Chapter 18

Xade’s pov The door opens and I stiffen. Aj of me hoped it was Avery who had come back. It was so hard for me to fight my urges to catch up to her and bring her back here, bend her over, and fuck her again and again.

But I didn’t think she’d like for her boyfriend to have walked in on us.

Besides, she regretted it. That’s why I even suggested we pretend it never happened. I damn well knew it was her tonight.

That intoxicating scent wasn’t something I would miss. I was a werewolf and my senses were higher than a regular human. I could see it was her. See everything clearly.

Those red lace thong she swept to the side to reveal that pretty pussy I dreamt about for years, that red lace bra I pushed down to reveal those dusty pink nipples I had the pleasure in sucking.

I was so fucking in the moment I had lost control.

It didn’t help that the full moon was out tonight and usually when its here it messes with my senses. Especially that sexual urge to mate.

Which is why I always avoid V when the moon is out because I knew, my wolf wanted her, wanted her as our mate, chose her yet it’s impossible. She was human and wouldn’t be able to survive my mark, especially since I am an alpha.

There was an even bigger chance she’d die on the spot if my teeth sink into her. So even though I wanted her, it’s impossible for us to work.

11:51 I was so happy it was dark and she could not have seen my teeth poking out of my gums, throbbing to mark her. I am surprised I had so much control tonight, she’s lucky.

If she hadn’t moaned that fucker’s name, I would’ve surely lost it and marked her.

“Just saw my girl,” Kyan chuckled, kicking off his shoes. I glared at him. He was an untidy bastard and tonight him calling her his girl made me want to strangle him.

“Said she had a surprise for me,” Kyan whistled. “Looked so damn hot-

He looked at me and read my furious expression wrongly. “Sorry forgot she is like a sister to you dude.” He laughed and showed his hands up in surrender.

If I can just kill him….it wouldn’t be against the rules right? I could just bury him without anyone knowing. The council wouldn’t know a thing.

“Anyway, she left before she could give me that surprise,” Kyan huffed, throwing himself on his bed and opening the big bag of chips. “Wonder what it would’ve been.”

I want to throttle him until he turned blue. I never liked that jackass for V, even though I was going to live with her loving someone else other than me, I never wanted her to end up with this douche.

We were friends, but the guy was just not good enough for my girl. Avery deserved someone a whole lot better, someone to protect her and. put her first. Someone to love her, even her flaws, which I swore she had none.

My girl was perfection.

My wolf swelled with pride knowing that it was only right I took her 11.45 of her first.

I had taken her first ki*s too when we were younger, I blamed it on tripping and we went crashing to the floor with my lips landing directly on hers.

It was no damn accident, I had craved these lips on mine for years and that day the moon would be up and I just couldn’t control my self.

Just like tonight, I knew it was her, and sure the moon had clouded my vision a bit but if I had wanted I could’ve told her it was me from the get go and give her the option to leave.

But I just wanted to be greedy and take this too. It belonged to me. It only belonged to me.

However when she moaned that bastard’s name, I felt guilty and had to pretend I hadn’t known it was her when all I wanted to do was take her over and over.

Mark her and mate her. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t risk her not surviving this.

I put my selfish needs and wants to the side for her like always, choosing her as my top priority. She was safer away from me. I could kill her. Literally. We beast fuck hard and I am surprised I withheld how much rougher I could have been with her.

my “Probably nothing special,” I shrugged, turning around to give him back before he saw the flash of my wolf in my eyes. I did not want to risk a human seeing me.

Kyan hummed. “I doubt it, just the way she dressed showed me she came here to really, really surprise me.” He clicked his tongue. “You probably would’ve ended up being a godfather today man.”

He laughed like he had just said the funniest joke.

His words made me curl with fury and I really really wanted to tear this idiot apart. I snarled low, fighting off the urge and gripping my sheets, my nails reading through the material. If this guy survives tonight I will be surprised.

But then through my rage some of his words splashed cold water on me. I came inside Avery tonight.

My heart grows cold. It feels like a freezing hand had wrapped around it, gripped it hard and turned it into ice.

Tonight was a full moon and since she’s my mate, there was a chance she could end up pregnant after this one encounter. I needed to get her a plan b quickly tomorrow. I was more than certain she’d not think to get it seeing as Avery sometimes forgets important stuff.

If she ends up being pregnant, there’s an even bigger chance of her dying.

My heart speeds.

I needed to make sure she didn’t end up pregnant.

And it’s a good excuse to see her tomorrow. See how she will react to seeing me and how she feels. I know she felt awful, I could smell the shame on her. The thought of her regretting what we had done weighs like a heavy stone in my belly.