Y/n PoV :
Today was a Saturday . I rolled on my bed getting bored .
What should I do ?
What taehyung is doing ?
I looked at the time and then I remembered he will be a cafe near the library at this time . He loves to read books . I often see him in cafes or libraries reading books .
I quickly got changed into new pair of clothes and took my purse going out .
Hey where are you going ?
My brother asked me pulling my hoodie .
Yah leave me .
I slapped his arm .
Well , my brother is min yoongi . You must be wondering why our first names are different when we are sibilings .
Actually he is not my real brother . He is my cousin brother . His parents died in accident 7 years ago when I was 10 and he was 13 . He had no one who could take care of him . My parents always wanted a boy as their child .
So they adopted him as their child but he didn't change his name . So we are like a family now .
Mom and dad gave me your responsibility. So , you can't go out unless you get my permission.
He spoke ruffling my hair . This guy loves to annoy me . He is so over protective over me . Even though I m not his real sister he still treats me as one . He loves me a lot and I love him a lot too . But he is just too over protective .
I m going to see taehyung .
Are you serious ?
He said . He crossed his arms over his chest and said
That guy doesn't even give a glance at you . But you are always back of him . He is not the one for you y/n . Get over him .
He knew about my crush on taehyung. He knew all of my secrets . He never judges me . I feel very comfortable in sharing all my secrets with him .
It's not like he doesn't like taehyung. He is afraid that I might get hurt because my feelings for taehyung are growing stronger and stronger . That's why he always warns me .
He doesn't know about my crush on him . And how can you say he is not the one for me . I love him .
That's what , you love him but does he likes you back ?
I shook my head looking down .
When he doesn't even look at you how do you expect him to love you ?
But what if he also likes me back ?
It's good . But what if he doesn't likes you back ?
I know where it is going yoongi . Let's stop it here . I don't want to listen to your lecture . I m just going to see him because I m bored .
Y/n I m sorry but I m trying to make you realise that there might not be a chance for you two . I don't want you to realise it late because if it's too late then you are going to get hurt or may be even broken and I don't want that . I don't want my little sister to get heartbroken .
What should I do then ?
I asked him sad pouting .
Let him know about your feelings y/n . Find out what he feels for you . Don't keep your hopes high because there is a chance of him not liking you back .
There is also a chance of him liking me back .
Yes , there is . But we have to get ready for the worst too . If he likes you back then it's good but if he doesn't likes you back you should be able to take it . You should be able to take that rejection in order to not get heart broken .
Okay .
It's better if you confess him as soon as possible . Don't delay it . What if you miss your chance ?
But I am afraid of his rejection .
No problem y/n . If he loses you then it's his loss . You both are just not meant to be together . You will have a Prince Charming waiting for you ahead .
I smiled at him and he pulled into a hug patting my head .
Just know that whatever happens I m always with you .
I went to the cafe and spotted taehyung sitting in a corner reading some book . He wore a white shirt and he had round glasses . He had a black cap on his hair making his hair hide . He looked so handsome reading the book . Just like a handsome character from the movie .
I ordered a milkshake and just stared at him . I never get bored looking at him . Looking at him gives me peaceful vibes , happy vibes . His presence is enough for me make my day happy .
Then my thought recalled what yoongi and my friends suggested .
Should I confess my feelings for him ? But what if he rejects ?
But We are graduating next year . I want to let him know about my feelings . As leyda said we are going to graduate next year and we may not see each other after that . I don't want to miss the chance . Yoongi also said I should give a try and know about his feelings .
Maybe I should propose him . If he accepts then I will be the happiest girl in this planet . If he rejects , then it's fine . I should accept the rejection . There is no rule for him to like me back .
The thought of him rejecting me clenched my heart . I felt gloomy .
Ugh .
I shook my thoughts away and looked at taehyung but he is nowhere to be seen . I asked the waiter and she said he left few minutes ago . I was caught up in my thoughts that I didn't see him leave .
I will just confess him . I don't want to be a coward . I don't want to be a weakling . Whatever happens it happens for the best . I love him truly . My love is true love . And my mom says true love never fails . So I m a little bit confident about the confession. There are chances of him accepting my love .
I took my phone out and asked leyda for ideas how to confess a boy . She is not an expert at this but she has an idea about it . She got very excited when I said I m finally going to confess taehyung.
Finally you decided to let go of your namby pamby attitude . I m so proud of you girl . I m with you .
This was her reaction . She was more excited than me . Apparently she thinks taehyung also likes me back . I don't have any idea why she thinks like that . She just says he is going to be my boyfriend and we both going to look good together.
She suggested to confess him in a simple manner because taehyung is very simple and reserved .
I decided to buy him chocolates . I sat on my bed and scrolled through online shops for best chocolate gift boxes . I was searching for strawberry themed chocolates because taehyung loves strawberries. Finally after hours of searching I got what I was looking for . I ordered it .
Time skip ;
This is the day . I am very nervous and anxious . Yesterday night I couldn't sleep even for a minute because I m so tense . Today is Monday . I decided to confess him today .
Yoongi came to my room and saw me tensed and nervous .
My little dumpling , don't be nervous . Be yourself . Be confident . I m with you . Look him in the eyes and tell him how you feel about him . Don't look weak okay . Be confident.
I nodded my head at his words . He is not good at words but his actions says a lot . He gives me so much strength . He hugged me tight and caressed my cheek .
You are looking beautiful. Just wipe off that nervousness from your face . You are gonna look extraordinary.
I chuckled at his words . He dropped me at my school .
If you need me just give me a call . I will be there in 5 minutes.
He said before I got out off the car .
Okay .
Good luck y/n . Smile . Keep your head up .
I straightened my back and went inside . I saw polo and leyda at our lockers . They saw me and came to me .
Taehyung is here . There is still time for the teacher to arrive . There are not many students in the class . This is the perfect time . Go and tell him about your feelings .
Leyda and polo encouraged me . I took a deep breath and went to the class . I saw taehyung doing some work . There were very less people in the class minding their business . I looked back at polo and leyda giving me thumbs up to do it .
My heart was pounding very fast . I clutched the chocolate box tight in my hands and took deep breaths .
Be confident y/n .
I recalled yoongis words in my mind . I made my way to taehyung seat and stood infront of him . He still didn't notice me .
My heart was beating aloud against my rib cage . Nervousness filled over me . Should I drop my idea ? No I can't . I got so much courage to do it and I can't back off now . Five years was enough for me to live like a coward .
T-taehyung ?
I called him and he moved his head up looking at me . I held the chocolate box in my hands out for him and looked down .
Then yoongis words recalled in my head again .
You should look into his eyes .
I took a deep breath and looked at his face . His brows knitted together and fine lines appeared on his forehead . He was looking confused at the chocolate box .
What is it ?
This is for you . A s-small gift .
Shit !!!!! Why did I stutter ? Be confident y/n .
What for ?
Now is the time . Tell him y/n , tell him .
I l-like you so much taehyung . Will you be my b-boyfriend .
I managed to let the words out and closed my eyes waiting for his answer . Not hearing anything and saw him standing up from his seat . He looked into my eyes and didn't break the eye contact .
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