Chapter 3

3 Avery’s pov My heart seized. Completely stopped working. His voice had entirely penetrated and punctured the haze of pleasure we had just been in. Xade. This voice above me belonged to my best friend Xade.

The cock inside me belonged to my best friend Xade. The dick I had just been riding….

Xade…..

Xade!

I try to wrap my head around the situation I had just put us in as realization dawned on me. Something heavy dropped in my stomach. Was it dread? Fear? Regret? I wasn’t sure. I couldn’t think properly with his cock still throbbing inside me. And it didn’t help that it was growing back hard and twitching.

With trembling hands I push them on his sweaty chest, the same chest I had press against while I rode him. Oh God. My face heated up, the sinking feeling in my stomach growing. “Oh my God,” I whispered, tears of shame pricking the corners of my eyes.

This cannot be happening right now. I did not just sleep with my best friend. I did not just give him my virginity. I did not just get rammed. by Xade freaking Archer. What have I done? What have we done?

There was no going back now after this. The line is already blurred. Oh my God. My face was so hot I knew I was so beet red. I am thankful he cannot see me right now.

11:31 “V?” he whispered softly and his cock twitched. Oh God this is embarrassing.

“I’m sorry.” I found my voice and clenched my eyes tightly as it came out filled with shame and regret. “I thought Kyan was home and you were out. I-

I choked up, my chest heaving as I fought the bubble of urge to cry. How humiliating. If I had just put on the lights I would have noticed it wasn’t Kyan and this wouldn’t have happened. I just gave Xade my virginity.

I tremble under him and Xade flipped us over, holding and hugging me as I cried with silent embarrassed sobs. He was still very much inside me and still hard.

His hands lift in my hair and he soothed. “Shhh it’s okay V.”

But it was not. We just slept together, I mistook him for my boyfriend. who was his roommate and good friend and gave him my virginity. And not only that but he and Mel had a thing going on too. The line. was more than blurred right now it was trashed.

I screwed up.

I didn’t-

I hiccuped, sobbing and burying my face in my hands. I would do. anything for the ground to open and swallow me whole to avoid this embarrassing situation.

“I am so sorry Xa–de,” I croaked out, I didn’t want to lose him. I definitely didn’t want this to come between us. How would I face both Melissa and Kyan too? Oh God.

When I felt another twitch inside me, I grew hot and awkwardly pull 22.715 11:37 off him. I can’t believe he was hugging me while still being inside me. Perhaps he hadn’t noticed.

I winced. Now that the haze of desire had evaporated, the pain of my muscles being pounded and used was very present. It feels like I had been rammed by a truck. Xade was definitely packing like Mel had boasted about.

I winced. Mel….

How was I so stupid to not have noticed that this had been my best. friend all along. The strawberry scent, only Xade used the shampoo I bought them. Kyan had said it smelt too fruity and I knew Xade hated. it but he was always one to make me feel happy.

He was always more toned than the guys here too, and his hands were massive. I should have known they were not Kyan’s clumsy hands. Xade had mapped my body with his fingers too skillfully for it to have. been Kyan’s.

And those groans that had fluttered beside my ear, the grunts My face is hot and I scramble to right my panties, fixing my skirt as I rolled off the bed. Xade reaches out for me, his long fingers wrapping around my wrist to stop me. I sucked in a breath at the burning feeling his hands left on my skin.

I had always felt it, but tonight it was way hotter. Almost like a scorching tingling fire.

”

Wait,” his hoarse voice says through the awkward air. My heart rams.

against my chest. Oh God. Don’t say anything to embarrass me please. I already didn’t know what more I could tell him. Tears burned my vision.

I really had royally screwed up.

“We don’t have to say anything,” his voice is a whisper in the dark, caressing me. I hated that it did.

“What?” I breathed out, my heart kicking up a notch.

“We don’t have to let anyone know,” his thumb brush against my wrist as if trying to soothe me yet coax me to come back to bed. I didn’t know which one.” This can stay between us.”

My heart leaped in my throat. Is he saying that we should pretend this never happened? That I never gave him my virginity? Would it save our friendship and our relationships?

Like it never happened?” I whispered into the night, searching for his eyes but it was so dark I couldn’t see anything. It takes good while for him to answer and when he did it comes out hoarse and thick.

Yes,” he replied. “Like it never happened. You thought I was Kyan and I thought you were Melissa.”

His words feel like a punch in the gut even though they were nothing but the truth. However, he was giving us a way out of this shameful. incident and how could I not take it? We could go back to how things. were right? I will be able to face him tomorrow?

I swallowed and nod. “Like it never happened.” I agreed and pulled my arm free of his grip and fixed my clothes that he had ruffled. My top was yanked down but thankfully he had not torn it during his ravaging.

As I left the room and closed the door behind me, the ache between my legs mocked me with a memory that I will never forget.