âEldest aunt naturally is good.â
Luo Pei Shan didnât comment. Itâs not like Jing Wan was her own daughter, so to be able to put in a fraction of thought was already not bad, and to be able to find a mama excelling in various aspects, that was succeeding by a lucky stroke and also third girlâs own good luck. She ought to have such a person at her side.
âWar broke out at the borders, but shouldnât be too serious. Grandfather isnât of any use in this aspect, so voluntarily proposed to his Majesty to withdraw early. His Majesty actually had Min boy stay behind.â Luo Pei Shan suddenly opened his mouth.
For Luo Pei Shan to tell her this, Jing Wan rather wasnât all that surprised, âThat is older cousin Minâs own good fortune.â
âDo you have regrets?â
âRegrets? No, I wonât, thereâs nothing to regret and nothing worth regretting over, even if in the future older cousin Min attain great glory and soar high, and I, just impoverished and in hardship. âWhat one should have in oneâs fate, one will ultimately obtain in the end, and what one shouldnât have in oneâs fate, one mustnât insist.â Insisting on what shouldnât be yours, that is just looking for hardship for oneself.â
âIf one has to say one thing that is not good about you, then itâs that youâre too rational, thinking too transparently. Some things, if you donât try seeking, how would you know whether or not that is something that belongs in your fate?â
âGrandfatherâs words are also correct, but, this granddaughterâs natural disposition is a lazy one. The things that have slipped from oneâs hand, I no longer want to seek after. Grandfather, you should think of it like this, by losing it this time, perhaps an even better one will automatically fall into oneâs hands.â
âThese words are reasonable. If in the future, you really become impoverished and in hardship, then it truly is the heavens being unjust.â
(T/N: The irony of this line when I look back on her tragic fate in LHYâs first lifetime, or even just Grandmaster Liao Chenâs reading of her fate, kinda sad that sheâs destined to suffer, if not for LHY changing her fate.)
âGrandfather, donât say it like that. The heavens canât manage that many people. Moreover, perhaps human fate was never in the hands of the heavens to begin with, yet each and everyone all blame the heavens when oneâs fate isnât good, how wronged must the heavens be?â
Luo Pei Shan directly laughed out loud, âYou with your pile after pile of arguments, grandfather isnât able to win you.â
âIâm just saying the truth.â
âFine, fine, fine, grandfather wonât argue with you. Thatâs right, third girl, during those years when grandfather was still at Qiâan Fu, werenât you frequently by your grandmotherâs side, but how come grandfather didnât see you more than a few times?â
Jing Wan stared at him with a âyou actually donât know the reasonâ look, making Luo Pei Shan think whether or not heâd turned stupid. He somewhat angrily lifted his finger and knocked on Jing Wanâs head.
Jing Wan covered her head and pursed her lips, looking to Luo Pei Shan with a pitiful look.
Luo Pei Shan thought that heâd injured her, feeling somewhat regretful, âThird girl ah, dear granddaughter, did it really hurt? Let grandfather have a look?â
Jing Wan smilingly dodged aside, âNot really, just playing with you. However, grandfather canât hit me next time.â
âAlright, wonât hit, wonât hit. âââ-Grandfather isnât as clever as our familyâs Wan Wan, so why donât Wan Wan tell grandfather the reason then.â
âThis granddaughter was just thinking, grandmother probably further wants to spend time with grandfather, so when youâre present, everyone else naturally should all disappear, right?â Jing Wan batted her eyes.
âAt that time, how big were you to even be able to think of these?â Luo Pei Shan had a look of disbelief.
âThis granddaughter indeed wasnât able to think of it, but didnât our second branch have a ready-made pair? My mother just wished she could stick to my father all day. If my father were to not go out on certain days, she would definitely have me long sent away.â Jing Wan had the âblameâ pushed onto her own motherâs head without batting an eye. Besides, she wasnât lying either. Her old mother had indeed done this kind of thing before, and it wasnât just once or twice. âThatâs why, this granddaughter just thought, grandmother surely must also be the same.â
Luo Pei Shanâs old face was both red and black. Red, because something even his dear granddaughter was able to think of at such an young age, he instead didnât realize at all, and black, becauseââ-âThose two disgraceful good-for-nothings, neglecting you when you were still that young, only knowing to be lovey-dovey all day. Good thing youâre a sensible one, else you wouldâve long been corrupted by them.â
Jing Wan just thought, not being sensible wonât do. At the time, itâs not like she was a real child. She didnât want to go blind from her parentâs flirting, and further wasnât able to do something like throw a tantrum, refusing to leave, and be a light bulb. Even if she was their daughter, that was still unpleasant.
Jing Wan hurriedly calmed her angry grandfather, diverting Luo Pei Shanâs attention. However, judging from her grandfatherâs appearance, afraid heâs already made a mark on her old manâs head. But that wonât have anything to do with her, no? Jing Wan was even somewhat âtaking pleasure at anotherâs misfortuneâ.
She at the time also suffered quite a bit of trauma, no? Those two were amidst the flowers under the moonlight all day being lovey-dovey, while she at her young age was all lonesome without anyone to accompany her. Luo Jing You had actually been born too, but even if Jing Wan was able to forcibly suppress her dislike towards shu sisters, this kind of creature, she still didnât want to constantly play with a real child. Occasionally playing together can be considered amusing, but frequently playing together will make her break down. Thatâs why now that her old man was going to be sorted out by her grandfather, one canât blame her for being mean, no?
They chatted and laughed the entire way, and aside from that bit of annoyance, Luo Pei Shan felt exceptionally refreshed. As expected, his dear granddaughter was an incomparably considerate little cotton-padded jacket[1].
Even in the horse carriage behind them, Luo Old Madam was able to hear Luo Pei Shanâs laughter, and unconsciously smiled too. But, recalling the Empressâs intentions, the smile on her face slowly faded, and her eyes covered with haze. If not for Le Cheng Emperor sending someone over, afraid she still wouldnât know how to respond to the Empress. Why canât those people just settle down a little? Why must they grasp anyone who is beneficial to them in their palms as chess pieces? Canât they have a bit of human warmth?
Thinking to here, Luo Old Madam laughed to herself in self-ridicule. Expecting those people to have human warmth? She really was getting muddled in the head!
When they returned to the Luo Manor, Jing Wan returned to her own little courtyard. Luo Pei Shan didnât head to the front study, but instead followed Luo Old Madam back to the inner courtyard. It was obvious he had something to speak with Luo Old Madam about, and Luo Old Madam also thought of the same thing. Thus, what they were going to discuss was actually already very clear.
Quickly find another one similar to Chen Zheng Min to settle down on? Obviously, this was unrealistic. Perhaps they might end up angering those women of the imperial harem and those wangyes. After all, there was a difference between Chen Zheng Minâs situation and them hastily wanting to settle on someone right now. For the former, the matter was already decided in advance and wonât anger anyone, just making them feel regretful. But the latter was obviously for the sake of blocking them, purposefully doing something like that. Disdaining them in a such an obvious way, is that looking for death, or looking for death? One canât say for sure that they wonât do anything unreasonable, so regardless whether it was for Jing Wan, for the Luo family, or for the sake of not involving the innocent, Jing Wanâs marriage all canât be easily decided on again, and further canât be decided on casually.
But, letting Jing Wanâs marriage become another tug-of-war for those people, with whichever side winning calling the shots, Luo Old Madam felt extremely furious, while Luo Pei Shan similarly wasnât any better. However, they had the heart but not the power. Those slender little arms canât win against the those thick legs.
They were also fortunate that it was Jing Wan, who just continued doing whatever sheâs supposed to be doing. If it was anyone else, donât know how many times theyâll cry.
While in high spirits, Jing Wan prepared the things sheâs going to take to the Rouge Pavilion. There were still some that sheâd previously made, and also quite a few half finished ones, so at the moment, she didnât need to spend too much time on it. Sheâll be able to head to the Rouge Pavilion tomorrow.
When Jing Wan finished working, her wet nurse brought two servant girls to see her, saying they were bought not too long ago to add to Jing Wanâs place. Right now, they were brought over for Jing Wan to see. If sheâs unsatisfied, theyâll be sent somewhere else, and then replaced with others.
The two servant girls were a pair of twin sisters, appearing very much alike, but one was rather fair, and the other rather dark, darker than a great majority of people. Moreover, it was obvious that it wasnât tanned, but rather natural born, because regardless whether it was the neck or the hands, the color was all very even. As for the face, naturally no need to mention.
Such a pair should be fraternal twins, right?
Actually when Jing Wanâs wet nurse was called out to pick the servants, she just picked the relatively fair one. The darker one, she originally didnât want. It was the two sisters that begged her, thus Jing Wanâs wet nurse brought them back for her own miss to see first.
[1] Cotton-padded jackets are often used to describe daughters, because cotton-padded jackets are warming and daughters warms the heart.
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