trusting him

Abhinav pov

As I saw siya there in this state I was completely shocked still I managed to compose myself I instantly carried her to bed ..she was unconscious her unconscious form was something that make me tense her had clutched my kurti and her was was scrunched in fear pure fear

I sprinkle some water on her face and she waked quickly breathing heavily there was some unshed tears in her eyes I hugged her closely trying to comfort her but as soon as she realized it's me she stood up making distance

"Hume maaf kar dijiye raja sa " she said her chin wobbled like she was trying to hold something ,something that was in her heart that she never let it out ..like she need to burst in tears she need someone to rely on .....some unspoken words

"It's fine Rani sa " I said calmly not wanting to force her to tell but the thing she was hiding I need to know i felt this urge to know I don't know why but something that was convincing me to protect her

She nodded and walked into washroom closing door ...I heard her sobs again but they was muffled like she doesn't want me to know .........

After a while she came back in room her was a void of emotions she was looking so blank but I can sense that something was wrong ....

She just blankly walked and sit on couch relaxing her head on head rest of sofa closed her eyes while putting the earphones on she was listening some music

Authors pov

Siya rested her head on sofa closed her eyes listening to music like she was trying to calm herself assuring herself

After a while she fell asleep

Abhijeet who was working on his laptop while his full attention was on her as she slept abhijeet sighed closing laptop, he walked toward siya sitting on his knees he caressed her hairs soothingly .....

( author - raja sa was on his knees infront of his Rani sa Matlab he made everyone bow in front of him and here he was on his knees who never did this foe anyone not even for his mom..[Matlab samajh rahe ho 😏🙂])

He gently reluctantly kissed her forehead like when she was crying it was breaking his heart .....

After a while he carried  her to bed tucking her in like kid and he himself slept on couch

Night wears on ........🌃

After a while raja sa heard some noise that broke his sleep

Abhijeet pov

I woke up with the noise of siya....

I quickly walked toward her only to found Rani sa was squirming in sleep fear was on her face some tears sheding like she was bearing something

I sat beside her caressing he hairs

"Calm down Rani sa u are ok here nothing can scare u here " I said trying to soothe her after sometime that felt eternity she calmed down

I need to know what is that bothering my..si.. I mean Rani sa

.......................time passes.............................

Next morning .

Siya pov

I woke up and again I found Raja sa beside me laying .......did something happened ....no..no..no

(Author = ye siya bewajh raja sa ko galat samjhti rehti hai 😑)

I woke up quickly and walked in washroom changing into an royal saare again I wore some jewelry....

My mind was still not working it's so so so hard to fight with this storm I may rather die than this

I saw raja sa was already ready I think he used guest room

(author = dekh kitni privacy deta hai )

I greet him by bowing my head slightly

He nodded

"Tika laga do " he said making me confused he have hands why can't he do it by own

" ye riwaj hai shaadi ke baad Rani sa hi raja sa ko Tilak lagati hai "he said as like he could understand what I thought do he have magical powers ?

I simply applied Tika on his forehead and sindoor in my hairline

I was about to walk away but I heard his voice

"Rani sa , abhi hume kuch kaam hai issliye ja rahe lekin hum chahte hai aap humse dupahar 4 ko mile hume baat karni hai " he said

I nodded

Why he want to talk to me? what he want to talk ?and why ?........ohhh how could I forget he saw me crying

It means I have to answer his questions

No..no...never  I can't I just can't

For now I kept that thought side and walked to kitchen to work again

I was telling maids what to make just then someone crash into me ....it was his brother vivek .....his fingers slights brushed against my bare waist that was visible in saare ....it was just mistake yea it was just mistake

"Ohh,ohh sorry bhabhi .mene dekha nahi " he said I just simply nodded with fake smile

The day went in work it's 4:00 now

I was restless roaming in our room ....just then he entered his aura hold royalty power

I sat on bed trying not to remember tht memories so I could answer his questions

" Hum aapse kuch sawal puchna chahte hai Rani sa "he said directly coming toward point I nodded

"Pucchiye " I said

He sat beside me keeping his sword and crown aside

"Siya kya aap ko koi baat pareshan kar rahi hai ? "He asked his tone gentle but firm

I shook my head "nahi "

"Siya kya aap kuch chupa rahi hai " he asked

I again shook my head "nahi "

"Siya aapko koi baat khayi ja rahi hai kuvh esi baat jo aap kehna chahti hai pr keh nahi rahi " he paused and added

"aab nahi mat boliyega kyuki hume pata hai aap jhuth bol rahi hai "he said

This time after taking a bit time i nodded reluctantly not wanting to accept it

"Kya aap hume batana chahengi ?" He asked his tone much gentler and soft than before

I shook my head and ran away in his guest room

Punching wall which is not plane fast and with force

Authors pov

Raja sa sighed  sitting quietly there as he know he couldn't do anything until she tell him

Here on other side siya was punching the wall her knuckles were bleeding badly  but the pain she was enduring  in her mind it was much more than this pain she continued until her hands were trembling badly and bleeding

She lay on bed with some sobs ....

Sleep engulf her

Abhijeet came inside he saw blood on wall as it was white blood was visible clearly he saw siya her knuckles were swelling bleeding....he sighed

He quickly changed into something comfortable and was applying lotion gently on her knuckles while blowing some air so delicately like it was the most delicate thing in world

Next morning

Abhijeet pov

Next day I woke up early I called my trusted servant

"Rishi find everything about Rani sa  her past her history everything " I said in authority tone

"Ji hukum" he said

I hanged up  phone i looked toward siya

"Soon..."

I need to win her trust I said to myself

I walked to my gym for workout after an hours I came back and saw siya was just woken

"Suprabhat" I greet

She just nodded and avoided my gaze and walked away

I think she need some space

Few days passed

Author pov

Siya was constantly ignoring abhijeet

Here abhijeet was joining pieces of her past that he was finding

In evening

Siya was having her tea and raja sa just came from darbaar

Siya was about to leave but abhijeet hold her wrist

"Rani sa aap hume iss tarah nazar andaz kyu kar rahi hai "(why are u ignoring me )

Abhijeet said

"Hum nahi kar rahe " she said

"Aap kar rahi hai " he said

"Nahi " she said

"Ha" he said

"Nahi" she said

"Ha" he said

"Ha hum kar rahe hai ...kyuki aapne.  ... ." this time siya yeld she doesn't want to but she did

"I..I.. I am sorry hume maaf kar dijiye " she said looking down

He held her chin forcing her to meet his gaze his piercing eyes looking into her soul

"Humne kya kiya siya " he asked his voice heavy

"Kuch nahi " she said

"Siya batao hume Jaana hai " he said

"Nahii.." she said

"Batao siya " he said his voice firm this time

"Aapne humare..sath vo..vo..kiya " she said

"Kya kiya siya " he asked

"Jo pati patni karte hai" she said accusing tone

He take some time to understand then he realized what she meant

He left shocked there......

"Humne esa kabhi kuch nahi kiya siya tum esa soch bhi kese sakti ho " his voice loud this time

"Humne tumhe aaj tak hath bhi nahi lagaya siya "     he paused.  "ye baat sahi ki hume shaadi kabhi karni hi nahi thi aur hum shaadi sirf variz  ( heir ) ke liye kar rahe the "

"Lekin trust me agar mujhe sirf tumhare sath vahi karna hota na toh tum aab tak pregnant hoti aur yaha mere bacche ko pet me leke ghum rahi hoti" he said

" par mene tumhe hath bhi nahi lagaya siya kabhi nahi mere hisab se tum bohot choti ho insab ke liye bachi ho tum  " he said

As he completed siya started realizing what she have accused

"Pr uss din aap humare bistar pe the " she said timidly

He realized why she think that

He simply hold her wrist guiding her toward table he opened his laptop and opened cctv footage of that day

"See.." he said indicating toward footage

She saw and now she was guilty for accusing him

"Please hume maaf kar dijiye , please" she plead .

He just looked at her

"Pleaseee..." she said

He nodded just

"Thank you" siya said

"Pr hum chahte hai ki aap hume bataye ki aapko kya tang kar raha hai itna " he said

Siya stiffened but this time she decided to trust him

Did someone noticed he called her siya ?

Next chapter me siya ke feeling short me describe karu ya brief batao jaldi🤔

Sneak peak

"I want to die please" siya said

"Kabhi nahi " abhijeet said