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You told me once

that if I ever needed you

to call you, and you'd be there

But you know I would never

and I always ask first

Yet that is not the problem

It's that not once have I needed you

and asked about that call

Then have had it happen

So I just end up sitting

alone in my bed

To cry to myself, and let myself know it's okay

And that I am here for me