âCrisis! What did you just do!?â
Beth didnât want to know. She didnât want to come to the obvious conclusion. Some irrational part of her felt like if she acknowledged it, that would somehow make it more real.
It was impossible to deny once she heard the muffled screams and cries for help coming from within her closed hand, though.
âCrisis. What is in your hand?â
Crisis made a bashful face, then belched. The smell was one Beth was quickly beginning to associate with this horrible place: rotting corpses.
âDonât be mad at me-â
âAre you INSANE?â screamed Beth. âHow many people did you justâ¦â
âI ate 28 nekos. And they were delicious. I know you donât like watching me eat, I get that, so I made sure to do it where you couldnât see-â
âDamn it, Crisis, it doesnât MATTER that I didnât see it! That one in your hand is begging you to stop! They all must have! They are suffering and dying because of you! Some of them are probably still alive in there as we speak, being crushed and burned and digested alive!â
Crisis winced as the unwelcome memory of her time in the stomach popped into her head again. She shoved it away. It would be insulting to think that was comparable. She was supposed to be a predator! They were supposed to be prey!
âAnd you tell me not to be mad. I remember our time together back on Earth! Imagine if you had fucking shot up a school, and then come back to me asking me not to be mad. This place is making you CRAZY!â
âThat was Earth. This is Felarya. Theyâre different.â Crisis sighed.
Beth could see on the nagaâs face that she wasnât reaching her. Defeated, she begged, âCould you at least let that last one go?â
âI donât like to waste food. Besides, someone else would probably just eat it anyway. Things that small canât really survive on their own.â
âWhat is with you? You werenât wasting food when you coughed me up, were you? Why do you protect me, but think so little of her that you say it would be a âwasteâ to let her go?â
âBecause youâre my friend, Beth. Or at least Iâm your friend. I owe that much to you. That neko is just a snack. I owe nothing to it.â
ââItâ!? Crisis, sheâs a person! Just like me and you! She can talk! She has family, hopes, dreams, likes, desires! Maybe if you talked to her for a bit youâd find she doesnât deserve that horrible fate. Maybe you could even be friends with her!â
âWhenever I talk, they just scream and beg, and that just makes them more appetizing.â
Beth sighed, some life seeming to leave her body. âThatâs because youâre about to eat them. Look, if you wonât talk to her, can I at least talk to her?â
âFine. If you say so.â Crisis carefully set Beth on her shoulder. The neko woman flailed around as Crisis moved to set her on the same shoulder. âHey! Quit it, or youâll fall and die. Iâm not going to eat you right now.â
She looked down to the ground a hundred feet below, yelped, and stiffened up. Crisis set her down. She reached down and held on tightly to the skin of her shoulder as Crisis started moving, her tail sticking straight up, shaking in fear. âOh Gods⦠Oh Gods... Oh Godsâ¦â she muttered.
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Beth opened her mouth to say something, but her words died in her throat. How could she say anything? She wasnât even sure the woman had recovered enough from the shock to understand her words. After a few moments of silence, she said the only thing she knew how to.
âI⦠Iâm so sorry. Please, believe me, there was nothing I could do. I tried so hardâ¦â
There was a lump forming in Bethâs throat. The neko woman didnât react. She just continued staring vacantly at the ground. A tear rolled down her cheek.
There were several more minutes of silence as the womanâs shaking slowly calmed, as her tail slowly drooped, before she spoke. âEveryoneâs⦠deadâ¦â Her voice was little more than a whisper. âMy daughter... Fern⦠Claw⦠Night⦠theyâre all gone. Itâs just me. And soonâ¦â
She buried her head in her hands. She stayed like that, eerily still, for a long time as they slithered along the riverbank.
Eventually Crisis turned from the river and entered the woods again, as the river veered off course from the great tree. The cat-woman started sobbing⦠or was she laughing? Beth couldnât tell.
âHeh, heh, heh, I guess this is just the way of things, huh? I guess I canât even really blame her⦠itâs all part of the circle of life, right?â
Beth couldnât understand. Had she gone insane? The womanâs child had just been taken from her, and now she was justifying it? She got that people needed to attach meaning to deaths in order to make them more bearable, but this was ridiculous! It was like⦠like a parent whose child had been murdered taking solace in the fact that a depraved serial killer had at least gotten some enjoyment out of it. That couldnât possibly be healthy, but Beth wouldnât have the slightest clue how to confront something like that.
âGods know Iâve eaten plenty of little mouse-people in my time. Thatâs just the way of this, huh? Everyone ought to accept it.â
Oh. Now Beth could understand. She shuddered in horror. She should have known. There was more than one layer to this madness.
âI canât accept that.â She wished she didnât have to argue against everyone, but it seemed this new world was just crazy. Beth really hoped the crazy wasnât going to start rubbing off on her.
The neko woman raised her head and looked at Beth, seeming a bit puzzled. âYouâre going to have a hell of a time, then. Trust me, I know it can be hard to accept, but youâre not going to change it. Nobody is.â
Crisis looked over and smiled at Beth and the woman.
âSeems like weâre having a hell of a time whether we accept it or not! Canât you see? Sheâs going to eat you, she already ate your family, your entire tribe, and youâre just sitting here and saying itâs okay, and why? Because âthatâs the way things areâ?â
The woman sighed. âItâs not like it matters. Sheâs going to do it either way. Honestly, I had a good run, all things considered. Better than some. Everyone knows this is what happens eventually. People donât die of old age here, you know. They live until they are killed. Most of the time, they get eaten.â
âI canât believe this! You should speak up for yourself! Werenât you screaming for help just a few minutes ago? So why are you just giving up now!? Not everyone is as fond of the idea of being digested as you seem to be, so you should at least speak up for them! Did the rest of the people in your family want to die!?â
âYOU DONâT KNOW ME! Donât pull that card on me. They're already gone. Thereâs no point arguing about them now. I did what I could to protect them, and it wasnât enough. We all knew this was a possibility. Besides, what would I even do if she let me go? My tribe is gone. Iâd just wander around for a while and get eaten by something else.â
âIt looks like youâve been outvoted by the very one youâre trying to protect,â Crisis commented with a little smile.
âGive me a break. You killed thirty people, and now youâre saying itâs okay because one of them turned out to be fucking suicidal? You and others like you have beaten the will to live out of her, and now youâre saying that justifies your actions?â
âNobody agrees with you, Beth.â Crisis sighed. âShe said it herself, she eats those smaller than herself too. If you donât want to, thatâs fine, but donât blame me for following my instincts.â
Beth couldnât take it anymore. She buried her face in her hands and screamed, hating herself even as she did it. She was the only sane one here, and all she was doing by raging like this was making herself look even less credible.
Before either Crisis or the neko woman could respond, however, another voice cut in through the forest.
âCrisis? Is that really you?â
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