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Ts based on upcoming episode ❤️

Here ,the whole family went to the Village for some work..

I didn't wanted their interuption 😌✋. This is gonna a long update 😌

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Meerab falls from the terrace

" Open ur eyes DAMN IT...!!

Meri sassein atak rahi hai..jaise lag raha hai maar jaunga...."

He said and was crying badly nuzzling in her neck...

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FEW MINUTES AGO

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Terrace of khan Haveli

" Mere kirdar pe koi Ungli uthaye...yeh mujhe bardash nahi! "

Grabbing his collar she pulled him close to her ... locking her eyes with him...and said in hurtful tone..

She felt insulted..When he questioned her character .

Did he ever trust her ?

He claims that he loves her ..

Is he playing games or with the feelings ?

Isn't the one whom we love a trustworthy ? Bcoz he is not at all trusting her !

She gulped her tears but as usual they betrayed her and started accumulating in her eye..

She has started to believe that... weather someone will be her side or not..he will be always there for her...

But her bubble of happiness burst with all dreams

Her mind told ..there is no need to a person who don't trust you ..

But for the sake of their relationship..her heart decided to Speak to him...make every things clear..

" Maine tumse kal bhi kaha tha murtasim..Ajj bhi keh rahi hu...Mai Karachi rohel se Milne nahi gayi thi...Saba se milne gayi..."

Her voice choaked..as if..she was finding difficulty to even speak and her tear which escaped from her eyes were the proof of them...how much hurt she is ..

Murtasim's body shivered.. listening her voice..a goosebumps travelled in his body.. realising the intensity of her voice...

He wanted to hug her ...and rub her tears ..but the new facts that he got to know..that meerab met him in the restaurant...made him take a step back from her ...

Seeing murtasim stepping back...she understood he is not going to believe her ...

she fear of getting abodened was filling her heart since yesterday..and it was building strongly in her heart ..

" Resturant mai kyu Milne gayi ? Iski bhi bani banayi kahani hogi right tumhare paas ?

Murtasim asked her showing his cold expressions..his eyes were blank..just like a blank page ..bcoz few minutes ago he listened when Anwar was talking to Waqas..

As soon as he got to know that...he Left the conversation between when he left getting angry

Sliding his hands in his pockets he fisted his hands in the pocket..

Because his heart was telling him..to stop right here... Believe her ..

But this time he decided to follow his mind..

Meerab smirked when he said this ..

" Kyu Anwar khan ne Nahi bataya ..wajah kya thi ? ".

Murtasim stood straight..and asked still

" Bolo ? "

" Mohobbat ka izhar kar raha tha.. phone karke..Uske inkar karne gayi thi...Agar Yaha bulati toh..toh sawal uth jate..."

She said smiling sadly..

" Yaken Karlu..aise hi ? "

He said and Meerab approached him... suddenly

" Murtasim..meri bardash se bahar ja raha hai sab kuch...Phir bhi Mai yaha khadi hoke tumhe explanations de Rahi tu .. kyunki Mera yaha kisi ke saath rista nahi hai ..tumhare siwa .. yakeen Karo..Maine sirf sach kaha hai tumse .. "

She said ..in a low yet harsh tone ..fire spitting from her eyes..

" Mere bardash ka kya ? Hmm ? "

He said pulling her towards him...And meerab shirked as his hold was so tight..

" Theek hai Kar leta hu bharosa..."

He said greeting his teeth & took her to the corner of terrace

" Kudo yaha se ..! Kar lunga bharosa "

Meerab looked at him shocked..and in hurtful way..

" Yaha se kudne ke baad meri sacchai sabit hogi ..?? Mmm..? "

She said looking into his eyes and tear escaped from her eye..

" Aise hi yaken ayega mujhe..! '

He said in harsh and demanding tone..

" JUMP ..! "

Meerab laughed a little ..and stood there for a minute...

" Theek hai .."

Saying this she stood on the wall...of terrace..

Murtasim's breath caught...for a while ...he stepped towards her to catch...but stopped when she said something..that something broke in him...

Seeing downwards ..She said looking at the floor..

" Haya ke saath jab tumhe dekha tha..Maine toh tumse Immteh nahi manga tha murtasim...? "

" Ek baat yaad rakhna ..Iske baad bharosa..nahi kar sakti ..mai tumpe .."

She stepped forward to almost to end ...to jump...as if gathering the courage...

Murtasim...nodded in no...As if reality was hitting him hard...

He forwarded his hands to catch her wrist..and take her down from the wall....this was scaring him...but before he could hold her...her leg slipped and his hand missed the catch..

" ME...E...RAB.....!???!!"

He shocked... his heart skipped a beat..a fear engulfed him..

Taking immediate steps he looked down... seeing meerab holding the pipe... struggling..to save herself...

" Meerab ...! Meerab ...! Kuch nahi hoga ..."

He was breathing heavily.... shivering badly... trying the ways to save her ...but the distance was so much ..he was not at all able to understand what to do....he was getting out of his senses..

While Meerab was crying.. she couldn't hold more..as her already fractured wrist was giving up ...

Murtasim thought to go down and do something..as saving her from terrace Was impossible..

Reaching down he saw she was giving up slowly and ran towards her but shocked when he saw her head bleeding badly...Maybe..her head got hit to the steel pipe..

Meerab giving up finally loosened her hold as when she slowly was getting unconscious...

" MEERAB...MEERAB .."

He shouted

Murtasim ran like mad & caught her...in time...

murtasim catches her securely not allowing her body to hit anywhere..

Taking her face in his hand...in the moment her made her hide in his neck and wrapped his arms around her whole back body..so that his hold won't loose.

Losing his balance he falls on the floor hitting badly..but his hold was so tight that meerab was lying securely on him.. unconscious..!

Shivering.. seeing her unconscious and her blood ... he got up suddenly and took her in his lap.....

" Meerab..? Meerab..? "

" Aakhein kholo...! "

He patted her cheeks...he started crying seeing her ...fear was getting worse...A fear to lose her was sending shivers in his body..

" I'm sorry...! Aakhein kholo... please.."

He choked in his voice..his throat dried...and his heartbeat was fastened..

That he instantly hugged her sliding his hands back of the neck...and pulled her in a crushing hug..

" Open ur eyes DAMN IT...!!

Meri sassein atak rahi hai..jaise lag raha hai maar jaunga...."

He said crying badly nuzzling in her neck...

" Bakhtu.....! Bakhtu....jaldi.......Aaooooooooo..! Gadi nikaloooooo "

He shouted loudly...and picked her up...though he was not able to stand on his legs ...he carried her still in his arms and settled her in the car.. lying her head on his lap...

Removing his handkerchief he holds on her forehead..to stop blood flow...where blood was continuously coming...

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Walking desperately outside the ICU...he suddenly broke down

" Allah..baccha le.. ..warna do jaan le Lena ...Ajj..."

He cried silently and prayed for her life... hiding his face in his palm...as Dr informed her condition may get critical as the head injury was too deep..

He remembered yesterday...When she Said..

While Saba came hurriedly knowing Meerab was hospitalized...she was already here today as she wanted to clear something to murtasim..

" Meerab? "

She asked seeing worried murtasim sitting on a bench

" Kya Kiya hai uske saath tumne ? "

She asked murtasim..in rage..

while Dr came and said meerab was out of danger..

Murtasim breath was finally back..He sighed on relief...

Saba was also in relief..

" Mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai .."

Saba said ..

" Abhi mujhe meri Meerab ke pass Jana hai.."

He said..but Dr didn't allow him..told him...

" Unka kalayi ( wrist) pehle se hi fractured tha ..aur iss accident ke baad unka pura haath fractured hai..aur unhe theek hone Mai kaam se kaam 1 -2 mahine lagenge..aur woh mujhe mentally bhi strong nahi lag rahi iss waqt..khyal rakhiyega unka ! "

Dr said , dropping bomb on him... Due to his stubbornness she was in this state...He felt

*After 10 hours..*

( Next morning)

Meerab opened her eyes holding her head tightly ..which was paining badly..

She analysed the environment and tried to recall what happened

With much difficulty she remembered everything..And her eyes immediately welled up..

When murtasim entered and saw her eyes opened..he couldn't hold on himself and ran towards her & hugged her.. carefully not hurting her .. resting his head on her chest...and sobbed...

" Tum theek ho na ? Meri Jaan nikal di thi tumne meerab ! "

He sobbed ...but meerab was not affected..And Kept mum...but still a ter escaped her eyes..when she felt his tears on her skin...but why ..?

Murtasim felt she was getting uncomfortable so left her ...when he left her ..she turned her face to the other side ...not looking towards him...

Murtasim felt bad by her move ...and gulped his all pain ...and her this behaviour was justified..he gave the reason..He shouldn't feel bad ... murtasim thought...

While the nurse came and gave her a plate of breakfast..

When murtasim nodded to nurse and nurse went out of the room..

Murtasim sat on the bed beside Meerab taking the Bowl of soup... He hoped she will atleast eat from his hands ..

" Yeh lo kuch kha lo .."

He said in low voice ..his voice was heavy, eyes were tired and red due to crying and lack of sleep...

He forwarded it near her mouth..when she called ..

" N..urse ..Nurse...!? "

But Nurse was nowhere.. murtasim's heart broke ..her silence was killing him...

" Meerab kha lo...tumhe dawai Leni hai..."

He wanted to apologize currently but he don't wanted to make her Remember or give any type of stress atleast at this time...

Meerab looked at him finally... murtasim felt happy when her eyes landed on him...

He forwarded a spoon when meerab zipped her mouth..not having any wish to eat from his hands...

Murtasim closed his eyes..and still forwarded to her mouth..

Tears were building in their eyes

Murtasim still forwarded the soul...but meerab... didn't open her mouth...

She fisted her other hand in the bedsheet to control herself as she felt she will break into a loud cry...

It was about 15 mins murtasim was holding the spoon..not a minute he kept it down... hoping she will eat...the next moment

His hands pained ..was it was too bandaged..but still not giving up.. trusting his love ..he kept forwarding..and he will do it until she eats ...

A tear escaped from her eyes.. here on one side she felt...His everything was fake and just attraction and now she was feeling completely different..

A TRUST IS SOMETHING SHE GIVES ANYONE SO EASILY..AND THEY BREAKS VERY BRUTALLY LIKE HER PARENTS DID..LIKE HE DID..

And she is not going to repeat that mistake again ..she thought..

" Kyu waqt Jaya kar rahe ho.....jaoo yaha se murtasim..! "

" Mere waqt pe bas tumhara haaq hai..Aur Mai Jaya nahi kar raha .."

He said ..but meerab smiled not believing him...and smirked rubbing her tears from the corner of eyes...which were threatening to fall...

" Jao yaha se murtasim... please.. Mushkil maat Karo mere liye aur .."

She said ..but still he forwarded it ..

Coming close to her ...he slightly kissed her hair... As he felt the pain ...the turmoil..was going within her ..and it was justified too who can bear the insult and question on their character..

He said -

" Nahi karunga meerab... baas kha lo mere haath se ..! Please"

And this time ...she has to lose from him..as she took a small sip... finally giving up..she wanted him to go from her as soon as possible..and this was the only way he would leave her alone..

She remembered the day...when she too was struggling for him...to care for him..to show her love ..

Flashback --

Meerab's pov -

" A sudden fear engulfed my heart hearing the bullet sound Coming from the garden...The moment I heard the sound ...I forgot to breathe..I saw towards my baba..with a shocked expression.."

" Kya murtasim ne ...? N..Na..nahi .! "

And without listening to Baba's talks I ran down.. quickly taking long steps from the stairs ...

" Even a thought or fear of losing murtasim was just hell to me .."

Huffing... taking Deep breaths.. filling my heart with encouraging thoughts that nothing could have happened to him...I reached near him...and stood in front of him...

I didn't realise When I started crying...Just a few last minutes were unimaginable events of my life ...

As soon as I reached there...I sat on my knees and started checking him ..madly...

When murtasim was so busy in his pain that he didn't realise Meerab was here ..

" Theek ho... murtasim..? Kuch hua toh nahi na ...ha ...? "

Meerab travelled her hands..on his face checking his every corner of face .. travelling her hands ...

When she saw murtasim was lost ...she cupped his right cheek...

Asking him softly and worriedly..

" Murtasim..? "

When she called him so lovely and softly..his trance broke ...he was just lost in the moment...the scenes which was not leaving his senses..rohel catching her hands...expressing his love to her..

He felt like cheated..he felt destroyed..he felt like he died at that moment...

Murtasim's eyes were wet ...he was not able to see meerab clearly..due to tears ..which were blocking his sight...

Still he felt she was here..her face was worried...But does he care now ?

No ..? He wished he never cared for her ..

He wished..he had never fallen for her ...if it would have been true then..he would have not gone through this pain... Which he is experiencing now...

He wished..He would have never kept any expectations from her .. those which are broken in pieces.. don't know ..In how many pieces...?

This pain was making him weak..

Meerab could read his unsaid feelings...his eyes...tells everything to her nowadays..

Those were red and hurt to no extent..but what she should do ? He is not at all ready to listen anything to her...

Her heart pained seeing his dried tears ...And she was the reason.. it was very worse for her to accept it...

He was looking vulnerable..and when she saw his hands ...Her eyes widened when she saw his burnt palm...

the sight was enough to send shivers down her spine...it clearly said that he intensionally burned his palm with the cigarette...

A tear escaped from her eyes and landed on his hand...Gaining his attention...

To which Murtasim smirks ..

" Kitni acchi acting kar leti ho na meerab ? "

Not able to hold anymore he got up suddenly..and said ...

" Mai ja Raha hu...Agar tumhara uss rohel se milna ..hogaya toh chalo..."

He said..and walked towards the car..when Waqas and anila ..came...with a first aid box..

Waqas when came to the garden saw them talking..and felt to leave them alone for some time...

But when he felt there was a need for first aid ..he came outside

" Hum ja rahe hai..."

Meerab informed them.. taking the box from his hands..she ran fastly ..when murtasim loudly horned the car ..

" Tum drive nahi karoge murtasim!"

" Kyu mere driving pe bhi bharosa nahi..? Rohel ke saath toh chali gayi thi na car Mai baithke...? Mere saath hi problem hai..! "

He said in anger...

" Tumhara haath jakhmi hai murtasim aur tum gusse Mai bhi ho..."

She said controlling her anger too...and pulled him out of the car..

" Agar ek lafz bhi kaha toh mujhse bura koi nahi hoga ! "

And she called the driver and made murtasim sit forcefully in backside seat...and murtasim too sat quietly and truth to be told ...he was exhausted mentally...

She too settled next to him...

Silence was constant in them..

When..meerab hesitating took his hands in her ..to first aid his hand..

When murtasim jerked his hands..away from her ...

"Murtasim ek baar bas meri baat sunlo..."

She said .. seeing towards him..and angry him .. replied in whisper

" Mujhe driver ke samne koi tamasha nahi kar meerab.."

Meerab got scared...

" Mujhse baat nahi karni thi toh kyu chalne kaha mujhe? "

She asked

" Kyuki tum meri biwi ho...aur Qayamat Tak rahogi.."

He said pulling her from the neck... almost touching their nose ..getting close to each other...

" Aur tumne shayed mujhe shohar ka darja nahi diya kabhi...par maine Diya hai tumhe...! BIWI KA DARJA.."

" TUM KHANNAM HO AUR RAHOGI.."

She felt happy listening to him..but got scared seeing his this side..he sounded possessive and more like obsessive...

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Time passed..and murtasim was already sleepy..due to tiredness...

Meerab's attention was Only his wound...so taking it as a good chances ..she slowly moved close to him..and took first aid box...

And started applying antiseptic..and bandaging him...though it was not that deep wound but the slightest wound was making her mad ..

And to make assure he was okay..bcoz the time she listened the bullet sound was a dreadful one..so she slightly kissed his hand..on the bandage..

Here murtasim was faking a sleep..and was shocked when he kissed ...

Feeling her love towards him first time a tear escaped from his closed eyes...

Because he felt she was pity on him...he didn't wanted that pity..!

He wanted love...!

Which according to him now was reserved for someone else ..

Meerab smiled seeing his face ..which looked so tired and handsome at the same .. time...

And she realised...at the moment..

SHE HAS FEELING FOR HIM...YES ..SHE HAS..!

Cupping his face she looked at him to her heart content..as she today felt that too 2 times she would lose him...

And made her sleep on her shoulders... comfortably..!

" Agar yeh koi aur lamha hota toh .. mujhe jyada khush aur koi nahi hota meerab ...Par ajj woh Khushi mehsoos nahi horahi..! "

He said in his mind..still resting on her shoulders..!

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Precap -

Jisne mere khandan ki ijjat nahi rakhi...uska iss duniya mein koi kaam nahi.."

An angry maa begum...points gun to meerab ...and

SHOOOT!!

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I hope you enjoyed this ..🥰😘

I don't know how this part came out and how executed..was correct or no.. just kept writing..

So totally confused weather u guys will like this or no..?

Leave ur feedback please 😇🤗

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