This surface appearance maintaining skill really wasnât something that could just be achieved overnight. No matter how much one wants to stay calm, when being stabbed in the weak spot, one still wouldnât be able to suppress the panic.
Jing Wanâs face carried a bit of coldness, âWhat kind of personality my mother has, Iâm the most clear about. Sheâs someone who wouldnât even dare to kill an ant, how could she be malicious enough to take a life? In the Luo familyâs rear court, who wants to harm her, thereâs only just those two people. Otherwise, itâs just Bai Yiniang that idiot self-directing and self-acting, or else itâs justâ¦..since youâre able to know beforehand, I suppose it being that personâs possibility is even higher. Regardless of who, you best keep your tail nicely tucked, otherwiseâ¦..still not leaving? Are you waiting for me to call someone to bring the broom to kick you out?â
Luo Jing Ying dared to be insolent in front of Jing Wan, but sheâs never seen her this cold before. For some reason she was somewhat scared, and didnât dare to try continuing to explain anything. Taking her people, she left, somewhat retreating in defeat. After coming out, she could no longer contain her fear. Previously, when sheâd returned from the gardens, her mother had asked her why she was unhappy, and sheâd told her in full detail what had happened. Liu-shi instead laughed and told her that very soon sheâll help vent her anger, even saying that itâs even better for a noble guest to be present. Thinking that her mother must be preparing to make a move, she thus eagerly ran to Elegant Haitang Residence, practically without even thinking. But the results? Not only was she unable to see a good play and might even get punished when she goes back, but more importantly, she might have ruined her motherâs great plans.
Jing Wan just quietly sat there, but Sun Yi Jia could distinctly feel that her mood wasnât right. For the first time, Sun Yi Jia ignored her wet nurseâs âsuggestionâ and didnât, because of her indication, just got up and took her leave. The matter had already happened. Leaving just like that would really hurt oneâs feelings. Moreover, that old servant woman clearly only came charging in because she was there. Else, who would do this kind of arduous and thankless stupid thing. And as for the purpose, it goes without saying. âLittle sister Wanâ¦â¦ân/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Jing Wan looked to her. She didnât want to smile, and didnât force herself to smile either, âBig sister Jia, Iâve made you see something embarrassing.â
âLittle sister Wan, itâs actually nothing really. Which familyâs rear court can be completely clean? Furthermore, I believe in you, and also believe that madam, who can give birth to someone like you, definitely isnât someone with malicious intentions. This matter, anyone with eyes can tell that itâs a vile personâs scheme. Donât take it to heart.â
âBig sister Jia treats me so sincerely. Since this kind of matter has been brought to the surface, I naturally wonât try to cover it up either. As good sisters, we naturally can be frank about all good and bad things. I also believe that big sister Jia wonât because of this, have a negative opinion towards me. I just hope that big sister Jia wonât let this burdensome matter affect your mood.â
âThis matter surely wonât affect me, but this sulky little appearance of yours will affect me.â Sun Yi Jia reached out and scraped Jing Wanâs nose with her finger. âDonât stress over this kind of matter, no matter what you still have your grandmother watching over.â
âTo be honest big sister Jia, this matter, regardless what the reason is, Iâm indifferent. What I care about is how that little life that hadnât even formed yet was gone just like that. Truthfully speaking, I donât like my fatherâs shu children, but itâs also only because I donât like this identity of theirs, and not they themselves. I can treat them coldly and ignore them. And as long as they donât try to provoke me, under the same roof, I can get along with them peacefully. Yet, I donât want to see them lose their life for no reason. Since the heavens have let them come to this world, other people shouldnât easily take away their life like this.â
Sun Yi Jia was shocked. Sheâd never thought that little sister Wanâs heart was this kind, this soft. âThisâ¦..way of thinking is not wrong, but sometimes, this will harm the self, and harm those closest and most beloved people to you.â
Jing Wan weakly laughed, âBig sister Jia is thinking too much. Iâm just saying that I wonât actively go harm or scheme against others, but if others try to actively act against me, I similarly wonât be polite. Some people if you donât give them a little profound lesson, theyâll always think our second branchâs people are made from mud. Big sister Jia, how about you go back first today.â Jing Wan said as she leaned in a bit, âWith big sister Jia here, itâs not convenient for me to sort someone out even if my hands are itching to do it. To let you know is one thing, but to let you personally witness it is a whole other matter. I still need my image after all.â
Sun Yi Jia amusingly snorted, âItâs impossible even if you wanted to let me see. You may be happy to, but your family wonât be happy about it. Alright, Iâll just head back first then. Iâll come play again another day. If youâre free, you can also come to the Ding Duke Manor to come see me. Iâm usually very bored on normal days. Otherwise, I might just come running to your home everyday.â
Jing Wan nodded in consent and then let her servant girl make a copy of the recipe to give to her. Afterwards, she sent her off.
Jing Wan turned back, and wasnât in a hurry to go to Falling Plum Residence either, âWhereâs that old servant woman?â
âMiss, in the woodshed.â
âWet nurse come with me then, everyone else doesnât need to come.â
They knew that their own Miss was just worried that theyâll hear something they shouldnât hear. But doesnât she realize that she herself is even younger than them? However, sometimes she was just like this, and as servants, they canât disobey her either.â
Outside the woodshed, a rough labor old servant woman was standing guard. Gong mama wasnât present, presumably, having gone to Bai Yiniangâs side to check on the situation.
When the door finally opened, Jing Wan walked in. Towards this place where in other peopleâs eyes was dirty and messy, Jing Wan was unconcerned.
Compared to her earlier crying and screaming, that old servant woman, at this very moment, appeared very quiet. However, unexpectedly, her body was somewhat uncontrollably trembling. If it was because of the fear towards death, then that was rather understandable, but from her gaze, Jing Was felt it probably wasnât just this. âDid she say anything?â She asked the rough labor old servant women that were watching the door.
âReplying to Miss, no. After bringing her here, Gong mama had already asked, but she didnât even say a word.â
Jing Wan nodded, this wasnât unexpected. âHow about now, still donât want to say anything?â
That old servant woman lifted her head to look at Jing Wan. Her lips trembled, and a hopeful look appeared in her eyes, but she also hesitated. It was apparent that she was very much struggling inside. But in the end, she still remained silent, lowering her head and curling into ball.
Jing Wan left, neither upset nor angry, and neither happy nor sad.
But it was exactly this attitude that made the old servant woman even more afraid. Earlier, Gong mama unexpectedly didnât berate her, and further didnât have someone beat her. She just casually asked a few things, and afterwards leaned in and said to her, âYou can also be considered a veteran servant of the Luo family. You probably wouldnât just for the sake of a little bit of wealth betray your master. For you to be able to splash dirty water on Miss in front of an outsider, itâs clear that you donât care about your own life and death. Then that means, on Bai Yiniang side, you probably must have participated in it as well. To make the best use of everything, right? I suppose youâre not just a lone old woman either. If you really were all alone, you should be thinking about enjoying your later years. Where would you have the time to do something like this thatâll shortened your life? Thus, the only remaining possibility is that someone has captured your loved ones as blackmail, or perhaps you also need money for their sake. So for you to do something like this is also understandable, but understanding is still just understanding, and itâs definitely still just as unforgivable. Regardless of how many loved ones you have, and whether they are in the manor or outside, at the latest, tonight by the zi hour[1], you will meet with all of them one by one.â
The old woman didnât want to believe, and furthermore unwilling to believe, but Gong mamaâs attitude was too calm and too confident. In addition, third miss didnât have the least bit of panic that a young lady should have when encountering such things. Even though she repeatedly denied it, inside her heart, she instead felt increasingly scared. She was already at an old age, so it didnât matter if she died, but that one and only grandson of hers, his parents both died early, and he wasnât even 10 years old yetâ¦..the more the old woman thought, the more her tears despairingly fell. Third miss has always been kind, perhaps perhapsâ¦..the old woman suddenly stood up and charged before the door, beating the door with all her strength, âMiss, this old servant knows now, knows that this one is wrong. This old servant will tell you everything. This old servant isnât worthy of pity in death, just begging Miss to save that pitiful grandson of mine, Miss, Missâ¦â¦â Unfortunately, even if she screamed her lungs out, no one paid her any attention.
The Falling Plum Residence was extremely quiet. This place was the second branchâs main courtyard. Only Jing Wanâs parents lived here. The Yiniangs and her two younger shu sisters were all in the little courtyard in the back. Most likely, everyone was there right now.
âThird miss has come? Madam has a small matter to take care of and isnât here right now. Come in and have a seat first, this servant will make you some tea.â When Zhang-shiâs personal first ranked servant girl Lu Mei saw her, she quickly went forward, yet inside she was somewhat anxious. How come third miss just so happens to come over at this time? Didnât she have a noble guest at her place?
Jing Wan waved her hand, âHow is it over at Bai Yiniangâs side?â
Lu Meiâs expression changed, âWhich loud-mouthed servant reported the matter before third miss?â
[1] Zi Hour â 11pm-1am
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