Yuan Qiao Qiao, whoâd just dissed him two days ago, kept feeling that his line of sight clearly fell on her, just like a venomous snake, making oneâs blood run cold.
Sun Yi Jia, on the contrary, looked to him with a rather easy-going look, and towards the white cloth pasted on her face, she further didnât have any intention of covering up. However, meeting his gaze, Sun Yi Jia understood, he already knew about the engagement between them. But, she wasnât able to see from his face his thoughts towards this engagement. However, it all didnât matter anyways, no?
Zhuo Ying Shuang couldnât see anything, but that didnât mean that she couldnât sense the cold and tense atmosphere in the surrounding. She unconsciously shrunk back, not daring to breathe too loudly.
The few madamsâ complexion wasnât that good either.
Only Jing Wan alone was the least affected by him. However, she still strangely felt that his gaze towards her contained a deeper meaning. But thinking about it, it was still very easy to understand. After all, she perhaps was the only one among the outsiders that understood what really happened after he got injured, and also the one that bluntly refused to enter the Jin Qinwang Manor.
During these days, while waiting for Li Hong Yuanâs decision, Jing Wanâs heart was actually still somewhat nervous. However, when she heard that rather legendary story of how he got saved, Jing Wan just knew, that âphysical relationshipâ with him has already been overturned completely.
However, through this matter, Jing Wan also saw even more things. This Jin Qinwang perhaps wasnât at all like the rumors say, blindly relying on his Majestyâs pampering and only pursuing an extravagant and carefree lifestyle, with no power in hand, and didnât compete for power either. Because she was aware that she might have touched something she shouldnât have touched, to a certain degree, she, including the Luo family, afraid wonât be able to tear away from this Jin Qinwang now. The more one knows, the faster one usually dies. If you donât want to die, then you need to think of a way to let the other party trust you, or even view you as a confidant.
Jing Wan didnât regret telling this matter to her grandmother, and indirectly to her grandfather as well. Even if she said to Jin Qinwang that sheâs never mentioned his matter to anyone, the other party may not necessarily believe. And if he were to use this matter as pretext to secretly come after the Luo family, she could only rely on grandfather to confront.
Also, because of that different mental state of hers, not getting stunned by his imposing presence, Jing Wan unexpectedly sensed from his body a rulerâs grandeur. Although sheâs never seen the Emperor before, and donât know what exactly the so called âface of a dragon and might of the heavensâ looked like, her senses told her, what Li Hong Yuan displayed was precisely that.
Jing Wan very naturally shifted her gaze away, but in that moment, she inadvertently saw Ruan Fang Fei standing at the other side, clearly seeing her gaze towards Li Hong Yuan. If Jing Wan was just a native born and raised fourteen year old girl, she probably wouldnât have understood what that was, but she wasnât. She very clearly understood what that represented, infatuation, possessiveness, and even desire to control. Jing Wan couldnât help slightly trembling, what happened to the surface breaking lotus flower[1]? Would a normal girl have those kinds of feelings towards such a terrifying man like Jin Qinwang? If she was merely just infatuated, it was still understandable. After all, heâs a qinwang, and also had a good face. But possessiveness and dominance, perhaps if one was deeply in love, one would want to possess, but what was it that also made her want to exercise control? That was already where oneâs heart was twisted to the point of slight perversion, alright? Was there some terrifying secrets hidden in Head Cabinet Minister Ruanâs rear court? Else, how could they raise such a strange daughter like this? Or, could it be that Ruan Fang Fei really was as sheâd thought and really did possess a âpast lifeâ. Then, she was just a pervert to begin with?
In places with Jing Wan present, Li Hong Yuanâs attention towards others definitely can be considered charitable. Of course, he would restrain himself. Even if his entire mind was all placed on her, he still wouldnât let others notice. With a so called fiancee present, and also an abnormal Ruan Fang Fei, letting others discover where his heart resided, wouldnât that just be pushing Wan Wan out into the waves. Under such close attention, how could Li Hong Yuan not notice Jing Wanâs subtle change. Following along her line of sight, he swept a glance, not pausing in the least. Then, with a wave of his sleeve, he got on his horse carriage.
His movements were too fast and too sudden, making the older brothers, who came to pick up their younger sisters to return home, and who after a moment of slight hesitation, originally wanted to go forward to pay their respects, end up in an awkward situation.
What Ruan Fang Fei displayed, would Li Hong Yuan not know? In his past life, Ruan Fang Fei although also admired him, and did some things that normal people wouldnât do, it was still far from her current level. The worst this reputation of his was, the more she liked instead, wanting to approach even more, wanting to obtain even more, even going as far as to want to control in her hands? Heh, such an arrogant and conceited woman. Once she has no more use, what was the best way to deal with her thatâll make one feel satisfied?
For someone, whose heart was pitch black, there are two types of people in this world that were the most attractive. One was the type that was similar to them, because they can understand each other, and often times, can reach a mutual understanding. The other was the type that walked on the other end. They possess on them something that someone, whoâs sunken in darkness, extremely hates, yet also very much yearns for.
Li Hong Yuan wasnât considered someone who walked in the dark entirely. He wasnât lonesome, wasnât depraved, and also wasnât swallowed by madness, losing his sense of self. He very clearly knew what he was doing, and further understood what he needed. But he also canât exactly be considered a normal person either. Someone like Ruan Fang Fei, he didnât have any interest in. That kind of pure and flawless woman also wasnât his target either. The person he was sure of, and was obsessed with, was only ever one, just that one. If that look of Ruan Fang Feiâs appeared in Wan Wanâs eyesâ¦â¦just trying to think about that image made Li Hong Yuan suddenly shrink his body and slightly shuddered. That was his bodyâs natural instinct thirsting in excitement and calling out. He seemingly completely didnât mind having himself entirely peeled open, letting her be able to easily control him. âWan Wanâ¦â¦..â
Jing Wan, who was turning to get on the horse carriage, suddenly felt chills for no reason, like there was danger approaching in the darkness. She couldnât help but frown. Could it be that something was going to happen again?
Eunuch Mu wasnât any better either. After seeing Miss Luo, why did master strangely began losing his mind again? Master, take it easy, with that many people in the surrounding, if someone were to hear, that reputation of yoursâ¦â¦..Eunuch Mu suddenly hung his head powerlessly. His own masterâs reputation has long been damaged to the point that it canât be damaged anymore. With his eyes to his nose, his nose to his heart, he pretended to play dead, and the strange looks of the few closest to the horse carriage, he also pretended to not see.
Because each personâs inconvenience, during the return trip, they didnât squeeze into one horse carriage. Feeling restless, Jing Wanâs heart was tightly suspended the whole way back, fearing something unexpected would occur again. However, when they entered the city gates, everything was still perfectly fine. Jing Wan was puzzled. Could it be, that bad feeling wasnât actually directed towards them, but ratherâ¦â¦â¦Jing Wan casted her gaze directly towards the front, though what entered her eyes was just the curtains that blocked the horse carriageâs entrance.
Could it be that since they werenât able to finish him off the first time, they dared to try assassinating him again today? Previously, at White Dragon Temple, it didnât work. And now, under this heavy protection, it was further impossible. If they really were to take the risk out of desperation and take this step, then didnât it mean that Jin Qinwang Li Hong Yuanâs threat far surpassed what sheâd imagined?
All the way until the respective familyâs horse carriage parted ways, until Jing Wan entered the Luo familyâs gates, still nothing happened. Could it be that she made a mistake? But that lingering danger feeling was still there.
Jing Wan lowered her head and played with the little red sandalwood prayer beads coiled around her wrist. Each bead was smooth and round. It was her mother who, after seeing her repeatedly meet with mishap, and in addition to her grandmother specially instructing before leaving, went to ask for it from Grandmaster Liao Chen. Jing Wan knew, this string of beadsâ worth wasnât as simple as just having been personally blessed by Grandmaster Liao Chen. Afraid the age of the original red sandalwood used wasnât small, and it also has been at least two hundred years since it was made into prayer beads. To say it was priceless wouldnât even be an exaggeration. Yet, Grandmaster Liao Chen easily gave it to her.
What did Grandmaster Liao Chen say at the time, that she and it were fated, that it can expel evil and drive away disaster, keeping her safe and sound, and that she must not give it away.
Jing Wan lightly pushed along the beads one by one, suddenly calming down inside. If itâs good fortune, then itâs not misfortune, and if itâs misfortune, then it canât be avoided. It wasnât good to think too much.
[1] Lotus flower breaking the surface â describing a young lady that was surpassingly beautiful.
T/N: I spent 3 hours yesterday fixing all the links in all 100+ posts manually, hopefully I managed to patch all of them. If you come across any broken links please let me know, Iâll try to fix it as soon as I can.
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