Translator: Lonelytree Editor: Millman97
When Su Zhinian mentioned the name "Song Qingchun", he could see Qin Yinanâs mellow expression froze visibly. Su Zhinianâs frowned imperceptibly, and it was then that he noticed the tip of Qin Yinanâs fingers that held the wine glass had become a bit white.
What happened between him and Song Qingchun?
Su Zhinian blinked and placed his hand naturally on the railing, his arm brushing up against Qin Yinanâs.
Song Song... Ever since he discovered she was in love with him from her argument with Tang Nuan at Eldorado, the image of the girl kept appearing in his mind even though he had tried his best not to think about her.
It was his habit to chat with her almost daily on WhatsApp, asking about her day, but these few days, when he picked up his phone and clicked into their chat box out of habit, he had found himself unable to send any messages to her.
While Tang Nuan had upended his world that night, the shock caused by Song Qingchun was not minute either. He really didnât expect the girl to be interested in him. Even now, several days after his discovery, he still felt like it was a dream.
For these past few years, he had asked her for help to pursue Tang Nuan and had revealed to her many times how much he adored Tang Nuan... but if he had known she liked him, he wouldnât have done all those things.
The more he thought about the things that he had done, the more ashamed he felt.
He didnât know how to face her. He didnât mean to hurt her, but he had hurt her the most.
So, Qin Yinan was also there when Song Qingchun had that huge argument with Tang Nuan at Eldorado. Her confession, which she couldnât muster the courage to vocalize for all these years, finally found its way into his ears.
Su Zhinian felt a sour feeling bubbling in his heart.
Humans are selfish creatures, and Qin Yinan was no different. He knew she liked him, but he didnât want her to know he knew that she liked him because he was scared, scared that once she found out the truth, they wouldnât even be friends anymore.
Qin Yinan was silent for a long time before he turned to look at Su Zhinian. He broke the silence by saying, "What about Song Song?"
Su Zhinianâs eyes shone and dimmed. After some time, he said, "I have had close interactions with her recently due to Song Empire. You know how Song Chengâs death has affected her, and the incidents that have been happening recently seem to have taken quite a toll on her as well."
Honestly speaking, Qin Yinan was not wrong. Su Zhinian did harbor hostility toward him, or rather, it was hostility born out of jealousy and envy as well as hatred for being the cause of her many tears.
However, the continuous nightmare had shaken Su Zhinian to his core. After Song Cheng passed away, at least he was still there to watch over her, but if something happened to him as well...
Therefore, even if he didnât like Qin Yinan one bit, he knew Qin Yinan was the only person left in the world who would treat Song Qingchun nicely and sincerely.
Furthermore, Qin Yinan already knew she liked him, so it would be a happy ending. After all, Qin Yinan was able to give her promises that he, Su Zhinian, wouldnât be able to keep.
"A few times, Iâve noticed her hiding in a corner, crying to herself."
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