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I got so used

to shoving away my feelings,

and never dealing with my problems.

Because I was always busy

with someone else's.

I liked it that way,

never having time to be sad.

But now that I'm alone

I am losing all control,

and am in a spiral downwards.

Can't seem to figure out what to do.

I guess I forgot how to be sad,

too bad it wasn't from being happy...