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Chapter 37

CHAPTER 37

THE PAIN HE NEVER DESERVES

THIRD PERSON POV

Sunghoon was losing his temper with

every passing moment.... all of his men

were busy finding out about Sunoo

but..

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?

CANT YOU JUST FIND HIM??" He

yelled at all of his men who gathered

to brief him about the search so far.

"S-Sir we checked every hospital..

every park.. orphanages.. every

possible place, even we searched the

hideout of Yong's mafia... we searched

for Seojun too but he is alone... we.

we couldn't-" Sunghoon grabbed the

person by his collar harshly causing

the male to quiver under his bloodshot

red eyes.

Ni-ki, Heeseung, and Kang-min were

standing there, watching Sunghoon

breaking every moment and now they

all started to pity his condition.

He wasn't eating well since the day he

got to know the truth. All he could do

was search for Sunoo... besides his

men, he was searching for the boy by himself only to fail every time. He was

feeling the same pain... that Sunoo

felt that day...

"FIND HIM!" He growled in distress

and the men quickly nodded though

they all knew they were late... very

late.

...

"We are going to Seoul... today," Jay

said in hurry to Jungwon, who was typing something on his laptop in the office.

Jungwon looked up with wide eyes...

totally surprised.

"Today?? You sure you are not drunk?"

Jungwon muttered with raised brows as

Jay told him they will go after 4

days even when he almost begged him

and now he said that out of blue.

"Come on... just hurry up.I will tell

you everything during our flight."

Jay replied in a serious tone and

Jungwon quickly nodded, turning off his

laptop, he grabbed his coat from his chair and left from his office.

"So, care to explain?" Jungwon asked in a

cocky tone and Jay sighed.

"My brother.. the actual owner of the

Park Enterprise.. he needs me there.

One of our trusted men informed

me that he lost someone precious."

Jay answered, closing his eyes

while shaking his head in disbelief.

Of course, when Heeseung informed

him about Sunghoon's condition, he

couldn't believe that. He knew that

Sunghoon wasn't the type to be weak

for someone but looks like, love really

changes a person.

Jungwon frowned at his words,

slumping more on his seat, he huffed

dramatically.

"In short, we are going due to your

mafia problems not because I

practically begged you to go there."

The disappointment was clear in his

voice that caught Jay's attention.

He smiled slightly and leaned forward,

kissing the temple of the other, causing him to flinch.

"Hey! I told you not to touch me as you

want." He slightly pushed Jay, who

just laughed as Jungwon was getting red.

"Fine fine... my cupcake... it's like

aiming two birds with a single arrow."

He smirked and Jungwon just rolled his

eyes.

"Whatever.. you have to find him and

if you won't find my love... I will gladly

reject your proposal." Jungwon threatened and gave him a devilish smirk, surprising Jay. His eyes turned

dark and in the next moment, Jungwon

was pulled onto Jay's lap.. their faces dangerously close.

"Don't call someone else your love.

or..." He pulled him closer.

"I will turn into the typical Mafia you

mentioned before." His voice was too

much deep.

Jungwon was baffled by the situation

but soon he contained his posture

by pushing the other harshly, alas he ended up on the floor of the plane..

hissing a bit. Jay laughed loudly at his cuteness.

Somehow the younger managed

and the plane landed at the airport

in Seoul. Jungwon was so much happy

yet feeling a bit uncomfortable after

landing in the city after so long.

A black Lamborghini stopped in

front of them and they went to Park's

mansion.

When they arrived, Jungwon's jaw

dropped on the floor by watching the

beautiful mansion with lots of guards..

all were loaded with heavy guns.

Jay when saw him with opened

mouth controlled his laughter and

moved Jungwon's chin a little up to close

his mouth. To his surprise, Jungwon didn't protest or said anything.

"Oh finally you are here Mr. Park..

please try to make him calm." A tall

man greeted both of them as Jay Just when they entered the living room, they saw many men standing with worried faces as loud crashing Sounds were clear to hear.

"What is happening?" Jay asked

and Heeseung just pointed his finger

toward Sunghoon's office. Without

wasting any second, he quickly rushed

there and tried to open the office but it

was locked.

"Sunghoon... it's me. Sunghoon, open

the door... Hyung is here.. Hoon."

His voice was so much soft and Jungwon

was surprised as How he was to his brother, trying to console his baby brother.

The crashing sounds stopped and

soon door opened, revealing a totally

messed up Sunghoon. His hair was

stuck to his forehead due to sweat, his

clothes were ripped from some points,

and the room? Well better not to talk

about it.

"H-hyung?" Sunghoon quickly hugged

Jay, who caught him gently and

gestured for the other men to leave

and they complied immediately. He

entered the room with Sunghoon and

closed the door behind him.

Jungwon was standing with pursed lips,

looking awkwardly toward the tall

man, he waved his hand and to his

surprise, the tall man returned back it

with a smile... a dimpled smile.

"I am Heeseung." He introduced

himself, offering his hand and Jungwon

gladly accepted that.

"Jungwon. Yang Jungwon." He said with his soft smile and Heeseung's mind clicked. The name sounded familiar to him but he couldn't remember it properly.

Shrugging it off, he showed Jungwon a

room and told him to refresh and call

him if need anything.

"Ni-ki... The boy who came with Mr.Park is in the guest room.. please ask

him about dinner." Ni-ki nodded as

Heeseung peeked inside the kitchen to inform him.

"Here drink it.. and tell me the whole

thing." Jay was really surprised

by seeing his condition. It was the

first time after their fathers death that

Sunghoon was looking so broken. Sunghoon took the glass and chucked down the water.

After telling the whole stupidity he had

done with the fragile boy he looked up

at Jay.

"I-I can't find anything about him.

I know I was wrong.. but I am

ashamed... please Hyung... find him.

I can't bear this pain... it hurts a lot.

I want him.. I want him here." He

sobbed like a child and Jay's heart

broke to hear his sobs.

"We will find him. but at least

show me his picture or something."

Sunghoon nodded quickly and showed

him a picture of Sunoo on his

phone and Jay's breath caught in

his throat when he saw that.

"He.. he is Sunoo? Kim Sunoo?"

He stuttered and Sunghoon nodded in a

daze.. smiling through his tears while

looking deeply at that adorable  smile, missing the horror-struck look at the older's face.

"He is my Sunoo." He said caressing the screen lightly and Jay rubbed his temple...

It's so complicated.. I hope Jungwon

doesn't blame me.

A new fear was evident in his life..

yes he knew Sunoo and on his

insist, Jungwon once let him see a picture

of Sunoo that he found in his old

book. Jay can't forget the face

as Jungwon described him, so happily.

But now everything is so much

complicated that he doesn't know how

he is going to tackle the situation.

Jungwon took a warm shower and

changed into more comfortable

clothes. He was standing by the

balcony when he heard a knock on the

door.

After hearing a small and soft come in,

Ni-ki came inside and greeted the other.

"Hi.. um. I am Ni-ki.. butler of

this mansion. What do you want for

dinner?"

"Um. anything will be fine. Well, I

am Yang Jungwon. Nice to meet you." He

smiled and ni-ki was shocked.

"Jungwon?" He repeated in a daze and

Jungwon nodded his head in confusion.

"D-do you know... Sunoo? Kim

Sunoo?" Ni-ki asked moving closer to Jungwon who got tensed when he heard Sunoo's name from a stranger... in a mafia household.

"How do you know him?" He

questioned instead of answering, a frown evident on his face.

Should I tell him the truth? Than

will be angry and Jay Hyung?? What

should I do?"

"I am asking from you... how do you

know him?" Now Jungwon sounded

frustrated and annoyed.

"Let me tell you." A voice interrupted the thick atmosphere... there stands Jay with a cold face.

"You can leave Ni-ki." He ordered and the other compiled immediately, still bewildered about the new situation.

Jay closed the door and walked up

to the bed before patting the mattress.

"Here.. sit down." Jungwon did that and

looked up with a frown.

"First of all. promise me that you

won't interrupt me till I end the whole

thing.. and secondly believe me I had

no idea about that whole situation so don't blame me." Jungwon just nodded eagerly.

"Sunoo was here with Sunghoon.

and is the person we need to find for

him.. the reason we are here-"

"WHAT? HOW? WHY? Why in the

World he was living in a Mafia house??

Sunghoon? The boy who was crying

earlier? Wait.. find? WHERE HE IS

NOW?" Jungwon blabbered, bombarding

the question while yelling at the other 1

blond.

"Jungwon ah... you just promised," He

reminded and Jungwon just shook his

head.

"No.. how can I calm down? Damn

Sunoo is so innocent.. why he ended up here?"

"Because his shitty stepfather sold him

to THAN, Sunghoon hyung."

"Sold?" A scowl formed on Jungwon's face. Jay sighed and nodded.

"Please listen to the whole story."

Somehow Jungwon gave up and listened

to the whole story, not so calmly as he

jumped many times during the story.

But when he heard the last part... he

lost it. Getting up furiously, he stormed

out of the room and knocked on Sunghoon's door.

"OPEN IT YOU FU**ER! I SAID OPEN IT.

HOW DARE YOU DO THAT... YOU!." He cried out loudly and Jay came running behind him.. so did Ni-ki and others.

"He just slept in whole 3 days, please

calm down Jungwon. he is regretting and

is hurt," jay said softly, trying to pray off Jungwon but couldn't. Instead, Jungwon grabbed his collar, shocking every person that was watching the Scene.

"You are the same.. you cared for

your brother.. do you have any idea

where Sunoo is?? He was sick you

dumber.. and your brother... forget

it. people like you can never love

someone truly." Jungwon snarled and  jay grabbed his hands gently which were still on his collar.

"Jungwon please, don't say such words. I know he hurt him but he is regretting... he deserves a chance. And we are also human and have a heart."

"No, Mr. Park Jeongsung. People like you just want to take advantage of innocents... but believe me, I am not innocent like Sunoo. I am not weak like him." He pushed Jay back and turned on his heels. Jay was hurt, hearing all those words but he had to think wisely. He grabbed others' wrists.

"Please... you can be angry but don't leave. We can search for him together.. then, I won't stop you." He said with great difficulty and saw Jungwon closing his eyes and falling on the floor on his knees... looking all broken.

"Pl-please... find him. he doesn't deserve all this pain and suffering... please" He cried, letting his tears fall on his cheeks... showing everyone his broken side behind his rage. Jay came forth and hugged his shaking figure, finding his own heart clenching.

"We will... Soon we will."

All of the men were crying as well. No one ever thought that a single person could make the whole mafia cry like that.

Sunghoon was listening to everything, not able to face the boy who came with Jay. He was leaning on the door from the inside, not much different from the people on the other side of the door.

"I am sorry Sunoo. Please come back angel, please."

His eyes let the feelings fall in the form of that salty water. Recalling everything, he bumped his head back on the wooden door. Those soft giggles,

that cutest smile, and innocent gestures, those all sweet things turned to the painful images from the night of his doom, making him clench his fists. His gaze turned dark while remembering a certain person.. an annoying person.

"WONYOUNG.. I WILL TORTURE YOU..TILL YOU BEG ME TO KILL YOU."

...

"Sir his condition is getting worse. he didn't wake up yet and his heartbeat is slower than before. We need to hurry" The doctor informed the boy who grabbed his hair, getting tense at the news.

It's been 3 days since that boy took Sunoo with him but yet Sunoo didn't wake up.

The medium-height boy looked down at Sunoo, whose head was Wrapped in a bandage, his one eye was still swelled, and his face was pale. An Oxygen mask was covering his half-face, still, his features were not hidden.

He looks so innocent... but why he had to go through this much pain? Why he is alone?

"Yeonjun?" His manager called him and he snapped out of the trance, giving his attention t said person.

"Did you find it?" He asked quickly and a hint of sadness washed over his face when his manager shook his head in a no.

"Find the donor Bin.. we need it as soon as possible. I don't know.. how long his body could fight." The humble man named Yeonjun sighed and looked back at weak and unconscious Sunoo.

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