Chapter 38

Chapter 38

Harper

“You've been warned. I'm killing your brother. Prepare yourself!” Sadie

screams into the phone. I have to hold it away, so my head doesn't

explode. “I'm serious this time, Harper. Julia's? Why the hell was he at

Julia's? She's such a whore!"

“True.” I agree. "But..." I almost spill that Easton is using her to write his

paper because that would also mean I have insider information, and as

of right now, Sadie just thinks we had a few makeout moments and

aren’t serious when in reality, my heart doesn’t understand the concept

of beating for anyone else but him.

I deflate a bit and listen as she goes through another tirade about how

all boys are the devil and should burn in hell. “...seriously though,

Harper, look at both their snaps!”

I pull the phone away and tap my Snapchat putting Sadie on speaker.

Sure enough, there are pictures of Aisha and Julia with both guys,

drinks in hand, winking at the camera like, hey there’s more where that

came from, and it's gonna be a long night

Jealousy burns through my body.

Was Easton still there?

Even now?

I get my answer when Ryan shows up minutes later stomping all over

the house like he has a personal vendetta against the hardwood floors.

Did that mean Easton was still there or did he go home, and how do I

ask without my brother being suspicious. It's not like I can text Easton

after what went down, it might look desperate, or like I was jealous

when I'm still pissed he’s hooking up with random girls and me.

“Let me call you back,” I whisper into the phone, hanging up on Sadie

and walking into the living room.

Ryan throws himself against the couch. “I hate girls.”

I laugh. “Could have fooled me.”

He groans. “Fucking Easton.”

I freeze, unable to breathe or move. “What did he do now?” I sit down

and wait for

“Oh, you know Easton thinks with his dick more than his brain.” He

shakes his head. “He's lucky all he had to do was give Julia a quick kiss

for her to write his paper. I'm sure Aisha was ready to run her over with

her Benz."

“What?” I snap.

Ryan looks over, frowning. “You should be happy. You hate Aisha. I

mean, they're both Satan, but if I had to choose...”

I'm fuming.

So not only did he have a booty call with Aisha, but he kissed Julia so

she'd write his stupid paper?

I'm so angry I could scream.

I concentrate on the anger.

Because the hurt does nothing but make me feel like I'm bleeding out.

I'm not special to him.

I'm nothing.

And I'm stupid for even thinking that I'm more than what those girls

are, that he sees something in me when I'm so off-limits it's laughable.

My heart tries to remind me of his face when he came to the house and

tried to comfort me after the car incident, was that genuine though?

Was he? He's so

arrogant it's impossible to know if he’s randomly showing up because

he’s just a horny high school guy, or he knows I can't resist him.

I want to punch a wall.

“Whatever.” Ryan looks down at his phone. “If he wants to dip his dick

into the entire cheerleading squad, go for it. At least he'll get a good

grade out of it.”

“Right.” I clench my teeth.

He smiles down at his phone and then laughs. “Dipshit's home, and

apparently Aisha thought we were all gonna hang out tonight, so she’s

blowing up his phone again. It's scary how obsessed she is with him.”

"Yup, crazy.” I agree, breathing again because he's back at his house

and away from her claws.

“You okay?” Ryan looks up from his phone. “You keep repeating

everything I say..." His brows knit together in concern. “Is this about the

car paint?”

“No.” I sigh. “Yes.” My body rebels against me, reminding me of

Easton's mouth, his hands, the way he aggressively tugs down my

leggings, his full lips glistening after each taste. I'm just tired.”

Ryan yawns. “Me too. Don't worry, we'll figure out who has a personal

vendetta.”

I stand. “I'm going to go do some homework.”

Abrupt subject change but the more he reminds me of the cars, the

more I think about Easton, and I want to strangle the guy. Why is it so

hard? It should be easy. Hot boy with his perfect mouth only wants you

for one thing.

And yet, I find myself justifying reasons and actions-even when he says

to my face that it means nothing.

I'm so screwed.

I can't focus on anything as I go to my room and sit at my desk. I don’t

really have a ton of homework or reading to do. My text alert goes off.

Easton: What are you doing?

I snort

Me: Are you serious right now?

Easton: Um, yes?

Me: Shouldn't you be texting Aisha or kissing Julia?

The little bubbles pop up and disappear only to pop up again,

Easton: Aw, it sounds like the cute little virgin's feelings are hurt.

Besides, I kissed her on the cheek, dodging her mouth like a pro. Plus,

I'm too busy to write the paper, and technically it was your fault.

Me: Name-calling, typical Easton behavior, oh add in a bit of deflection

and blame... Did you need anything?

Easton: You really need to get laid. Not it.

Me: Like I'd let you.

Easton: I'd have you panting in seconds but not sure you can handle my

dick. It's for women, not girls afraid of the dark and jealous over girls

texting me and small kisses and favors.

Me: Yes, you're such a man.

Easton: You're being a bitch.

Me: And you're an asshole, stop texting me, delete my number.

Easton: Fine.

Me: FINE

Easton: BTW I texted you to let you know that you're pretty when you

come...

I drop my phone and squeeze my eyes shut.

Easton: Deleting now.e«