise burned off. His posture straightened. His joints stopped aching. His walking stick turned back into an Imperial gold .
The burning sensation didnât stop. He felt as if layers of his life were being seared away â his months at Camp Half-Blood, his years at Camp Jupiter, his training with Lupa the wolf goddess. He was a scared and vulnerable two-year-old again. Even the scar on his lip, from when heâd tried to eat a stapler as a toddler, stung like a fresh wound.
âMom?â he managed.
âYes, dearest.â Her image flickered. âCome, embrace me.â
âYouâre â youâre not real.â
âOf course she is real.â Michael Varusâs voice sounded far away. âDid you think Gaia would let such an important spirit languish in the Underworld? She is your mother, Beryl Grace, star of television, sweetheart to the king of Olympus, who rejected her not once but twice, in both his Greek and Roman aspects. She deserves justice as much as any of us.â
Jasonâs heart felt wobbly. The suitors crowded around him, watching.
, Jason realized. The ghosts probably found this even more amusing than two beggars fighting to the death.
Piperâs voice cut through the buzzing in his head. âJason, look at me.â
She stood twenty feet away, holding her ceramic amphora. Her smile was gone. Her gaze was fierce and commanding â as impossible to ignore as the blue harpy feather in her hair. âThat isnât your mother. Her voice is working some kind of magic on you â like charmspeak, but more dangerous. Canât you sense it?â
âSheâs right.â Annabeth climbed onto the nearest table. She kicked aside a platter, startling a dozen suitors. âJason, thatâs only a remnant of your mother, like an , maybe, or ââ
âA remnant!â His motherâs ghost sobbed. âYes, look what I have been reduced to. Itâs Jupiterâs fault. He abandoned us. He wouldnât help me! I didnât want to leave you in Sonoma, my dear, but Juno and Jupiter gave me no choice. They wouldnât allow us to stay together. Why fight for them now? Join these suitors. Lead them. We can be a family again!â
Jason felt hundreds of eyes on him.
This has been the story of my life, he thought bitterly. Everyone had always watched him, expecting him to lead the way. From the moment heâd arrived at Camp Jupiter, the Roman demigods had treated him like a prince in waiting. Despite his attempts to alter his destiny â joining the worst cohort, trying to change the camp traditions, taking the least glamorous missions and befriending the least popular kids â he had been made praetor anyway. As a son of Jupiter, his future had been assured.
He remembered what Hercules had said to him at the Straits of Gibraltar:
Now Jason was here, drawn as taut as a bowstring.
âYou left me,â he told his mother. âThat wasnât Jupiter or Juno. That was .â
Beryl Grace stepped forward. The worry lines around her eyes, the pained tightness in her mouth reminded Jason of his sister, Thalia.
âDearest, I told you I would come back. Those were my last words to you. Donât you remember?â
Jason shivered. In the ruins of the Wolf House his mother had hugged him one last time. She had smiled, but her eyes were full of tears.
, she had promised. But even as a little kid Jason had known it wasnât all right.
She hadnât come back. Instead, Jason had wandered the ruins, crying and alone, calling for his mother and for Thalia â until the wolves came for him.
His motherâs unkept promise was at the core of who he was. Heâd built his whole life around the irritation of her words, like the grain of sand at the centre of a pearl.
That was why, as much as it chafed him, Jason followed rules. He kept his promises. He never wanted to abandon anyone the way heâd been abandoned and lied to.
Now his mom was back, erasing the one certainty Jason had about her â that sheâd left him forever.
Across the table, Antinous raised his goblet. âSo pleased to meet you, son of Jupiter. Listen to your mother. You have many grievances against the gods. Why not join us? I gather these two serving girls are your friends? We will spare them. You wish to have your mother remain in the world? We can do that. You wish to be a king ââ
âNo.â Jasonâs mind was spinning. âNo, I donât belong with you.â
Michael Varus regarded him with cold eyes. âAre you so sure, my fellow praetor? Even if you defeat the giants and Gaia, would you return home like Odysseus did? Where
your home now? With the Greeks? With the Romans? No one will accept you. And, you get back, whoâs to say you wonât find ruins like this?â
Jason scanned the palace courtyard. Without the illusory balconies and colonnades, there was nothing but a heap of rubble on a barren hilltop. Only the fountain seemed real, spewing forth sand like a reminder of Gaiaâs limitless power.
âYou were a legion officer,â he told Varus. âA leader of Rome.â
âSo were you,â Varus said. âLoyalties change.â
âYou think I belong with crowd?â Jason asked. âA bunch of dead losers waiting for a free handout from Gaia, whining that the world owes them something?â
Around the courtyard, ghosts and ghouls rose to their feet and drew weapons.
âBeware!â Piper yelled at the crowd. âEvery man in this palace is your enemy. Each one will stab you in the back at the first chance!â
Over the last few weeks, Piperâs charmspeak had become truly powerful. She spoke the truth, and the crowd believed her. They looked sideways at one another, hands clenching the hilts of their swords.
Jasonâs mother stepped towards him. âDearest, be sensible. Give up your quest. Your could never make the trip to Athens. Even if it did, thereâs the matter of the Athena Parthenos.â
A tremor passed through him. âWhat do you mean?â
âDonât feign ignorance, my dearest. Gaia knows about your friend Reyna and Nico the son of Hades and the satyr Hedge. To kill them, the Earth Mother has sent her most dangerous son â the hunter who never rests. But you donât have to die.â
The ghouls and ghosts closed in â two hundred of them facing Jason in anticipation, as if he might lead them in the national anthem.
Jason didnât know who that was, but he had to warn Reyna and Nico.
Which meant he had to get out of here alive.
He looked at Annabeth and Piper. Both stood ready, waiting for his cue.
He forced himself to meet his motherâs eyes. She looked like the same woman whoâd abandoned him in the Sonoma woods fourteen years ago. But Jason wasnât a toddler any more. He was a battle veteran, a demigod whoâd faced death countless times.
And what he saw in front of him wasnât his mother â at least, not what his mother be â caring, loving, selflessly protective.
, Annabeth had called her.
Michael Varus had told him that the spirits here were sustained by their strongest desires. The spirit of Beryl Grace literally with need. Her eyes demanded Jasonâs attention. Her arms reached out, desperate to possess him.
âWhat do you want?â he asked. âWhat brought you here?â
âI want life!â she cried. âYouth! Beauty! Your father could have made me immortal. He could have taken me to Olympus, but he abandoned me. You can set things right, Jason. You are my proud warrior!â
Her lemony scent turned acrid, as if she were starting to burn.
Jason remembered something Thalia had told him. Their mother had become increasingly unstable, until her despair had driven her crazy. She had died in a car accident, the result of her driving while drunk.
The watered wine in Jasonâs stomach churned. He decided that if he lived through this day he would never drink alcohol again.
âYouâre a ,â Jason decided, the word coming to him from his studies at Camp Jupiter long ago. âA spirit of insanity. Thatâs what youâve been reduced to.â
âI am all that remains,â Beryl Grace agreed. Her image flickered through a spectrum of colours. âEmbrace me, son. I am all you have left.â
The memory of the South Wind spoke in his mind:
Jason felt like he was being reassembled, one layer at a time. His heartbeat steadied. The chill left his bones. His skin warmed in the afternoon sun.
âNo,â he croaked. He glanced at Annabeth and Piper. âMy loyalties havenât changed. My family has just expanded. Iâm a child of Greece and Rome.â He looked back at his mother for the last time. âIâm no child of yours.â
He made the ancient sign of warding off evil â three fingers thrust out from the heart â and the ghost of Beryl Grace disappeared with a soft hiss, like a sigh of relief.
The ghoul Antinous tossed aside his goblet. He studied Jason with a look of lazy disgust. âWell, then,â he said, âI suppose weâll just kill you.â
All around Jason, the enemies closed in.
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