MIAâS SCOWLÂ is always adorable, but this one, with her cheeks flushed and her hair mussed, is the very best iteration. Her lips are so pouty, Iâd love to just take her up on her offer to suck me off, but I knocked on her door knowing it would be the last time I danced around us being friends, and I canât back down now. If I hadnât heard my name, I would have ignored it. Tried my best to put it out of my mind and never speak of it to her. But I did hear my name, and the realization that she was thinking about me nearly brought me to my knees right there in the hallway.
She doesnât hate me. She still wants me. I didnât quite know, until I overheard her, how afraid I was that I ruined everything forever. I messed up whatever chance we had at more, but right now, if she admits weâre friends, Iâll suck up my deeper feelings and be with her however she wants. Friends with benefits with her beats a real relationship with anyone else. Why did I kid myself about that for even a second? The moment I kissed her, the unease in my chest settled.
Mia di Angelo might not want to be my girlfriend, but for these moments? Itâs a price Iâm willing to pay.
She crosses her arms over her chest. It makes me drop my gaze to her perfect tits. Then she clears her throatâso no looking at her breasts right now, got itâand, if itâs possible, gets even more beautiful as she purses her lips. âGo on.â
âIf youâre going to touch me, I need you to admit weâre at least friends.â
âAt least?â
I brush her hair over her shoulder, dragging my fingertips over her collarbone. This is risky, but I canât help myself. âI know thereâs more to the story. But I wonât push you on it now.â
She reaches for my waistband again, but I intercept her with a tsk. âCome on. You like rules. This is a rule.â
She practically grits her teeth. âSo, if I admit weâre⦠friends, I can suck you?â
âYou can do whatever you want,â I say with a grin. âSuck me, ask me to fuck you until you scream, bite me as hard as you wantâI know how much you love that. Only second to when I make it hurt a bit, right, sweet girl?â
Her front teeth dig into her lower lip. âYouâre ridiculous.â
I shrug. âOr you can say thank you for the orgasm and go back to Izzyâs room.â
âYou said it was past midnight.â
âThat mightâve worked three months ago, but not now. Admit weâre friends, Mia. Not because of Cooper and PennyâI shouldnât have said that, yesterday. Weâre friends because we enjoy spending time together, whether itâs like this or like dinner earlier.â
âIf youâre so sure, why do I need to say it?â
âA little direct communication never hurt anyone.â
âNever hurt anyone, my ass,â she mutters. âSince when doesnât a guy just want a blowjob?â
I wait, with half a mind to hold my breath. If I pushed her too hard and she doesnât say it, or if she just leaves, I wonât know what to do with myself. But I canât go on like this now that sheâs back in my life. If she wonât let me take care of her all the way, fine. Iâll make do with dinners and encouraging her to talk to me about work and playful stress relief. Iâll be her friend plus a little extra forever, if thatâs all Iâm offered, and if thereâs a sliver of a chance down the line for more, Iâll be there for that too.
She blinks. I lean in, brushing my lips over her cheek as I stroke my hand down her spine. I feel, rather than see, her shiver.
âFine,â she says, her voice muffled against my neck. She wraps her arms around me, keeping us close, as if she can only have this conversation without needing to make eye contact. âYouâre ridiculous, but weâre friends.â
She slides to her knees in front of me before I can stop her. âNow can I touch you?â
I catch her chin with my fingers and tilt her face up. I press the pad of my thumb against her lower lip, right in the middle. âThank you.â
Her hands run up my legs, pausing right near where Iâve been craving her touch. I groan, settling myself more comfortably on the edge of the bed.
She shakes her head. âHas anyone ever told you how weird you are?â
I lean down and capture her lips in another kiss. âMy siblings tell me all too often, but I like it better coming from you.â
âOf course you do.â She strokes her hand over my sweatpants, mimicking the way I teased her earlier. Even the small brush makes my cock throb; itâs been torturesome, ignoring how fucking turned on I am. She drags the sweatpants and boxer-briefs down my legs all at once and pulls out my dick, giving it a rough tug that makes me hiss.
âSorry,â she murmurs. She reaches between her legs and gets her hand slick, then uses it to jerk my cock, her thumb pressing against the tip.
My hips nearly come off the bed. She huffs out a laugh. Her eyes gleam in the half-dark. âSomeoneâs eager.â
My voice is hoarse when I manage words. âWith you in my bed? Who could fucking blame me?â
She just takes the tip into her mouth, sucking gently. Between the sensation of her warm, wet mouth and her hand working over my dick, Iâm close to the edge in mere moments. She slowly works me into her mouth even further, an inch at a time, until itâs painful not to blow my load. My hand tangles in her hair, tugging hard enough it probably hurts. My body is begging for permission to jerk my hips up, to seize control, but I donât want to hurt her.
I moan, digging my nails into her scalp as she swallows. My breath comes fast and short. I tilt her head back, unable to keep myself from pushing in just a bit deeper. Her eyes meet mine. She manages a nod, looking imperious from the upward tilt of her chin even though Iâm the one holding her in place.
The permission loosens something deep in my body. I urge her to pull off, then rise to my feet. From this angle, I tower over her. My body is all muscle, honed to this point from years of baseball training, and Iâve never been so glad for it when I see the blatant desire on her face at the sight of me. I brush my fingers over her lips, slick with spit and precome, and as if to make up for her ogling, she tries to bite me.
Kneeling, she seems smaller than she actually is, her hair a dark tangle over her bare shoulders. A smirk plays on her lips, no doubt because she knows Iâm admiring her just as much.
âSo delicate,â I murmur, cupping the back of her head.
Just as I expected, her satisfied smirk becomes a scowl. âFuck off.â
I trace over the shell of her ear. âIâm just calling it like I see it, angel.â
âIâm not . Not your angel, either.â
I wrap her silky hair around my hand and tug. âDidnât say a thing about you being mine.â
Sheâs still scowling, but she takes my cock back into her mouth like she already misses it, swallowing me deep as she breathes through her nose. I cradle the back of her head with both hands, thrusting experimentally. When itâs clear she can handle it, I move with more intensity. I can feel the climax building from my middle all the way to my toes. I groan deeply as I work at a slow, dragging rhythm. How did I live without this? Without ?
âYou feel so good,â I gasp out. I want to say so much more, but I canât hold words in my mind right now. Not while Mia is on her knees for me, working my cock with her skillful mouth.
She hums. The vibrations make my stomach tighten even further. I tremble with the effort to hold back for just a moment longer, but then she digs her nails into my thigh, and it sends me right off the edge in one final push.
âFuck,â I pant. Itâs too late for me to pull away, to give her the option of anything but drinking my come. Iâm holding her so close I can feel the rapid rise and fall of her chest against my legs.
She swallows every drop, then pulls off with a soft, wet pop. She dabs at the corner of her mouth with her thumb, but itâs useless. Her chin is a mess of spit. I grab my shirt and wipe her face clean before she can protest.
She scrambles to her feet, breathing just as heavily as me.
âShit,â she murmurs.
For a moment she stares, and I just stare back. I feel exhausted, like she took the edge off whatever was keeping me awake. Even tired, my limbs are loose, my heart lighter than itâs been in ages. I canât help smiling, even though Iâm sure sheâs about to turn on her heel and leave the room. I decide to push my luck and drag her into a kiss.
She sighs against my mouth. Curses again. I wait one beat, then two. I taste myself on her lips.
She pulls awayâand flops on my bed.
âMia?â
She tugs the blanket over herself. âCome here, dumbass.â
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