9 | Communication is the only key

Ok, this chapter is full of angst...so read at your own risk🙂🙂

Tw! Panic attack

Taehyung was going after the class. He had forgotten to take his phone from his desk,so he was coming after taking it. The boy just groaned and was walking through the corridor when he saw familiar two boys talking.

Jungkook and Eunwoo.The blue-haired boy raised his eyebrows in curiousness and went near them.He saw that Jungkook was crying and Eunwoo was comforting him. He frowned at what was happening,but his whole body shook and his eyes reddened after he heard Jungkook's words,"N-no h-hyung i-it's g-getting hard f-for me. My l-life. W-Why fate me h-his s-soulmate? E-Even though I-I liked h-him,why god made us, when he himself hated me b-being h-his. Y-You k-know h-how hard is t-to h-hide this stupid s-soulmate m-mark"

What does he mean by that? That Jungkook was way all Taehyung's soulmate? That Jungkook knew about this, but hide it from him? That Jungkook was the one who was blocking their conversations?

So many thoughts were running through Taehyung's mind. Eunwoo saw Taehyung standing at the back of Jungkook and the boy suddenly froze when he realised the presence of the blue-haired boy, which caused Taehyung to anger more.

"What do you mean by that" Taehyung asked in a harsh blank tone. Jungkook turned around when he recognised the familiar voice. He gulped when he saw that the other boy was burning with furiousness.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THE STUPID SOULMATE MARK JEON JUNGKOOK?"

Jungkook flinched when Taehyung shouted at him. Taehyung had been angry with him and fought with him many times, but that was all just fun, like fighting like two teenager enemies, throwing other names and all, it was just fun. But this time he saw the real danger, the real rage in the blue-haired boy's deep brown orbs.

Taehyung went forward," Jeon. you.are.coming with. me" with that Taehyung grabbed the other boy with him, but was suddenly interrupted by another hand.

"Taehyung don't hurt him. Please calmly listen to what he has to tell" Eunwoo sighed and said to Taehyung.

"This is our matter, you don't interfere in this. Got it?"After saying those words Taehyung walked by grabbing the other boy's arm.

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"Tae,p-please listen t-to m-" Jungkook's words were cut off by Taehyung harshly slamming him against the wall of an empty classroom.

"So you were the fucking one, isn't it Jeon?!"

"Tae l-listen t-to m-me please"

"NO, YOU LISTEN TO ME JEON"

Jungkook gulped and was getting scared of the other boy. There was already a few tears falling from the doe-eyes of the poor boy.

"You don't know how I was fucking spending my days for the last few weeks. You don't know how much I have cried the nights you have constantly blocked me. You fucking don't know how much I felt guilty when I kissed you thinking that my first kiss was lost to someone other than my soulmate. YOU FUCKING DON'T KNOW HOW I AM FEELING THESE DAYS" Taehyung screamed at Jungkook harshly. Jungkook was crying by the time when Taehyung had finished his words.

"T-Tae p-please listen t-to m-me. I will tell you the r-rea"

"You know what? I was having a soft corner for you the past few days. But now I hate you. I fucking hate you. You are the person I am hating the most now in this world"

"N-No Tae I will tell y-you w-why I-I didn't-"

"Fuck off Jeon. I don't want to see you. Fuck off from my damn life" Taehyung said and stormed out of the class.

Jungkook was crying badly. He sat on the calm with trembling hands. He was feeling all terrible feelings after he listened to Taehyung's words.

"I hate you. You are the person I am hating the most now in this world"

Suddenly Jungkook's heartbeat was increasing. He was lacking breath. Everything around him felt suffocating. He felt dying.

His eyes were closing. He fell down on the floor with a thud sound.

"Oh god, where did he take kookie" Eunwoo was searching for the two boys.

He was running the corridors and suddenly he saw a familiar backpack. It was of Jungkook's. He instantly went inside the classroom and saw Jungkook lying on the floor.

"JUNGKOOK!"

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Taehyung was sitting in his room with darkness around. He was rewinding the incidents that happened today. The boy didn't know what to feel, his mind was filled with emptiness. The fact that Jungkook was his soulmate, the fact that it was Jungkook who had been blocking him and the feelings he had been, him feeling like the doe-eyed boy was beautiful, the feeling of kissing him, all was because of the bond.

His thoughts were interrupted by the sound of his door opening,"Tae, come to eat dinner. Mom is calling you"

Taehyung just kept quiet and lay down with the blanket over his head. His brother frowned and went near him, "Bear, don't be stubborn"

The man out of annoyance removed the blanket from the boy's body. He was about to scold the blue-haired boy, but immediately softened his features when he saw that Taehyung's eyes were filled with tears.

"Woah why are you crying my baby bear? If you don't want to eat, just say that"Taehyung's brother chuckled sweetly showing the pretty dimples in his chin.

Taehyung shook his head and brought his legs closer to his chest. Now he was crying so badly that the other man started to panic.

"What happened baby? Tell me, I know something is there on your mind"

Taehyung just sat up and hugged his brother who was sitting beside him. He cried at the other man's shoulder,"J-Joonie h-hyung it's a-about m-my m-mate"

Namjoon just patted Taehyung's head lovingly," Your mate?" the younger looked at his brother and nodded his head.

"What about it Tae, tell me. Did you have a fight or something?"

Taehyung bit his lips in nervousness. Should he tell his hyung? It would be better if someone will know about his situation.

So, Taehyung told everything. About Jungkook, about the weird feelings, even about the accidental kiss, their argument, everything. Namjoon just sighed and smiled sadly at Taehyung.

"Taebear, I think you should talk to him. Communication is very important in any relationship. Also, you said that he once said he was insecure, right? Maybe he had some reason, baby, just talk to him"

"Yes h-hyung h-he had a reason,h-he tried to tell me. But in the heat of the moment, I was just being stubborn and just stormed out of the class. I-I was feeling angry and sad at both time"

"That was the big mistake you did Tae, you should have at least listened to him"

Taehyung nodded sadly in guilt.

"B-But hyung I-I don't know w-w-what do I-I feel for him. I-It's all because of the mate bond. I don't even know if t-they are m-my genuine feelings"

"Yeah you are right, but then also talk to him, get to know each other and spend time with each other. Ok?"

Taehyung nodded and hugged his brother.

"Tae just remember one thing, love or feelings related to love is not something we should just expect to receive from the other person. It should be a give and take feeling. I am not trying to say you should forcefully love someone without your will, but if the other person loves you unconditionally and if your heart is saying to love him or her, you shouldn't hesitate. You always should follow your heart"

The younger smiled sadly and closed his eyes due to exhaustion. A few seconds later he fell asleep on Namjoon's shoulder. The older smiled when he realised that Taehyung had fallen asleep, he laid down the boy in the bed and covered his body with the blanket.

"Don't worry bear, everything will be alright"

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