Chapter 415
Beyond the Divorce
Black and White My response threw Lauren off guard. She couldnât quite grasp what I was getting at.
âWhat do you mean?â She tilted her head to look at me. Perhaps my despondent expression had slowed her train of thought.
âIf we had met the right person at the right time, we wouldnât face these complications. You, me, and Ivanna. Why didnât we meet the right person at the right time?â
Lauren suddenly understood what I meant. She shrugged, looking resigned.
âIf I had realized that Ryan had been with me from the start, we could have fallen in love, married, and had children. We wouldâve led a simple and fulfilling life.â My expression softened.
*Just like you met Oliver at the right time, how fortunate! If Ivanna had met Jared at the right time, she wouldnât, have to be so anxious, would she?â I leaned against the wall.
âHow do you know this isnât the right time?â Lauren countered. For most people, there are two types of romantic situations. Love at first sight and growing affection. Weâre not ordinary people, so we canât escape from these two scenarios.â
She leaned closer to me. âNeither of us can escape this. Ultimately, no matter our feelings, they can all be boiled down to these two. I belong to the latter, growing affection.â
Lauren spoke with weariness, âYou and Ivanna⦠are most likely in the category of love at first sight. Itâs an active experience while growing affection is a passive one. But familial love is what remains.â
I told her, âJared had said, âIvanna and I are fated! Trinity and I are partners, inseparable!â
Laurenâs mouth twitched.
âThat moved me. Itâs no wonder Ivanna will go through hell for him.â I let out a sigh.
We both fell into silence. Perhaps we were both contemplating what our respective people thought of us.
Lauren patted me on the back. âRegardless of who we are, people need sustenance. Letâs focus on feeding ourselves, or else weâll be worse off!â
I smiled. âYouâre right! Maybe this world isnât just black and white. Perhaps weâre overthinking about Jared or Trinity. Weâre making it too complicated.â
Lauren nodded.
added. âThere must be a way, Just like how we canât simply judge a person as good or bad. Whoâs to say âYouâre right. Itâs impossible to define someone solely as good or bad.â
She reached for her phone and called Ivanna, asking her to join us at Vanderberg Palace.
It was already late when I got home that night. As I opened the door, I could not help but look back at the empty parking spot.
Throughout the night, I kept asking myselfâwhat was I to him?
The next day, I made preparations to head to the capital. During breakfast, I explained my plans to my parents.
My mom looked at me with some concern. âYou just recovered. Are you sure youâre up for this?â
Ava sat there swinging her legs, taking small bites of her food as she spoke. âMommy, why are you always going on business trips? Daddy and Uncle Atlas are always on business trips, too.â
Sheb I felt a pang in my heart. She had always held onto Atlas, and I was sure she also missed Matthew.
It made me sad that I couldnât fill that void for her. I could only do my best to compensate for the fatherly role, but I knew it would never be enough.
âOnce this busy period is over, Iâll take you, Grandma, and Grandpa to the ends of the earth!â I promised.
I Our island trip had been postponed for far too long.
âReally?â Ava looked at me with wideâeyed innocence. âWill Uncle come with us?â