âHate?â He chewed on the word for a moment, and I caught another glimpse of his fangs. They werenât as long as theyâd been earlier when I pissed him off, but they were there. I added fangs to my growing list of topics to discuss. Julian lifted his broad shoulders, his face a mask of detachment. âI donât hate you. Why would you think that?â
So he was going to deny it. I didnât know where to begin. Heâd been hot and cold since the moment we officially met. But his mood swings werenât what made me think he disliked me. âEarlier, when I was playing with the quartet, I caught you watching me.â
âYes,â he said calmly, his long, graceful fingers molding around his coffee mug in an oddly human way. âPeople often watch musiciansâor has that changed as well?â
âWatching is the wrong way to put it,â I said, bypassing his question.
âWhat is the correct way?â he asked.
I thought for a moment before landing on it. âYou wereâ¦uhâ¦murdering me with your eyes.â
He stared at me, his face still carefully removed, but shadows clouded his eyes. They didnât go completely black like the vampire whoâd bitten Carmen, but his pupils seemed to take over. Yeah, I needed to ask about that, too. But after a moment, he snorted, and the darkness evaporated. âIâd been talking to an old friend and discussing some private matters. I apologize if you thought I wasâhow did you put it? Murdering you with my eyes?â
âOh, okay.â I grabbed my coffee and took a long drink of it, embarrassment washing through me. Iâd imagined it. I mean, why would he want to kill me? Apart from the obvious reasons a vampire might want to kill a human.
âNext question.â
âHow old are you?â I opted for a more benign one this round before I humiliated myself again.
Before he could answer, the waitress reappeared and plopped our plates in front of us. âSyrup is over there.â She pointed to the condiments clustered at the end of the table. âCan I get you anything else? Ketchup? Hot sauce?â
My stomach knotted at the thought of ketchup, and I shook my head. After all the blood Iâd seen tonight, I didnât think I could handle the sight of any red liquid. I really hoped that a vampire hadnât ruined french fries for me forever.
âThirty,â he answered when she left. âGive or take.â
âThirty?â I blinked as I tried to make that math work. âYou said you were asleep for like thirty years.â
âThirty-five,â he corrected me. âPureblood vampires donât age past thirty.â
I narrowed my eyes, wondering if he was going to twist every question I asked. So Julian Rousseaux thought he would be cute? I would be clever. âWhat year were you born then?â
âI was born around the Battle of Hastings,â he said.
âAnd that was when?â
He muttered something that sounded like a curse. âAround the year 1066.â
I nearly choked on a bite of pancake. âDid you say 1066?â
âIâm relatively young,â he said. He waited for a moment while my brain tried to process that the man I was sitting across from was nearly a thousand years old.
âYou said âborn,ââ I pointed out when Iâd finally regained control of my brain. âI thought a vampire bit you, and then you died, and you became a vampire.â
âThat is one vulgar way a vampire can be made.â He grimaced as if the thought of it was unappetizing. He pushed a bit of egg around with his fork. Heâd yet to take a single bite.
âI thought you said you ate food, but you havenât really touched yours,â I said.
âIâm not a huge fan of scrambled eggs.â
There was something about the way he said itâas if heâd been offered a sandwich without the crusts cut offâthat felt so at odds with everything he was telling me that I couldnât help myself. I burst out laughing. Julian tilted his head, looking perplexed at this reaction.
âIâm sorry,â I said, still unable to get my laughter under control. âItâs just that youâre a thousand years oldââ
âAlmost,â he cut in.
ââand youâre a picky eater,â I finished.
âMaybe later you can explain the joke,â he said dryly.
âSorry.â I forced myself to stop. I had no idea how long my coffee date with a vampire was going to last. I needed to focus on getting answers. How else would I be able to decide if I wanted him to compel me to forget everything? âSo, whatâs vulgar about being bitten and becoming a vampire? Wait!â A terrible thought occurred to me. âIs Carmen going to become a vampire?â
âNo, there are a few more steps involved to be turned,â he reassured me.
âThank God,â I said with a groan. âI canât imagine how full of herself sheâd be if someone made her immortal.â
âNot her biggest fan?â
I shook my head. Now wasnât the time to discuss Carmen or me or any other petty symphony drama. âWhat else is involved?â
Julian sighed as if heâd rather not discuss the particulars of how one became a vampire. âA human must be drained entirely of blood and then offered vampire blood at the point of death.â
âWhy does that work?â
âMost vampires believe itâs magic.â
âBut you donât?â I guessed.
âSome vampire scientists have researched it. Thereâs clear evidence that vampire blood overwrites human blood.â
âI feel like I should have paid more attention in biology class,â I confessed. âSo basically, if you gave me your blood, it would turn me into a vampire. So why wonât Carmen turn?â
âAs I said, itâs a bit more complicated. Vampires generally donât discuss the process.â
âBecause they donât want humans to know how to do it?â I asked.
âBecause itâs rather private,â he said. âAt least, it should be. Making another vampire is an intimate choice.â
âHave you ever done it?â I wasnât sure if I wanted him to answer that question. Not with the way he said intimate.
âNot like that,â he said. âThere are other ways.â
âOh.â So he had made other vampires. Envy crept through me, and I stabbed a piece of pancake with my fork. I wasnât sure what I had to be jealous about. It didnât sound particularly pleasant to become a vampire. It was more the idea that Julianâs fangs might have been in another neck. It was a ridiculous thing to be upset over. He was over nine hundred years old and a vampire. Heâd probably bitten hundredsâmaybe thousandsâof other women. âWhat other ways?â
âA ritual exchanging of blood,â he said.
âThatâs it?â I asked.
âBelieve me, you donât want to hear about the other ways.â
But I did. I got the impression that Julian did not, however. âSo, then what do you mean you were born a vampire?â
âExactly that. I was born to a vampire mother and father,â he said.
âVampires can have babies?â I dropped my fork. This couldnât get any weirder.
âYes, Thea,â he said in an exasperated tone, âVampires can have babies.â
âSo, wait, do you have kids?â I tried to imagine Julian with children. An image of him sitting grouchily at a soccer game while tiny vampires ran around formed in my mind.
âI have no pureblood children,â he said.
âSo vampires that are born are purebloods,â I clarified. It felt like I should be taking notes to keep all of this straight. I doubted Julian wanted a notebook full of the vampire rules floating around the world, though.
Julian nodded.
âAnd youâre pureblood?â
âYes.â
âAnd you have other pureblood siblings?â
âI had one,â he said. âMy twin. She was born a few minutes before me.â
âHad?â I echoed the word carefully.
âShe died.â He didnât offer more details.
I tamped down my curiosity about his sisterâs death. As much as I wanted to know more about his twin, I understood grief. Iâd experienced it myself. I saw it now contorting his gorgeous face. Apparently, sorrow was a place that vampires and humans found common ground.
I needed to change the topic and fast. I still had a million questions about how vampires were made or born, but there were other things I wanted to know, too. For one, how had I wound up playing cello at a vampire party? My plate was nearly empty. I had no idea how much longer Julian was willing to sit here and allow me to interrogate him. âSo, what were you celebrating tonight?â
âCelebrating?â
âThe party,â I explained. âI was told it was a reception of some sort.â
âA party? Yes. A celebration? Not exactly. Every fifty years or so, we gather for partiesâa social season, if you will.â
âA social season?â I couldnât help but think of Jane Austen novels. âSo you have balls and stuff?â
âAnd stuff,â he confirmed.
âWhy? That sounds a bitâ¦old-fashioned.â
âI suppose vampires are a bit old-fashioned, as you put it,â he said. âWe cling to our traditions.â
And with lifespans that lasted hundreds of years, that meant that they probably had some ancient traditions. âSo, why bother with a social season?â
âWhy do you think?â he asked, tilting his head to study me.
âWell, Iâve seen like every Jane Austen movie ever made, so Iâm guessing itâs to show off.â
Julianâs head fell back, and then to my surprise, laughter bellowed from him. When his amusement finally died, he nodded. âI suppose youâre right. There are other matters, of course.â
âLike?â I pressed. There was something romantic about the idea of these beautiful creatures gathering in expensive clothes and discussing the lives theyâd led. I couldnât imagine all of the history theyâd witnessed, the art theyâd seen, orâa jealous realization hit meâthe musicians theyâd heard perform throughout the centuries.
âMatchmaking.â His voice took on a bitter tone.
I stared blankly at him.
âYou said you watched Jane Austen movies,â he said. âI presume theyâre concerned with the same subject matter of the books.â
Why wasnât I surprised that a vampire would have that the book is better attitude? I ignored the subtle dig and nodded.
âWhat are the mothers always worrying about?â
I thought for a moment. âMarriage?â
âExactly,â he groaned.
A strange sadness overcame me as I put all of this information together. âSo, youâre all getting together to find someone to marry?â
âItâs a bit moreââ
âComplicated.â I finished for him. While heâd been vague on some points regarding vampires, heâd made it clear that nothing about his world was simple. âAnd your mother wants youâ¦â
I couldnât even bring myself to say it, but I wasnât sure why.
âTo marry and make little vampires.â He looked like heâd rather go back to his nap.
âSo, youâre looking for a wife.â It sounded strange to say it. It was the twenty-first century. People did not go around attending balls and making matches.
But apparently, vampires did.
âIâm notâ¦â He paused as the waitress appeared to deliver the bill.
I reached for it, but he was faster.
âDonât tell me that men no longer pay for a meal,â he said as he withdrew an expensive leather wallet from the breast pocket of his jacket.
âOn dates, they might,â I said, rummaging around my purse.
âThea, what are you doing?â he asked.
I drew out a couple crumpled bills I found at the bottom of the bag and tossed them on the table. âI can pay for my half.â
âDonât be ridiculous.â He pushed them toward me. âIâm paying.â
I shook my head, refusing to pick them up.
âWhy wonât you let me pay?â he asked, sliding the ticket and a large bill toward the end of the table. My contribution remained balled up between us.
I swallowed, deciding I would not give in to the strange confusion I felt. Lifting my chin, I smiled at him. âBecause this isnât a date, Julian.â
A second ticked by, and he didnât respond. The waitress reappeared and picked up the bill, but our eyes remained locked on one another.
âLet me get your change,â she said.
âThat wonât be necessary.â Julian continued to stare at me, not bothering to look at her as he spoke, âKeep the change.â
âAnd hereâs a little extra.â I shoved the ones toward her. Across from me, a muscle ticced in Julianâs jaw.
âThank you,â she said, sounding shocked as she gathered the additional tip. Considering the bill Julian had given her, the tip had to have amounted to more than the bill. She vanished toward the kitchen, probably wondering when weâd realize our mistake.
âWhy did you do that?â he asked when she was gone.
âI told you,â I said, hoping he missed the way my voice trembled. âI can pay my way. This isnât a date.â
There was another pause, and for a moment, I was sure that Julian could see past all my pretenses right down to the confusion churning inside my chest. Why did he care so much that I wanted to pay? Why was I fighting him on it?
âThea.â My name sounded tempting on his lips, but I wasnât prepared for the offer that followed it. âWhat if it was a date?â
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