CHAPTER 37
THE PAIN HE NEVER DESERVES
THIRD PERSON POV
Sunghoon was losing his temper with
every passing moment.... all of his men
were busy finding out about Sunoo
but..
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?
CANT YOU JUST FIND HIM??" He
yelled at all of his men who gathered
to brief him about the search so far.
"S-Sir we checked every hospital..
every park.. orphanages.. every
possible place, even we searched the
hideout of Yong's mafia... we searched
for Seojun too but he is alone... we.
we couldn't-" Sunghoon grabbed the
person by his collar harshly causing
the male to quiver under his bloodshot
red eyes.
Ni-ki, Heeseung, and Kang-min were
standing there, watching Sunghoon
breaking every moment and now they
all started to pity his condition.
He wasn't eating well since the day he
got to know the truth. All he could do
was search for Sunoo... besides his
men, he was searching for the boy by himself only to fail every time. He was
feeling the same pain... that Sunoo
felt that day...
"FIND HIM!" He growled in distress
and the men quickly nodded though
they all knew they were late... very
late.
...
"We are going to Seoul... today," Jay
said in hurry to Jungwon, who was typing something on his laptop in the office.
Jungwon looked up with wide eyes...
totally surprised.
"Today?? You sure you are not drunk?"
Jungwon muttered with raised brows as
Jay told him they will go after 4
days even when he almost begged him
and now he said that out of blue.
"Come on... just hurry up.I will tell
you everything during our flight."
Jay replied in a serious tone and
Jungwon quickly nodded, turning off his
laptop, he grabbed his coat from his chair and left from his office.
"So, care to explain?" Jungwon asked in a
cocky tone and Jay sighed.
"My brother.. the actual owner of the
Park Enterprise.. he needs me there.
One of our trusted men informed
me that he lost someone precious."
Jay answered, closing his eyes
while shaking his head in disbelief.
Of course, when Heeseung informed
him about Sunghoon's condition, he
couldn't believe that. He knew that
Sunghoon wasn't the type to be weak
for someone but looks like, love really
changes a person.
Jungwon frowned at his words,
slumping more on his seat, he huffed
dramatically.
"In short, we are going due to your
mafia problems not because I
practically begged you to go there."
The disappointment was clear in his
voice that caught Jay's attention.
He smiled slightly and leaned forward,
kissing the temple of the other, causing him to flinch.
"Hey! I told you not to touch me as you
want." He slightly pushed Jay, who
just laughed as Jungwon was getting red.
"Fine fine... my cupcake... it's like
aiming two birds with a single arrow."
He smirked and Jungwon just rolled his
eyes.
"Whatever.. you have to find him and
if you won't find my love... I will gladly
reject your proposal." Jungwon threatened and gave him a devilish smirk, surprising Jay. His eyes turned
dark and in the next moment, Jungwon
was pulled onto Jay's lap.. their faces dangerously close.
"Don't call someone else your love.
or..." He pulled him closer.
"I will turn into the typical Mafia you
mentioned before." His voice was too
much deep.
Jungwon was baffled by the situation
but soon he contained his posture
by pushing the other harshly, alas he ended up on the floor of the plane..
hissing a bit. Jay laughed loudly at his cuteness.
Somehow the younger managed
and the plane landed at the airport
in Seoul. Jungwon was so much happy
yet feeling a bit uncomfortable after
landing in the city after so long.
A black Lamborghini stopped in
front of them and they went to Park's
mansion.
When they arrived, Jungwon's jaw
dropped on the floor by watching the
beautiful mansion with lots of guards..
all were loaded with heavy guns.
Jay when saw him with opened
mouth controlled his laughter and
moved Jungwon's chin a little up to close
his mouth. To his surprise, Jungwon didn't protest or said anything.
"Oh finally you are here Mr. Park..
please try to make him calm." A tall
man greeted both of them as Jay Just when they entered the living room, they saw many men standing with worried faces as loud crashing Sounds were clear to hear.
"What is happening?" Jay asked
and Heeseung just pointed his finger
toward Sunghoon's office. Without
wasting any second, he quickly rushed
there and tried to open the office but it
was locked.
"Sunghoon... it's me. Sunghoon, open
the door... Hyung is here.. Hoon."
His voice was so much soft and Jungwon
was surprised as How he was to his brother, trying to console his baby brother.
The crashing sounds stopped and
soon door opened, revealing a totally
messed up Sunghoon. His hair was
stuck to his forehead due to sweat, his
clothes were ripped from some points,
and the room? Well better not to talk
about it.
"H-hyung?" Sunghoon quickly hugged
Jay, who caught him gently and
gestured for the other men to leave
and they complied immediately. He
entered the room with Sunghoon and
closed the door behind him.
Jungwon was standing with pursed lips,
looking awkwardly toward the tall
man, he waved his hand and to his
surprise, the tall man returned back it
with a smile... a dimpled smile.
"I am Heeseung." He introduced
himself, offering his hand and Jungwon
gladly accepted that.
"Jungwon. Yang Jungwon." He said with his soft smile and Heeseung's mind clicked. The name sounded familiar to him but he couldn't remember it properly.
Shrugging it off, he showed Jungwon a
room and told him to refresh and call
him if need anything.
"Ni-ki... The boy who came with Mr.Park is in the guest room.. please ask
him about dinner." Ni-ki nodded as
Heeseung peeked inside the kitchen to inform him.
"Here drink it.. and tell me the whole
thing." Jay was really surprised
by seeing his condition. It was the
first time after their fathers death that
Sunghoon was looking so broken. Sunghoon took the glass and chucked down the water.
After telling the whole stupidity he had
done with the fragile boy he looked up
at Jay.
"I-I can't find anything about him.
I know I was wrong.. but I am
ashamed... please Hyung... find him.
I can't bear this pain... it hurts a lot.
I want him.. I want him here." He
sobbed like a child and Jay's heart
broke to hear his sobs.
"We will find him. but at least
show me his picture or something."
Sunghoon nodded quickly and showed
him a picture of Sunoo on his
phone and Jay's breath caught in
his throat when he saw that.
"He.. he is Sunoo? Kim Sunoo?"
He stuttered and Sunghoon nodded in a
daze.. smiling through his tears while
looking deeply at that adorable smile, missing the horror-struck look at the older's face.
"He is my Sunoo." He said caressing the screen lightly and Jay rubbed his temple...
It's so complicated.. I hope Jungwon
doesn't blame me.
A new fear was evident in his life..
yes he knew Sunoo and on his
insist, Jungwon once let him see a picture
of Sunoo that he found in his old
book. Jay can't forget the face
as Jungwon described him, so happily.
But now everything is so much
complicated that he doesn't know how
he is going to tackle the situation.
Jungwon took a warm shower and
changed into more comfortable
clothes. He was standing by the
balcony when he heard a knock on the
door.
After hearing a small and soft come in,
Ni-ki came inside and greeted the other.
"Hi.. um. I am Ni-ki.. butler of
this mansion. What do you want for
dinner?"
"Um. anything will be fine. Well, I
am Yang Jungwon. Nice to meet you." He
smiled and ni-ki was shocked.
"Jungwon?" He repeated in a daze and
Jungwon nodded his head in confusion.
"D-do you know... Sunoo? Kim
Sunoo?" Ni-ki asked moving closer to Jungwon who got tensed when he heard Sunoo's name from a stranger... in a mafia household.
"How do you know him?" He
questioned instead of answering, a frown evident on his face.
Should I tell him the truth? Than
will be angry and Jay Hyung?? What
should I do?"
"I am asking from you... how do you
know him?" Now Jungwon sounded
frustrated and annoyed.
"Let me tell you." A voice interrupted the thick atmosphere... there stands Jay with a cold face.
"You can leave Ni-ki." He ordered and the other compiled immediately, still bewildered about the new situation.
Jay closed the door and walked up
to the bed before patting the mattress.
"Here.. sit down." Jungwon did that and
looked up with a frown.
"First of all. promise me that you
won't interrupt me till I end the whole
thing.. and secondly believe me I had
no idea about that whole situation so don't blame me." Jungwon just nodded eagerly.
"Sunoo was here with Sunghoon.
and is the person we need to find for
him.. the reason we are here-"
"WHAT? HOW? WHY? Why in the
World he was living in a Mafia house??
Sunghoon? The boy who was crying
earlier? Wait.. find? WHERE HE IS
NOW?" Jungwon blabbered, bombarding
the question while yelling at the other 1
blond.
"Jungwon ah... you just promised," He
reminded and Jungwon just shook his
head.
"No.. how can I calm down? Damn
Sunoo is so innocent.. why he ended up here?"
"Because his shitty stepfather sold him
to THAN, Sunghoon hyung."
"Sold?" A scowl formed on Jungwon's face. Jay sighed and nodded.
"Please listen to the whole story."
Somehow Jungwon gave up and listened
to the whole story, not so calmly as he
jumped many times during the story.
But when he heard the last part... he
lost it. Getting up furiously, he stormed
out of the room and knocked on Sunghoon's door.
"OPEN IT YOU FU**ER! I SAID OPEN IT.
HOW DARE YOU DO THAT... YOU!." He cried out loudly and Jay came running behind him.. so did Ni-ki and others.
"He just slept in whole 3 days, please
calm down Jungwon. he is regretting and
is hurt," jay said softly, trying to pray off Jungwon but couldn't. Instead, Jungwon grabbed his collar, shocking every person that was watching the Scene.
"You are the same.. you cared for
your brother.. do you have any idea
where Sunoo is?? He was sick you
dumber.. and your brother... forget
it. people like you can never love
someone truly." Jungwon snarled and jay grabbed his hands gently which were still on his collar.
"Jungwon please, don't say such words. I know he hurt him but he is regretting... he deserves a chance. And we are also human and have a heart."
"No, Mr. Park Jeongsung. People like you just want to take advantage of innocents... but believe me, I am not innocent like Sunoo. I am not weak like him." He pushed Jay back and turned on his heels. Jay was hurt, hearing all those words but he had to think wisely. He grabbed others' wrists.
"Please... you can be angry but don't leave. We can search for him together.. then, I won't stop you." He said with great difficulty and saw Jungwon closing his eyes and falling on the floor on his knees... looking all broken.
"Pl-please... find him. he doesn't deserve all this pain and suffering... please" He cried, letting his tears fall on his cheeks... showing everyone his broken side behind his rage. Jay came forth and hugged his shaking figure, finding his own heart clenching.
"We will... Soon we will."
All of the men were crying as well. No one ever thought that a single person could make the whole mafia cry like that.
Sunghoon was listening to everything, not able to face the boy who came with Jay. He was leaning on the door from the inside, not much different from the people on the other side of the door.
"I am sorry Sunoo. Please come back angel, please."
His eyes let the feelings fall in the form of that salty water. Recalling everything, he bumped his head back on the wooden door. Those soft giggles,
that cutest smile, and innocent gestures, those all sweet things turned to the painful images from the night of his doom, making him clench his fists. His gaze turned dark while remembering a certain person.. an annoying person.
"WONYOUNG.. I WILL TORTURE YOU..TILL YOU BEG ME TO KILL YOU."
...
"Sir his condition is getting worse. he didn't wake up yet and his heartbeat is slower than before. We need to hurry" The doctor informed the boy who grabbed his hair, getting tense at the news.
It's been 3 days since that boy took Sunoo with him but yet Sunoo didn't wake up.
The medium-height boy looked down at Sunoo, whose head was Wrapped in a bandage, his one eye was still swelled, and his face was pale. An Oxygen mask was covering his half-face, still, his features were not hidden.
He looks so innocent... but why he had to go through this much pain? Why he is alone?
"Yeonjun?" His manager called him and he snapped out of the trance, giving his attention t said person.
"Did you find it?" He asked quickly and a hint of sadness washed over his face when his manager shook his head in a no.
"Find the donor Bin.. we need it as soon as possible. I don't know.. how long his body could fight." The humble man named Yeonjun sighed and looked back at weak and unconscious Sunoo.
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