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Chapter 36

CHAPTER 36

THE PAIN HE NEVER DESERVES

"We need to do surgery right now..

but where is his family?" The doctor

inquired from the boy standing in the

corridor, worried about an unknown

person.

"I don't know. I just found him on the road. He had nothing... no identity card... no cell phone.. nothing. I don't know how to inform his family. Why don't you just do it?" The worried but unknown male said in pure worry. The boy was the one who go Sunoo rom the road after the accident.

He found him drenched in his own

blood... anyone's heart could break just

by seeing his condition.

"We need some papers to be filled by

his family. " The doctor informed him.

"I will fill it, and don't worry about the

expense as well I will be responsible

for that. Just save him please." How

funny! The one whom Sunoo loved the most didn't care for him but an Unknown person was so much devoted to his survival to do anything he could.

The doctor nodded and quickly rushed

to OPT and a nurse gave the boy some

papers to sign.

"He lost too much blood.. we need

blood group O+!" A nurse informed

the boy and he quickly dialed some

numbers.

"Please God, save him." The only words

were leaving his lips as he waited for

some good news while waiting outside

of the operating theatre.

...

Sunghoon s in his room since the night he kicked him out. It's been 2 days and Wonyoung was trying her best to seduce him but couldn't. He didn't leave the mansion for these two days...

didn't talk much but was doing his

Work confined in the four walls of his

room.

Heeseung, Ni-ki, and Kang-min were missing the only fluff ball in the mansion. The only person who changed the thick atmosphere of the mansion within a little span of time but now everything was back... or actually worse than before.

They were sitting in the living room..

no one was talking at all, they all were

angry as Sunghoon didn't allow anyone

to leave the mansion and especially

to search for Sunoo. The awkward

silence broke down when the door

burst open by none other than Jake.

Everyone looked back at him in

confusion but more in horror... they

all had an idea of what was going to

happen.

Heeseung quickly got up from his seat

and went to him as Jake was huffing,

and panting... his face was red.. and

was holding a file.

"H- hey Jaeyun.. How are you?" Heeseung

started hesitantly. Jake looked up at him with a very different look that Heeseung didn't understand.

"Su- Sunoo?" He said while panting, and Heeseung stiffened in his place. the same goes with others.

"Hyung.. please sit down.. drink some

water please," Ni-ki suggested but Jake shook his head and rushed to Sunoo's room, all following him with worried faces.

He stopped in front of the door and

started knocking, first softly and then

impatiently.

"Sun?? Sunoo?? Sweetie... Hyung is here. Sunoo, open the door sweetie, please." Sadness was laced in his voice as he continued banging, making the others feel horrible.

"Hyung. stop please," Ni-ki

muttered, hanging his head low.

"What? I want to see him. I had no

idea how much he is suffering!" Jake

retorted while knocking again. Little

did he know that poor boy suffered

more than he could even imagine.

"What do y-" Heeseung couldn't

complete his words as a voice echoed.

"HE IS NOT HERE," Sunghoon growled

who was standing behind them all

at a distance. Same cold face... fierce

look... and a dry tone, but his physical

appearance looked ruined.

Jake snapped his head towards him

and opened the door that was unlocked only to find an empty room but blankets were still scattered on the mattress. His heart sank when he again noticed the words of the raven-haired. He moved towards Sunghoon and looked directly into his eyes.

"What do you mean he is not here?

Where is he? He can't be at the campus

at this hour and he has nowhere to go."

"where is he Sunghoon?" He frowned,

eyes never leaving the younger's face.

Before Sunghoon could reply, Ni-ki

laughed sarcastically.

"He kicked him out.. 2 days ago." Jake

snapped his head towards Ni-ki,

watching in disbelief, and when he found no sign of a joke but only Ni-ki's words.

"What is he saying? This is not the time

to joke around. please tell me where is

he. he needs to be in hos-"

"Ni-ki is telling you the truth .. there is no place in this mansion for a traitor." He spat through gritted teeth and was about to leave when Jake grabbed his arms and turned him back.

"What? Traitor? What are you saying

Sunghoon? Are you out of your mind?

I am talking about Sunoo. WHERE

IS HE?" Jake looked furious now when

he jerked Sunghoons arm lightly and

yelled at him.. he was getting annoyed

by hearing all those words.

Sunghoon yanked the older's hand from his own arms and chuckled.

"See... no one believes that he could be

a traitor but Hyung, that's the truth..

a bitter truth. He betrayed me... you. and everyone in this mansion.. he played with our feelings." Sunghoon retorted on him and Jake lost it.

"What the hell Sunghoon.. did you

really kick him out?" Jake asked

bewildered, not even trying to believe

on that but once again when he

received no answer... he grabbed

Sunghoon's collar, shaking him a bit.

"HOW DARE YOU?? HOW DARE YOU

DO THAT TO HIM? YOU IDIOT.. HE

LOVES YOU AND WHAT HAVE YOU

DONE!"

"HE NEVER LOVED ME! HE USED ME

FOR THAT SEOJUN. His boyfriend.

that son of Yong. HE IS PART OF

THE MAFIA. He made my men die.."

Sunghoon snapped at him, and even

when he tried to control himself, his

emotions made his voice waver many

times, and Jake lost his grip.

"Boyfriend?? Seojun? Mafia??

Sunghoon are you nuts? Seojun is his

friend.. nothing else. What are you

thinking?"

"I have proof... how he deceived me

behind my back. Jake I loved him

but he." Sunghoon stopped when he

felt like he would burst into tears any

minute. To control himself, he inhaled

sharply and again turned back to leave

but stopped when he heard Jake's voice.

"He is dying... how can you do that to

him when he is already in so much

pain." Jake's words caught everyone's

attention, specially Ni-ki who gasped in utter horror.

Sunghoon slowly turned back and Jake

looked up at him.. sadness filled in his eyes with tears when he gulped thickly.

"What?" Sunghoon muttered and Jake

pushed him with full force, causing

him to stumble.

"Are you deaf? HE IS DYING.. I got his

report." He showed the file, raising it

in the air.

"See!" He threw that on Sunghoon's

face who caught it and started to read silently... his eyes widened and his hands trembled when everything seeped down his troubled mind.

"What is it?? What does it mean?"

Ni-ki tried to see and when Sunghoon didn't reply, he snatched the file and looked at it.

"His heart is dying... he is suffering

from a coronary heart disease and if

he didn't undergo a transplant... he

will die," Jake explained dejectedly, his

tears started to fall on his cheeks and

Heeseung quickly came forth to hold

his stumbling figure. But Jake pushed

him.. not so harshly and launched on a

shocked Sunghoon.

"Why did you do that?" The doctor

again growled and Sunghoon just kept

staring at his eyes... those eyes which

were always filled with love and care

were now filled with anger...only rage.

Taking a little moment, Sunghoon

ed the older and quickly rushed back to his office only to bring those pictures but most of them were torn and some even burnt.

"See yourself.. his disease can't change

the fact he betrayed.. he cheated on

me," Sunghoon said trying to sound

stern but his voice came broken. Jake

quickly grabbed those pictures and

saw the ones in the mall.

"I know about these all things. He told

me about that .. he didn't tell you the truth because you were so cold to him those days and he really wanted to go there. And about these." Jake waved and showed the pictures of the jacket to the mafia leader.

"He bought this for you. for your first

month anniversary.. he wanted to

surprise you so he gave that to Seojun

as I wasn't there and he wanted to

keep it as a surprise till then," Jake

seethed angrily.

"No... he was on a date with that

f***** Seojun!" sunghoon snarled,

harshly wiping his tears because he was not ready to believe in such things as well as he knew if something was really like that, God knows, what will happen then.

"He went there with Wonyoung! She was

the one who planned that and when

Sunoo said he wanted to take permission from you.. she told him not to do that..."

"It's a lie Jake."

"Oh really?? Wait.. see" Jake grabbed

his own phone and searched for a

picture and shoved the phone in

Sunghoon's hand.

Sunghoon's eyes widened on seeing

that, his heart literally missed a beat.

There was a selfie of Sunoo while

Wonyoung was buying something.. he took that secretly and send that to Jake while telling him about the day but the

poor boy forgot that proof during the

commotion.

"He told me that Seojun proposed to

later but he refused, ah- because he already had someone in his heart. and that was YOU!" Jake deadpanned on him and grabbed his own hair in frustration. Sunoo texted him on that day about the thing but Jake couldn't talk with him at that time.

The text was saved in Jake's phone so he

showed the message as well.

"B-but she said. she never-" His words

stuck in his throat when he started

to understand. why she was always

clingy to him... the way she confessed.

the way she tried to seduce him. When

she said that Sunoo is the part of Mafia.. it was always Wonyoung to say such

things.

"She planned it all.." Ni-ki snarled

this time, wiping his tears he took a

deep breath because it was getting

difficult to control now.

Ignoring the now-frozen Sunghoon, Jake

tried to call Sunoo once again and his phone rang inside his room. Going there, he grabbed Sunoo's phone

and sighed shakily. He saw all of his

calls notification with sad eyes but one notification caught his attention. it

was a message from Seojun. Clenching

his jaw, he opened the message and his

blood boiled.

"I am sorry Sunoo.. I am really sorry. I really have no right to even say sorry but my heart is never letting me take a moment of relief. I am leaving this country for good but before that, I wanted to tell you the truth that...

I used you... I am sorry Sunoo. I used

you for the sake of my father's stupid mafia. The box I gave you was actually made for spying on Sunghoon. I know once he is going to know it, he must be very angry with you and I am really ashamed on this.

Please forgive me for doing so and

one more thing... when I Proposed to

you, my feelings were true. I really

love you Sunoo but the fact is.. thatI

don't deserve a pure angel like you...I wanted to meet you once before

leaving this country but I know

you will never come after knowing

the truth. I loved your company

and friendship... I don't know why

I did that to run our beautiful

relationship, but still, I will never

forgive myself.

You will receive your Jacket

tomorrow... I hope that you

may have all the happiness you

deserve..with... Sunghoon.

From: Seojun

After reading the message, he closed his eyes and his body fell on the soft mattress. Soon Heeseung came inside,

followed by Ni-ki and Kang-min who

got worried when he didn't come back. Heeseung when saw him in this condition, his heart clenched..

he quickly hugged him and Jake cried

while hugging back. Ni-ki took the phone and he also cried but the next moment, he wiped his tears and went back to Sunghoon.. who was still standing in the same position.

"Here.. read it and soon your 100

million will be here," Ni-ki said

sarcastically, handing him Sunoo's

phone and leaving him in his destroyed fate. Slowly, Sunghoon looked up at the phone, reading the message he thought that all of his world crashed into pieces. To add more to his pain, a guard came with a parcel and left that on the table.

Kang-min when noticed it came forth

and opened that, till then Jake and

Heeseung also came out of Sunoo's

room.

"It's the jacket.. he.. he bought for

THAN," Kang-min mumbled, observing the expensive jacket with sad eyes.

Sunghoon was standing like a statue...

his tears were falling freely from his

eyes without blinking. He really did

destroy his world by his own hands, he pushes his happiness away so brutally.

Jake removed Heeseung's hand from

his shoulders and moved towards

Sunghoon, his face stoic and eyes

fierce.

"He said that you had a diamond

heart... but actually you lost a precious

gem, Park Sunghoon!" Keeping his voice

lower, Jake said and moved to the door

but suddenly halted and turned back.

"Believe me Sunghoon... if anything

happens to him... I will never ever

forgive you.. NEVER!" With that he left

the mansion, Heeseung called his name

but when he didn't stop, he rushed

behind him, not able to see his love in

so much pain.

Kang-min and Heeseung were watching

Sunghoon who was standing...

breathing heavily but soon he fell on

the floor.. on his knees like an empty

shell, like there was no energy, no life

inside his body.

"S-Sunoo... Ang-el" His words came

out broken as his body started to shake with heavy sobs, reality hit him harder, breaking every ounce of strength, leaving him helpless. He was crying... crying on his loss... the great Mafia THAN, Park Sunghoon cried for the person he lost, by his own hands, by his own words.

"Find- FIND HIM!" Taking some choked

breaths, he yelled at Kang-min who was

also crying but quickly nodded and left

to gather his men.

"I am so- Sorry love... I am sorry. I was

stupid.. so stupid." He cried in pain, in

sheer pain with his face in his palms.

Ni-ki watched him breaking right in front of his eyes but, he didn't feel bad for him.. because he has seen the innocent boy in the worst condition, he witnessed Sunoo suffering  more.

...

2 days ago

"Sir his condition is a bit stable but he

needs a heart transplant as soon as

possible otherwise-" The doctor trailed

while stating and that boy shook his

head.

"Don't say it. please save him.. can. can I take him with me? To another country? I will take care of everything but I had to leave tomorrow... I don't want to leave him here." The humble person pleaded, licking his lips desperately.

"You can but you will need a doctor by his side during the flight.. and he needs a transplant within this week. He is still unconscious... but what about his family?" The older doctor inquired the boy.

"I don't think that he had one... its more than a day and no one came searching about him. I am here for such people.. so I am going to take him with me. I will take care of him.." He said with a soft smile and the older nodded finding it best according to the situation.

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