Hate

They tell me not to hate

That it clogs the heart

Wrecks your soul

Bars you from the heavenly gates at death

But I cannot help it

For I am only human

And what I once loved dearly has betrayed me

Leaving me hate soaked

And broken-hearted

To say I do not hate would be a lie

For it cannot be true

When I am alone with my thoughts

I only think of how much I hate you

I hate to see you laugh with your friends

You must be laughing at me

And then you ignore me

When it was you who broke me

And I can do nothing

For I cannot show my hate

You are too loved and I am loveless

No one sees me

And my hate will only be called jealousy

But I hate you

I will let it clog my heart

And wreck my soul

If it only means that I can hate you

All of me in full