Chapter 122
Lick it And Slip it in
Laylaâs pov
I know I have tears flowing down my cheeks as I rush back to the library. I donât feel like staying here
and donât want to see him in the halls anymore.
I knew that there was a huge possibility that we would cross paths.
I brush my hands through my hair. But if I decide to leave Iâd show him that what he did affects me.
And God, even though it shouldnât have, it did. I felt like my heart was tearing apart which made me
know that I had indeed fallen for him.
Iâm not sure when it happened or why. I just know those feelings were not anything that could stop
anytime soon.
I entered the library, wiping under my eyes. Some part of me wanted him to follow me, some part didnât
want him to
see how much of a mess he made me.
| told him I didnât want him for myself, and him seeing those tears run down my cheeks showed my true
feelings.
I wanted to smack my own head for being so stupid. How can I say something and yet act another
way?
I told him he was nothing but a manwhore and he showed me that he was. I shouldnât be surprised. I
shouldnât have re acted the way I did.
| strut back over to Tiffany whose head is down and busy
jotting down on the paper. When she lifts her head, her eyes peer up at my face and her brows knot
quickly.
The pen falls on the paper and she reacted quickly by pushing off the chair and getting beside me
before I could sit down.
âLai, whatâs wrong!?â Tiffany gasped reaching out for me and skimming her eyes over my face. Her
eyes are deep with worry and her face showed the same.
âI hate him Tif.â | whispered, my throat tight. I wanted to cry all over again. The tears building up in my
eyes betrayed me and started to trail down my cheeks yet again.
Tiffanyâs brows knot and she searches my eyes as if the windows of my soul would tell her or at least
give her a hint of who I am referring to.
âHuh?â She asked looking confused.
âHeâs such a dick.â I said again, my bottom lip trembling.
Tiffanyâs hands on my shoulder tighten and she pressed me for an answer. âWho do you hate? Whoâs
the dick?â
âTyler,â My lips wobble and then I began to cry when her eyes shift in understanding.
âWhat did he do?â She whispered, her soft voice trying to comfort me.
âI found him with a girl in the bathroom. He was fucking her Tif.â | nearly vomited when those words slip
out my mouth like a tumbling mess.
vai Hearing her moans and the way she purred out his name
was disgusting and upsetting. I hated her. And I hated him even more.
Why would he sleep with someone minutes after we spoke?
Was he enjoying himselfâ¦..
I shook my head, disappointed in myself for where my thoughts have wandered to.
Tiffanyâs eyes widen in surprise and for a couple of sec onds, she just stood there staring at me with
her mouth part ed and her gaze deep with shock.
And then she let out a stunned gasp as if she hadnât quite heard me right.â What?â
| shook my head and whispered again. âI found him with some girl in the bathroom, she was moaning
out his name.â
Tiffanyâs eyes widen even more which I was surprised they could widen again. âYouâre kidding right?â
I shook my head and snorted even though my throat hurt. Oh I wish I was kidding Tiffany. I really wish I
was.
âNo Iâm not kidding. He literally confirmed by getting out of the stall and had the nerve to look guilty and
shocked when I caught him. Such a dick.â | sneered and moved away from her to walk to the chair I
was sitting on before I went to the bathroom.
Tiffany followed after me. âWhat an asshole! Iâm shocked honestly, he didnât look like heâd actually do
something like this to you.â
I plopped down on the chair and rubbed my forehead while I try to stop from feeling pity for myself and
snorted at Tiffanyâs words.
âWhy is it surprising? Heâs a manwhore, he always was. Thank God I didnât keep my hopes up for him,
I would surely have been more disappointed than I am now.â | whispered while digging my fingers into
my scalp.
I wish this hurt less.
I wish I didnât allow him to hurt me.
I wish I had guarded my heart more, guarded my feel ingsâ¦â¦.
Now what I thought I would avoid at the start of our ar rangement blew up in my face.
I had gained feelings for him and it was clear he didnât care about me despite him saying he liked me.
If he had an ounce of feelings for me he wouldnât have been in that stall screwing that girl.
Screw him.
Tiffany plop down on the chair mirroring mine, right back where she sat moments ago and looked at me
across the ta ble.
âI just still canât believe it. He just seemed so into you. Like the way he stared at you Lai, it was different
than how Iâve seen him stare at any other girl. There was something there, I couldâve sworn I saw it.â
She whispered while shaking her head in disbelief.
I let out another snort. âClearly not.â
She looked at me in pity and I sighed while running a hand down my face. âLook I know you mean
good but looking at me in pity isnât helping Tifâ¦.â I whispered.
Her eyes flickered sadly and she looked a bit guilty. âI canât help but think this is all my fault too Lai.â
My brows drew together as 1 peer at her across the table in confusion. âHow is this your fault?â
She whispered. âBecause I was the one who suggested that you sleep with him for inspiration in the
first place. If I hadnât then your heart wouldnât be breaking right now.â
| winced and cleared my throat. âMy heart isnât breaking Tif, Iâm okay. Well, Iâll be okay. I wasnât that into
him anyway...â I trailed off and lying straight through my teeth.
She doesnât believe me, I can see it clear as day on her face but she nods anyway.
Her fingers touch on her lips and she pinches her mouth ever so slightly. I froze. I know that look. She
was about to say something that would upset me.
âOkay you might throw that huge ass heavy book at my face after asking you this but I have to.â She
winces and looks at me nervously.
My eyes narrowed on her face.â What is it?â