Chapter 10
Beyond the Divorce
A Shocking Thought Before I could answer, Matthew explained, âSheâs not feeling well.â
He touched my shoulder gently and said, âDonât worry, honey. The doctor said it wasnât serious. We can go home once Avaâs passed the observation period.â
Home?! That word was a trigger for me. I got up and pushed Matthew away before running out of the ward, sobbing. The cracks in this family were already showing, and I knew it might shatter at any moment.
Now, Avaâs future stepmother was here, flaunting around me.
Ivanna followed me as I rushed out, and Ava started crying again.
âCoco, whatâs wrong with you? Donât scare Ava like that.â Ivanna grabbed my arm, trying to console me. âHold it in for a while. The kid is more important.â
âHold it in? How can I?!â I roared and glared at Ivanna.
I realized I had lost control and tried to collect myself, but I was trembling. My mouth twitched as I said, âYou should go back! Weâre fine. Since youâre so busy, you donât have to delay your work for us!â
Afterward, I brushed past her and returned to the ward, wiping my tears. As soon as I entered, I saw Matthew comforting Ava. I went over and pulled him away with tears streaming down my face.
Matthew looked at me dumbfoundedly and said, âDonât be too worried, okay? You scared Ava.â
Then Ivanna finally entered the room, not knowing what to do. She smacked her lips a few times, and the atmosphere became awkward.
âChloe, Iâll leave. Donât get too worked up over it. Call if you need me,â Ivanna said awkwardly before turning to my daughter. âAva, Iâm leaving now. Get well soon. Then Iâll buy you some yummy food!â
I wiped my tears and turned to look at Matthew. âDidnât you say you havenât seen Ivanna in a long time? Go send her off.â
Matthewâs eyes narrowed for a moment. Then he grinned. âSure. Donât cry anymore, okay?â
He escorted Ivanna out of the ward, and I overheard Ivanna saying, âNo need to walk me out. Go and take care of Ava. Iâll drop by again if I have time.â
I heard her footsteps fading as Matthew returned to my side, asking, âHoney, whatâs wrong?â
âDo you not know whatâs wrong?â I looked at him with reddened eyes, and Ava started crying again. I quickly leaned down and kissed her cheek, saying, âBe good. Donât cry. Mommyâs here!â
Then I started crying too. Mommy would always be here, forever. But what about Daddy? If we got divorced, what would happen to you, Ava? I was shocked that such thoughts even crossed my mind.
I was restless the whole afternoon as people from the kindergarten visited. Even the boyâs parents came and went. It kept going until late at night, and I felt overwhelmed.
Ava finally fell asleep, and I stayed beside her. The doctor said she shouldnât make any sudden movements.
Matthew was in the corridor making phone calls while I sat silently by the bedside, looking at my sleeping daughter. My heart was in turmoil, and Matthew knew something was wrong, so he stayed with me as a precaution. He didnât leave the hospital that night, and I didnât intend to let him either.
I felt a rush of conflicting emotions as I looked at him lying on the side of the bed. I would have urged him to go home and rest if I hadnât discovered he was cheating on me. After all, he still had to work.
However, my thoughts had changed. Matthew was responsible for Ava and had to take care of her. If he no longer loved me, he had to love our daughter.
After staying in the hospital for three days, the doctor finally discharged Ava. Matthew said we should let Ava rest for a few more days when we returned home. Since he had taken a few days off, he had to return to the company immediately.
As I watched Matthew leave, I suspected he would rush to his lover. After all, he was trapped with me for a few days and was finally free. I felt relieved when that sly fox left. I wondered what else he could do behind my back since he could lie effortlessly to my face.
Ivanna called again a few days later to ask about Ava, and I responded indifferently. I shuddered whenever I remembered her lying to me while being with Matthew. I was disappointed that they would betray me so easily.
I wanted to confirm if she was the âMrs. Murphyâ the receptionist told me about. What if it was her?
What would I do? I considered divorce for the first time. Ultimately, I gritted my teeth and told myself to make Matthew pay and force him to leave with nothing.