FIFTY-EIGHT

AYSHAM’S POV:

“Do you want me to show how disrespect looks like?” Placing his palms on either side of my waist he leaned in with mischief in his eyes as his signature smirk adorned his plum lips.

“No, I am good.” I managed to say as I placed my hands on his hard rock chest when he jerked me towards him and smashed his lips against mine in a rough way. I closed my eyes as his hand trailed down and squeezed my ass only for me to gasp as I flushed more into him. Seeking the opportunity, he glided his tongue inside my mouth and started thrusting his tongue to reach the back of my throat. His movements were rough as he stroked every wall of my mouth making me believe that it would leave my lips swollen for tonight.

“F**K! I can’t get enough of you.” When I was on the verge of fainting due to lack of oxygen, he broke it and mumbled against my swollen lips while I took deep breaths to maintain the balance of air in my body.

I thought he would stop but he pressed his lips at the corner of my mouth and then trailed sloppy kisses till my ears.

“FARZAN!” I screamed his name fisting the collar of his shirt when he kissed just beneath my earlobe making me jump up due to the electric shock that jolted my body.

“Found your sensitive spot.” He smirked against my widened eyes as my lower lip trembled because of the intensity of the situation.

“We should go.” I said in a breathless state.

“They would take time to maintain everything. We have time.” He said not taking his eyes off of me making me uncomfortable as he wasn’t looking in mood in letting me go.

“You taste so go…” He was leaning again when I placed my palm on his lips making him stop midtracks.

“I am hungry.” I said biting my lip as he glared me for stopping him like that. I removed my hand a little so he could talk realizing his long glare on me.

“I am hungry too.” He said without any warning he smashed his lips against mine again. I fisted his collar as this time I pressed my lips in a thin line in order to not give him anything. He groaned as he stroked my lips to give him entrance but when I didn’t, he opened his eyes to glare at me.

“You want to play then it would be a fair one.” He said as within a second his one hand left my waist and wrapped around my neck while the other travelled upwards and cupped my breast above my clothes but he did it with his large calloused hand making me open my mouth like a fish and taking the chance he thrusted his tongue inside as this time it was rougher making me moan in his mouth and my voice was coming out as muffled moans. My moaned echoed in the balcony as it wasn’t big enough and since this was a public place therefore anybody could walk in and see how my mouth was taking in his tongue.

He pressed force around my neck he pressed somewhere making me moan louder in his mouth when my eyes became teary. My lungs were out of oxygen as he became rougher and rougher when black dots started appearing in order to blur vision.

“This is…” He choked me slightly as he whispered inside my mouth. “…is just s slight glimpse of disrespect.” He said when my knees buckled because of another choking he nibbled my lips one more time and grabbed me by my waist so that I couldn’t meet the floor.

I was taking deep breaths as he made me place my head against his chest. His large calloused hand was patted my hand while playing with my hairs.

“What would you do if I started doing things which I actually want to.” He rasped near my ear as my eyes were closed while gaining my even breaths.

“You should prepare yourself for that.” He pressed his lips against the side of my head as my breathings were already uneven and now my heart skipped a beat. I was scared and eager for that too.

“Why would I do that?” I said with my head still nuzzled inside his chest.

“Because you are mine.” He said as he placed his chin at the top of my head making a small smile to erupt on my face. It was true that woman liked attention as they crave for it and when it comes from the person who is also your partner that woman becomes one of the luckiest ones in the world. That’s because she knew however the outside world treats her there is someone waiting for her at homes who wants her and respects her.

“I am not a thing. You can’t stamp me.” I didn’t want to move from this position as the cold breeze flowing and the warmth of his chest were the things I wanted at that time.

“Who I am to you?” He asked as his voice was deep and rusty making my heart to skip a beat after his question.

I raised my head as he lifted his chin to look down at me. I placed my chin against his chest as I looked at in those forest green eyes where I can see my whole reflection.

“I don’t know.” I said and suddenly the emotions swirling in his eyes which was a rare sight to see vanished as his jaw clenched but I couldn’t say anything else which was what I actually wanted to say. Why can’t he understand what I want?

“What do you want me to become for you? A stranger?” The jaw was clenched and there was the burning intensity in his eyes which could burn the entire me.

“You can’t be a stranger now.” I couldn’t say what would happen if he was a stranger to me. Where would I be if we had never met? Most probably doing dishes in my aunt’s house.

“I can’t be your friend then.”  He grumbled as he must have relieved by my answer.

“Good husbands are also friends.” I said as I looks down rested my forehead against his chest this time. His body became stiff for a moment by my answer.

“You want me to become your husband?” He asked and my entire existence stiffened for a moment as this was the end where the decision should be made.

I stayed silent as he should be the one figuring that out. Tears started welling in my eyes as I didn’t receive any other comment from his side. Why would he become my husband as there was lust between us? I was in lust too when I stopped protesting against his touch as I didn’t know why it happened but it eventually happened.

Seconds passed and I lost hope of hearing something for which my soul was yearning to hear. If it’s lust then I should accept it as lust too. I shouldn’t add one more emotion with it because once I admit that loudly then nothing would be able to bring things back as they would become worse.

“Let’s go.” He grabbed my wrist and turned around failing me to see at his face as I let him drag me towards the table where everybody already started eating the food.

“We thought you would be gone for hours.” Muzamil bhai said as he pulled the chair for me to sit down.

“Seriously Farzan for twenty minutes. You disappoint me.” Areej said with mischief in her eyes looking at Farzan while she just winked at me. I didn’t know what she was talking about but nonetheless I blushed seeing everyone’s teasing smiles.

“You should be glad you don’t have to face that with me.” Farzan said without evening looking at her as while he sat beside me. Areej’s smile wiped off as she just rolled her eyes at him making sure he didn’t look at her. No matter how much frank these people were with Farzan, they still were scared of him.

“Here’s yours.” Muzamil bhai said as he signaled towards the boiling pot placed before me. Apparently, it was for me and Farzan and I didn’t even know what to do with that.

“You like cooking so you will like it too. Just put the things you want to eat.” He rasped near my ear as I was still engulfed by his cologne that made me intake a sharp breath. I started everything with his instructions as I added some dumplings, shrimps and spaghetti along with the vegetable that I like.

“What do you want to eat?”  I asked him enthusiastically as I liked what I was doing.

“I’ll eat whatever you would give me.” He said as he kissed every feature of my face as his lips dwelled up into a smile.

“I can starve you too then.” I bit my lip in order to hide my smile.

“Fine. I’ll have you for dinner then.” He smirked with glint in his eyes.

“I am too sweet for you. You can get diabetes.” I said trying to act reasonable.

“Who cared about the consequences when I get to eat you?” He whispered with his face close to mine while a shudder ran down my spine when his eyes lingered on lips for more than a while.

I diverted my attention towards the pot as I cleared my throat in order to wash up his effect on me but that was difficult to do as his fingers started playing with the ends of my hairs while his knuckles skimmed over my back. I glared at him as we were acting like we didn’t have any conversation at the balcony.

“I have to keep myself busy.” He just shrugged his shoulders as I tried to ignore him although his touch on the back was doing tickling in my stomach if that even made sense.

“Seriously people stop whispering sweet nothings in each other ears. There are single people here.” Muzamil bhai grabbed me off guard as I pressed my lips in a thin line in order to not blush hard while Farzan didn’t have any effect of his words while he kept playing with my hairs.

“Did I ever disturb you sleeping with women?” Farzan asked with a blank face.

“You once did to me.” Zaroon bhai said as my mouth went open as I realized Muzamil bhai was a playboy but Zaroon bhai seemed too decent and mature. But again, none of them were religious so I shouldn’t be this shock.

“We had our stocks dropping.” Farzan retorted back as our food was ready so I was about to put that in the bowls when Farzan grabbed the spoon from me.

“Let me do that. You will get burn.” The moment he said everyone gasped at the table as Zaroon bhai narrowed his eyes at him.

“When my car was blasted last year, you came to hospital and made me eat my own soup and that was hot.” Zaroon bhai said as I looked at him with concern and at the same time glared at Farzan for not taking care of his brother like friend properly.

“You could ask the nurse to do that.” Farzan ignored him while giving me my bowl.

“I did and you barged in.” Zaroon bhai glared.

“You were banging her when I barged in.” I covered my mouth to stifle my gasp as this along with me Suzi and Areej also glared at Zaroon bhai who couldn’t care less at that time.

“There is a way to do things.” Zaroon bhai said while Muzamil bhai shook his head in order to show his support with Zaroon bhai.

“Yes, the world is cruel. There is a give and take.” Muzamil bhai said in an intellectual manner as Areej rolled her eyes at him.

“Yeah, and you believe in that the most.” Zaroon bhai said as he smirked at Farzan who was giving me forks and spoons to start dinner.

“I do.” He simply acknowledged as he further added. “But my wife is an exception to that. She is here to take from me only.” He completed the sentence and my heart skipped a beat. That was unexpected and the most unexpected part was the word he used in his sentence ‘wife’.

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