CHAPTER 35

"I. WILL. KILL. YOU. KIM SUNOO."

His voice was enough to make

Sunoo half-dead from the inside.

He wasn't struggling in Sunghoon's grip

and Sunghoon loosened his grip on

Sunoo's neck and took hold of the gun with both hands... trembling.

He was definitely trembling due to Some unknown reasons. He never wanted this to happen.. never ever imagined this, but heck, fate was a game. With his trembling hands, he

oaded the gun with a click sound.

"Shoot," Sunoo mumbled eyes glaring at nothing specific. Sunghoon halted by his words as well as ni-ki.

"What are you saying Hyung?" Ni-ki

Screamed in fear.

"What did you say?" Sunghoon

deadpanned with the same cold tone

and Sunoo looked up with his red,

puffy, and teary eyes.... he suddenly

grabbed Sunghoon's hands, pointing

the gun at his temple more harshly.

"I said shoot. I can't live without you..and I can't see that hate in your eyes.. so just end my pain." Sunoo sobbed more but Sunghoon was standing still.

"Sunghoon Hyung, don't please... he is the same Sunoo, please don't do it."Ni-ki cried and tried to move further. This was the very first time Ni-ki called him Hyung.

"Don't you dare to move further... or I will shoot you as well." The raven-haired growled while glaring at Ni-ki who doesn't want to stop but he had to when Sunoo looked up at him with pleading eyes.

"And Sunoo... if you want to end your pain," He retreated his hand from his temple and chuckled bitterly. Sunoo was just watching him with teary eyes, finding his heart shattering by witnessing the rage in those eyes which once held love for him.

"I will let you suffer... if you really

gonna feel the same pain I am feeling..

just let it happen. I want you to feel  the pain I am feeling... the way I am suffering. You were my first love but

you ruined it.. YOU RUINED IT ALL."

Sunghoon again growled, breaking the table with his gun shoots and Sunoo flinched badly.

"For the sake of those fake sweet

moments, we spend... I am not killing

you." He turned back to see Sunoo who was standing while taking support from the wall. He took some cards from his pocket and threw those in front of the yonger.

"Take it.. and get lost... GET OUT KIM

SUNOO BEFORE I DO SOMETHING REALLY BAD. I won't kill you but torture you till death." He yelled, hands clenched in tight fists and Sunoo's blood turned cold. He shook his head in no, no way he will leave like that.

Stumbling forward, he grabbed

Sunghoon's arms with his shaky hands.

"N-no. no Mr. Park. Sunghoon.. please

don't do that don't do that.. I will die.. please... I- I really love you.. this all is one side of the picture.. please don't" Sunghoon pushed him back with full force that Sunoo fell back on the floor. He felt pain by falling but definitely, it was nothing in front of the wounds he just got and was still getting from the only person he gave his heart to. He again got up and pleaded.

"Hyung.. please don't. I- I don't need

money-"

"Of course, you won't. Your boyfriend

is also a Mafia.. no doubt he is damn

rich," Sunghoon replied sarcastically

and when he saw that Sunoo wasn't moving, he got more mad, angry and grabbed his wrist harshly before starting dragging him towards the main entrance.

"N-no. Hyung.. please.. NO!"

"SHUT UP!"

Sunoo was continuously pleading

while tugging on Sunghoon's hand but

other didn't respond but dragged him

more harshly.

Ni-ki was running behind them

but Sunghoon gestured for one of his

other men to stop the butler. Wonyoung was smiling with full happiness, finding

her victory on her doorstep.

"SUNGHOON HYUNG... DONT DO IT! YOU WILL REGRET ITI" Ni-ki yelled, struggling in the strong grip of the men but it felt like the said male was deaf to each word.

"LET ME GO!" He yelled but no use,

those men were too buff.

Sunghoon dragged Sunoo to the main gate and threw him outside of the mansion like nothing.

"GET LOST SUNOO... JUST GET LOST... just go." sunoo's voice broke down at the end. Before Sunoo could get up and do anything,

Sunghoon closed the gate in his face.

"S- Sung- Hoon Hyung-g. Don't. do it. Please.. Mr. Park. Sun- Please." Sunoo said in between his heart-wrenching cries while banging on the gate with both of his fists. His words were broken like

his fragile heart.

Sunghoon was standing inside, leaning

on the gate... he gulped down the sobs as his men were watching him.. he stomped back into his room and locked himself. After about 1 hour, Sunoo's voice lowered... he gave up when he felt loud thunder mocking his misery.

His hiccups were the only things he

was listening to in dead silence.. except

for thunder. His tears were dried on

his cheeks, his mind was blank.

Why does it happen to me? Why do

always i have to suffer due to something

I never did? Why always me?? It must

be my fault... yes it is your fault Kim Sunoo.. you are a fool who deserves

this all pain and suffering..you deserve

it.

He was scolding himself ina daze, his

body got up and started walking, God

knows where. He was stumbling on his steps but managed to walk on the roadside. His eyes were just watching

somewhere in front so he got bumped

by many people. He had nowhere to

go... he had no one in the world to be

on his side.

He was empty-handed.. no mobile..

no money... no card.. nothing, just his

broken heart, and soul.

"J- jake Hyung" Suddenly a name came

out of his lips... the only person after

Ni-ki who can help him right now.

He tried to walk a little fast but can't as

the pain was increasing. He wanted to

reach Jake's hospital as he had no idea

where he lives.. but he also knew that

Jake wasn't in Seoul.

Taking more stumbling steps he bumped into someone so harshly that he tripped and fell on road.. he used his remaining energy to get up but before he could move back to the footpath, a loud horn echoed in his ears... his body stopped working as all things went to fast. People saw him getting hit by the car and then hitting the road.. his head hitting so badly it left the spectators in a horrifying

gasping mess.

"Oh no.."

"Someone call an ambulance"

"Shit. he is bleeding too much"

"Was he drunk?"

"He is losing too much blood.. do

something"

He heard all those words... all he could

feel was raindrops falling on his face..

the sky was crying on his pain as

well...a warm liquid beneath his head...

the pain in his chest was still there

but slowly fading with his senses. His

vision slowly turned white... totally

white. The noises around him started

to feel distant and incoherent. His

body started to get numb..

A broken smile formed on his lips... the

last thing he felt was someone picking

him up... with that he lost the last

speck of his senses.

Finally. My pain is going to end... my

suffering is going to end...

...

Wonyoung also left the mansion late at night feeling defeated as Sunghoon didn't

open the door after her tries.

He was drinking and just drinking.

all those moments he enjoyed with

Sunoo... he just wanted to erase all those moments from his memories but deep inside he was aware that it wasn't an easy task.

Trying to subside the pain, he was

getting drunk after chucking down lots of heavy alcohol... but still, he was seeing those beautiful brown eyes.. those soft red locks... that beautiful smile.

"Sun... A-Angel. I- am hurt... love hurts.." He mumbled tiredly while hugging Sunoo's sweater near his chest like he was hugging his baby.

From time to time, he was sniffing the

Sweet scent of the other... as it always

helped him to calm down.

He wanted to sleep but couldn't, an

uneasiness filled in his heart making

him restless. Besides being so much

drunk, he still couldn't take a nap due

to that weird feeling in his heart.. like

he really lost something... something

bigger... or someone...

"What do you mean he is gone?"

Heeseung asked Ni-ki. It was noon

the next day when kang-min and

Heeseung returned. But the first thing

they get to know is that Sunoo left

the mansion.

"THAN KICKED HIM OUT." Ni-ki

screamed while grabbing his hair in

frustration, still not out of the scenes.

"What??? In one day what happened

actually?" This time kang-min asked

bewildered and then Ni-ki told them

everything that happened last night.

"Oh. he has nowhere to go. Kang-min

let's go we need to find him as soon as

possible." Heeseung quickly got up and

Kang-min quickly nodded.

"NO ONE IS GOING TO FIND HIM,"

Sunghoon growled and they all turned

back to see him. He was standing as if

nothing happened and Namjoon was

beyond surprised by his behavior.

"But THAN"

"I said... no.. means no. And if someone

tries to do something... believe me i

won't forgive." With that, he left and

Heeseung also stomped to his room.

"I can't believe, Sunoo did that.. he is so innocent.. he can't be part of a mafia," Kang-min mumbled softly and Ni-ki was just crying silently, tugging his hair in frustration, and Worrying for the red-haired.

"Everything is ruined... And I am sure

Sunghoon hyung will suffer later.." Ni-ki

said in between his sobs as Heeseung

hugged him, having the same feeling

in his heart.

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