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Taehyung PoV :

I came to the pub with my friends . They forced me here . I already hate it a lot . I saw my friends getting drunk and making out with some girls .

Being irritated I looked away from them and my eyes landed on a familiar figure . My eyes slightly widened seeing her . It's y/n . Is she still following me ? I scoffed . This girl will never change , will she ?

I felt more irritated now . But I observed that she did not even glance at my direction . Does she know I m here or is it a pure co incidence . I saw how a boy came to her and offered her drinks .

I never thought she drinks . But again I don't know much about her . After a while he forced her to drink another glass and she hesitatingly took it and finished it . I looked away not being interested .

I stared at people who were dancing on the dance floor . I was really bored here and I want to go home . But my friends won't allow me to . Sighing I ruffled my hair and took a cool drink I was drinking and sipped on it . I looked around and I saw y/n and that unknown guy dancing .

I saw how he was touching her . She is trying to reject him but he was not letting her go . My eyebrows frowned . Wait , is she dancing willingly or is he taking advantage of her ?

I observed them for a while and I saw how he was sexually touching her . I don't know much about y/n but I know for a fact that she doesn't allow any boy to touch her that way . I kept my drink on the table and went to them . I debated whether should I get involved or not .

Then I heard her saying she doesn't want this and she wants to stop but this guy wasn't letting her go . That's it . I just needed to hear that in order to take any action . I went to them and pulled y/n towards me making her land on my chest .

T-taehyung ?

Her pupils dilated seeing me .

Who are you ?

The guy spoke and I asked the same question in return .

Who are you ?

He chuckled sarcastically.

Man , can't you see we both are dancing with each other . Mind your own business .

Really ? Are you just dancing and not doing anything?

What's the problem with you ? We both are enjoying what we are doing and just let her go . Leave us .

I turned to y/n and grabbed her arm .

Y/n do you want to continue what you both were doing ?

I asked her permission because if she wants to continue and if she is enjoying as he said then I will leave her .

She looked at him and then me .

She shook her head like a little girl .

No .

She pouted . I gave the guy a look and he looked in disbelief at y/n .

Sweetheart , we were enjoying our time . Why won't you come back to me?

He said trying to grab y/n arm but I slapped his arm .

She said no . Don't touch her .

With that I took y/n to the side where there were less people .

T-tae ? Is that really y-you ?

She asked between hiccups .

Now I started s-seeing you e-everywhere . I c-can also hear your v-voice .

She giggled like a child and god she is clearly drunk .

Y/n did you come alone or did you come with anyone ?

I came with her .

She pointed at a girl on the dance floor who was busy sucking a guy' s face instead of looking over her drunk friend . It was leyda .

You should get back home .

She shook her head as no .

No I want to stay with you .

You are drunk . Don't talk nonsense.

Then suddenly she started crying . Wth is wrong with this girl . Why is she crying out of nowhere?

Why d-do you hate me ?

I was stunned . Why is she asking me this question now ?

Why do you hate me so much ? I only love you . I have loved you for years . I didn't do anything bad then why do you hate me ?

I thought you moved on from me ?

I asked crossing my arms over my chest . For the past year I didn't see her much around me . As I asked her to stay away from me she did . So I thought finally she moved on from me .

I don't know .

What ?

I guess I still love you .

You don't .

No , you don't know anything about me .

She started hitting me on my chest . I can smell the alcohol from her . She needs to get home or she will pass out . I grabbed her wrists making her stop her actions .

Y/n get in your mind that I don't like you . Don't cry over a guy who doesn't want you .

But why ? There must be a reason for not liking me back right ? Can't you tell me that ?

I just don't like you . Get that in your head and move on .

It really hurts a lot . I thought I m succeeding from getting over you but I guess I m just trying to convince myself that I m succeeding .

You should forget about me .

How ? How should I ? I have only loved you all my life and it's very hard for me to hate you whatever you do to me .

I m not a good person for you .

How can you decide that ?

Y/n stop . You should forget about me . Now let's go . You should go home .

I grabbed her hand and made my way to where leyda is there .

Please give me a chance taehyung. I really love you so much .

I took a deep breath trying to control myself from bursting out at her . Doesn't she understand when I say I don't want her . Why is she so obsessed with me ?

Don't cry over me . You are just wasting your time and hurting yourself . There will be a guy for you who will love you dearly . So wait for him and forget about me who won't treat you good .

I tapped on leyda's shoulder . She stopped kissing that guy and turned around . She was shocked seeing me and y/n .

Y/n face became red due to alcohol effect and she was also crying .

W-what happened to her ?

Just take her home .

I handed y/n to leyda .

Why is she crying ? What did you do to her?

I didn't do anything and ask your friend to stop thinking about me . I will only give her pain . I won't be able to ever love her back . So tell her to not hang on for me .

I said and turned around to go away but then I remember it was late at night and y/n was drunk . Do they have a ride ? Is it safe for them to go out at this time ?

Do you have a ride or should I drop you home ?

I can drop them both . Don't worry .

The guy who leyda was with spoke . I looked at leyda .

Can I trust him ?

Yes . Don't worry about us .

I left them after making sure they both gonna be okay .

Time skip ;

Y/n PoV :

I woke up and rubbed my eyes . My head is hurting a lot . Suddenly I felt nauseous . I went to the bathroom and throwed up . My throat was burning a lot .

Ugh fck this alcohol effect .

But how did I get drunk so much ?

I then tried to remember what happened . Christian . He gave me more drinks to drink and I drank them . I slapped my forehead. How stupid of me to drink when I know myself that I have a low alcohol tolerance .

I went out of my room and saw leyda in the kitchen .

Leyda my head hurts .

I said sitting on the stool .

Drink this .

She handed me a soup . Maybe a hang over soup .

Do you remember anything what happened last night ?

I shook my head as no . I don't remember what happened exactly . I remember few scenes . I remember dancing with Christian and then someone stopped me . I tried to think hard and it was taehyung. My eyes widened. No no no way . Why will he be there ?

How did we get home ?

You were drunk and taehyung bought you to me asking me to take you home . Last night I met a guy in the pub and he dropped us home .

What ? Are you serious ? So taehyung was really there .

Yes . I don't know what happened between you two but when he bought you to me you were crying .

I clutched my head tightly and tried to remember what happened . But I don't remember anything. Why did I cry ? Did I he say something rude again ? Did I embarrass myself ? Did I say anything bad ?

So many questions aroused in my mind .

Ugh fuc* it , don't think about him . He is not worth it .

I said to myself more like convinced myself .

We got a vacation for a month since our finals has finished . We went to our home town . I spent my vacation with my family . Sometimes I get remembered about taehyung then again I remind myself that I shouldn't think about him . Me and yoongi enjoyed a lot .

Time skip ;

After vacation :

Me and leyda came back to daegu. We got ready and went to college  to attend our second year classes .

Lunch time :

We went to cafeteria and started eating our food . I causally looked around and my eyes landed on two familiar figures . My heart thumped fast . It was taehyung and the girl I saw him hugging before . I came to know that her name is Emily.

They were sitting beside each other . She was literally clinging on him . Taehyung didn't seem to bother at all . I couldn't take my eyes off them . She whispered something in his ear and he kissed her cheek and ruffled her hair . My heart stopped at that moment .

I felt a lump forming in my throat . Tears started glistening in my eyes . I removed my gaze from them . I feel like my heart is clenching .

Don't cry , don't cry . Stop thinking about him , stop thinking about them . He is not worth it .

I tried to convince myself . I hated myself for being so weak . I thought I m over him but why is my heart hurting . Why can't I live my life peacefully? Why can't I forget him ? He doesn't deserve my love then why do I always find myself longing for him ?