CHAPTER 31

THIRD PERSON POV

Jay was walking back and forth in

his office after his confession.

"Never thought that I will become

weak for someone.. damn," He said

while sighing loudly. A little of his

pride was hurt due to the attitude

Jungwon showed to him. Girls were dying to be with him and the person he

want to be with... never cared for his

feelings.

His trance broke when he heard a soft

knock on the door, saying a curt come

in. he settled himself on the chair...

maintaining his posture.

Doe eyes peeked in, trying to locate the

blonde in the office... catching Jay's

attention. When Jungwon's eyes caught

the person he was searching for, he

fully opened the door and entered the

office with a pout.

Jay was confused about his behavior but somehow he gestured for him to sit down. 5 minutes passed and both were still sitting in uncomfortable silence. One is on the verge of silence. Snapping while the other is on the verge of drowning in the other's gaze.

"Umm-" Jungwon cleared his throat but

nothing came out of his mouth as he

opened and closed his mouth but ops.

He quickly grabbed the bottle of water

placed on side of the table and gulped

down the whole bottle in one go..

panting afterward. Jay was just

watching him with his mouth opened

ajar.

Is he ok?

He thought when Jungwon started wiping his palm on his pants while inhaling and exhaling sharply.

"Are you ok?" Finally, Jay asked

Concerned about his condition.

"Um. yeah. I think.. I am" Jungwon's

words came out broken, oh boy, he was damn unsure about his condition.

Jay sensed his uneasiness and got up, slowly getting up from his chair, sitting in front of him on the table.

"It's ok. I know you must be surprised

by my sudden confession but I am not forcing you to feel the same.... and about your freedom, you are free to do

whatever you want. I won't stop you

from going- going anywhere." Sadness

was clear in his voice and Jungwon felt

that. He got the sudden urge to hug the

blonde in front of him.

"Were you serious?" Jungwon asked in

a low voice, looking directly into

Jay's eyes.

"Of course I am."

"Then prove it."

"What?" Jay raised a brow.

"I said.. prove it Jay." A sudden

confidence hit his soul and said it out

loud with a cooky expression. Jay

smirked, liking the change in his

attitude.

"Are you sure?" Smirk was still

lingering on his lips when he mocked

back. Jungwom nodded with a fierce

gaze... and in the next moment he got

up from the table, leaning forward,

grabbing both arms of the chair.

"How you want me to prove?" Jay

voice was deep.. low and Jungwon gulped in response, feeling hot with close

proximity, his cheeks started getting

a new wave of heat, making soft skin

pink.

Jay was definitely enjoying the view in front of him... his smirk widened satisfied. He slowly moved his fingers on Jungwon's cheeks, feeling the heat of the silk-like skin.

"Your skin is soft Jungwon-ah." Jay

breathed caressing the soft skin and in

turn, Jungwon closed his eyes.

Oh my God.. what is he doing? Am

I giving in? Not so easy. not so easy

Jungwon. you idiot do something.

Jungwon scolded himself and after slapping himself internally he suddenly opened his eyes and got up from the chair.

"Y- you are not allowed to touch me.

Don't invade my personal bubble!"" He

snapped at his boss.

"But you said to prove," Jay blinked

innocently, completely ignoring the

shout he just heard.

"I asked to prove that you are Mafia."

"Oh about that.." He took out his gun

from his belt, which was covered in his

Coat and Jungwon's mouth hang open.

"It's just a simple gun Jungwon-ah. I

trusted you enough to share this info.

I hope you believe me." If any of his

mafia gang had heard him talking like

that, they must have mistaken him for

Someone else. But yeah he was sincere

with Jungwon.

"About my confession to you, it's also

a truth. Honestly, I am also surprised

about my feelings but I can't do anything about it." He took a step closer to Jungwon, holding his hands in his own, softly and gently.

"And I know why you want to go to

Seoul. I promise we will go next week

and find that boy but I can't allow you

to go alone. I don't want to lose my

love once again." His words caught

Jungwon's attention.

"You knew? And once again??" The

second question was more noticeable

as his eyes were more bigger than

usual.

"Yes, I know that you are in search

of some boy, and about my previous

love. she is dead." A pang of guilt filled

in his words and eyes as he said the

Word dead.

"H- how?" Curiosity was killing him

inside when Jay's eyes dimmed in an instant.

"One of our enemies was in a fight

with us and to harm me, he caught her

and-" He sighed loudly while closing

his eyes as the dead body of that fragile girl came into his mind. Since then he thought that he will never love Someone again in his life but all of his words faded in thin air when he saw Jungwon.

"I am sorry to know that. Poor her."

Jungwon mumbled sadly, feeling really

bad for the girl but Jay shook his head with a smile.

"Don't Worry, I know how to protect

someone now. That time I was young

and immature but now I am well

aware of situations."

"Ok.. so next week and please, you

Won't harm him." He demanded or

more like order. Jay raised one brow.

"And why do you think so?"

"Of course.. he is very close to me and

according to you, you love me and I

saw in movies that Mafia are always

cruel and never like other people close

to their love so they always harm those

people. Yeah." Jungwon said in one breath, moving his hands here and there while explaining.

"So you are very intelligent Mr. Yang. I

am impressed you know everything."

He joked and laughed when he saw the

wide open mouth and eyes of Jungwon.

"Don't you dare Mr. Jay. Park. He

is my only best friend and he already

suffered a lot. I just hope he is fine."

Jungwon glared at him but softened when he remembered his only best friend.

Jay came forward and hugged Jungwon who was talken aback by the sudden touch.

"I will never hurt you Jungwon ah. Not in

any way. Maybe I can't be lovey-dovey

but I can still prove my love for you.

Just- don't leave me, even if you can't

love me back.. just don't leave my

side. Please." Those words were said in a soft and low voice as Jay was nuzzling Jungwon's shoulder... who's hands were hanging on his sides as he didn't hug back.

Hearing those words made Jungwon's

hands act on their own. Moving up, his

hands reached back to other... gently

patting and then rubbing in circles..

his lips parted to say a few words that

caused the other to smile in relief.

"I won't..."

...

Sunoo was sitting in his deep thoughts, recalling the scenes from the morning. Sunghoon was behaving a little bit differently and Sunoo felt it a lot.

He didn't hug me.

He didn't call me baby.

He was counting all the things that he

missed from his lover. Pouting and

sulking was the only thing he was

doing in his thoughts. His head was

feeling a little heavy and his body

was aching for no reason. He slowly

slumped down on the chair more,

leaning his head back while closing his

eyes.

Is he still mad at me? What should I do?

"Ah what should I do?" He asked

himself while inhaling sharply. Soon

he felt two hands on his closed eyes.

"Seojunie.. don't," Sunoo whined,

not bothering to move an inch.

"Wait? Sunoo you are burning."

Seojun yelped when he felt a burning

sensation on the other's body.

"Get up. you should go to the nurse's

office or hospital. get up..hurry." He

tried to make him stand but Sunoo shook his head no and said that he just wants to sleep. Somehow they ended up on a bench where Sunoo was sleeping, his head on Seojun's lap who silently played with his soft red locks... but he ended on kissing his cheek softly, a smile crept on his face as he did that. Seojun covered his body with the long coat he was wearing before.

Later when Sunoo woke up.. his

temperature was better than before and Seojun was surprised about this but didn't say anything. Saying goodbye to seojun, Sunoo left early after talking with his teacher.

"Mr. Sunoo.. are you free?" His

guard asked him and he just nodded

in response. Drive to the mansion was

silent and Sunoo was leaning on his seat with closed eyes.

Just when he entered the mansion, he

was met with loud noises coming from

Sunghoon's room. Throwing his bag

to the side, he ran to his office which

was locked from the inside. Maybe

Ni-ki or Heeseung wasn't at home as

only Kang-min was standing there witha

Worried yet horrified face.

"W-what happened? Why his room is

locked?" Sunoo asked bewildered

as he continued knocking on the door

but Kang-min said a soft "I don't know"

in reply, causing him to be tenser.

"Mr. Park?? S- Sunghoon Hyung-g.. open the door please.. it's me. O- open the door." He said while breathing heavily, hands continuously banging on the wooden door.

"I SAID DONT DISTURB ME!"

Sunghoon's growl was followed by

a crashing sound and Sunoo panicked. He remembered how he injured himself last time and the bloodied raven-haired was the last thing he would want to witness ever again.

"Sunghoon-hyung. pl-please.. open it. For

sake.. don't be that much an- angry.

Please let me in.. please," Sunoo said as his voice was so much concerned but shaky. Another crash Sound echoed in the mansion and he looked back at kang-min with teary eyes.

"S- spare key?" He was still breathing

heavily and kang-min got worried about

his condition.

"We don't have one for his room but

Sunoo, calm down, please... you don't look good. He will be fine." Kang-min tried in a low voice but Sunoo shook his head.

"Please do... something. HYUNG.. SUN-" He yelled but his words cut off as

Kang-min yelled while catching his body.

Sunoo slumped down on the floor, his fists still on the door but couldn't bang anymore when his hands finally fell on the floor, devoid of any energy.

"Sunoo??? SUNOO?? THAN! Open

the door. Sunoo is not breathing

properly." Kang-min yelled panicked as he held the almost limp body of Sunoo who was barely opening his eyes as trying to breathe.

All the crashing sounds stopped and

soon the door opened. Sunghoon

leaned forward when he saw kang-min

crouched on the floor with Sunoo

in his arms.

"Sun-Sunoo?? ANGEL?" Feeling the dread on the scene, he quickly leaned down and tried to wake him up. Sunoo slowly

opened his eyes a bit and smiled

looking at Sunghoon. He weakly raised

his hand and Sunghoon grabbed that

quickly.. feeling the hotness of the

younger's body.

"He is burning.. call Jake. HURRY UP" He ordered kang-min while taking Sunoo's body in his arms gently as he made his way back to his room.

"Jake Hyung is not in Seoul.. he is out

of the city to attend some medical

conference," Kang-min informed him

while Sunghoon was laying Sunoo on the bed, covering his body with blankets. Sunoo was conscious but due to a high fever, he was at a lack of energy.

With his weak hands, he grabbed Sunghoon's hands.

"I a-m fine. Don't worry. W- why y-"

"Don't talk much. Kang-min call some

other doctor but trusted one."

Sunghoon shushed him and looked

back at kang-min who quickly left on

hearing that.

Sunoo felt relieved that his Sunghoon was back when he felt those warm lips on his forehead kissing him gently like ever. His worries started to disappear when Sunghoon slipped inside the blankets, hugging him closely. Slowly, he closed his eyes feeling so much tired, and let his senses disappear.

"Why everything is happening like

that?? Is my love not enough?"

Sunghoon breathed with teary eyes,

looking deeply at Sunoo, his angel,

the person who actually looks like an

angel.

His heart felt betrayed when he saw

Sunoo in that person's arms... when

he saw that person kissing his angel...

remembering those pictures, his teary

eyes become filled with anger and his

grip tightened on Sunoo's back.

"Once I get to know him...

I will kill him..... "

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