Cruel Intentions: Chapter 24
Cruel Intentions : A High School Bully Romance (Eastern High Series Book 1)
Sleep was a fucking joke last night. My mind wouldnât shut up, replaying every worst-case scenario on an endless loop. Going back to school after my suspension? Yeah, thatâs the kind of shit that keeps you staring at the ceiling, chest tight, wondering what fresh hellâs waiting on the other side of those doors.
Halfway through the night, I couldnât take it anymore. I snuck into Noahâs roomâthe guy with a PhD in destruction, who can wreck me in every way imaginable and put me back together with a mind-blowing orgasm. He didnât disappoint.
Now, Iâm lying in his bed, his arm locked around my waist like Iâm some possession he refuses to let go of. His face is buried in the crook of my neck, his breath warm against my skin. And for a moment, I let myself sink into it. Into him. Because, fuck, being here feels like everything Iâve ever wanted. Safe. Wanted. Loved.
It takes everything in me to pull away, to slide out from under his arm as his fingers twitch like they want to pull me back.
My feet hit the floor, the cold seeping through, but I keep moving. Every step away from him feels like Iâm ripping a part of myself off and leaving it behind.
But I canât stay.
Not when Kenâs just down the hall. If he catches me sneaking out of Noahâs room, itâs game over. Kenâs been too good to meâgiving me a place to stay, a chance to finish school, and maybe even a shot at getting out of this fucking mess. I canât risk screwing any of that up.
Last night, after we fucked and collapsed into each other, Noah opened up about his mum.
The pain in his face, the way it still lingers after all this time, cut deeper than I expected. I want to help him, which is why I suggested he meet up with her. I get itâI know what itâs like to be abandoned.
Watching him wrestle with his own demons drags my own to the surface, especially the mess with my mother. Iâm so fucking angry at her and that pathetic excuse for a boyfriend she clings to. They deserve each other.
When he inevitably dumps her for someone elseâbecause he will, given his track record of his womanizing bullshitâmaybe sheâll finally realize the mistake she made.
But Iâm done.
If she ever tries to crawl back into my life, sheâll get the same treatment she gave me. Iâll treat her like someone I used to know. Noah feels the same way about his mother, and honestly, I canât blame him. You can only take so much before you stop letting people in.
Dressed and ready to face the day, my bag slung heavily over my shoulder, I step into the hallway. The aroma of cooking hits me instantly, a punch of nostalgia I wasnât prepared for.
It pulls me back to those nights I spent crashing at Noahâs house as a kid. Back then, waking up to the smell of breakfast felt like magicâlike the world wasnât such a shitty place after all. Now, living here, that familiar scent has taken on a bittersweet edge, a reminder of the safety I once felt under this roof.
I make my way into the kitchen and spot Noah perched on a stool by the island bench, deep in conversation with his dad. Kenâs busy at the stove, spatula in hand.
Their heads turn toward me as soon as I step through the doorway.
âGood morning, Aubrey,â Ken says, his voice warm and caring, the way it always is.
âGood morning,â I reply, heading toward the stool beside Noah.
But before I can sit, heâs already on his feet, crossing the space between us. His fingers thread through mine, his touch grounding me as he leans down to press a soft kiss to my lips. Itâs not the usual fiery, desperate kind of kiss we share, but something quieter. Gentler. Because Kenâs just a few feet away.
Without a word, Noah slides the bag off my shoulder like itâs his job to carry the weight for me. He guides me to the counter and settles back into his seat, pulling me into the space beside him. Itâs such a small thing, but it feels massiveâlike heâs telling me, in his own way, that I belong here. Even if part of me still struggles to believe it.
âYou nervous about going back to school today, Aubrey?â Ken asks, glancing over his shoulder after he flips something on the stove.
âYeah, a bit,â I admit, fidgeting with the edge of my sleeve. âI just hope everything goes smoothly.â
âIt will,â he says, his voice steady, reassuring. âYouâll be fine. I just know it.â He flashes me one of those warm, unwavering smiles that only Ken can pull off, the kind that makes you believe everything will be okay.
He plates the last pancake and carries the food over to usâpancakes, eggs, bacon, the works. âHope youâre hungry. I mightâve gone a little overboard this morning.â
Noah snorts, a grin tugging at his lips. âHeâs a little nervous. Simone asked him to stay at her place this weekend and he thinks weâll starve to death while heâs gone.â His tone is teasing, but thereâs a glint of affection in his eyes when he looks at Ken.
Ken chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck in a way that betrays his unease. âYou know, I am a little nervous,â he admits, trying to brush it off, though the worry is written all over him.
âYouâll be fine, Dad,â Noah says, piling an ungodly amount of bacon and eggs onto his plate like he hasnât eaten in weeks. âItâs Simone. You two have practically been glued together lately. Whatâs there to worry about?â
Simone. Sheâs been here nearly every afternoon when Noah and I walk through the door, her warmth and easy smile filling the space like sheâs always belonged.
Sheâs kind, but itâs more than that. Thereâs a steadiness to her, something that feels right. And then thereâs the way Ken looks at herâlike sheâs the missing piece he never knew he needed. Like this could be it for him.
Ken lets out a long breath, his shoulders relaxing slightly. âYeah, youâre right. Everything will be fine.â He grabs a pancake from the stack, rolls it up, and bites into it like heâs trying to convince himself as much as anyone else.
I watch their exchange quietly, a strange warmth blooming in my chest. Moments like thisâsimple, easyâmake it feel like maybe, just maybe, things donât always have to be so hard. Even if itâs just for a little while.
I help myself to a couple of pancakes, drizzling them with maple syrup before taking a bite.
Ken mentions a few places he and Simone want to visit, and Noah nods along, tossing in a few comments to keep the conversation flowing.
What surprises me is what Noah doesnât sayâthereâs no mention of his mom reaching out yesterday. Not even a passing reference. I canât tell if heâs avoiding it or if the words are stuck somewhere he canât reach.
When Ken finishes his coffee and loads the last plate into the dishwasher, he claps Noah on the shoulder. âYou two have a good day,â he says, flashing me a kind smile before heading out.
Noah pockets his keys, and we follow suit.
In the car, the silence stretches thin and taut. I sit stiffly in the passenger seat, my fingers digging into my thighs to keep them from trembling.
My mind is a chaotic mess, spinning through every worst-case scenario. Tiaâs not going to let last week slideâthereâs no way. Sheâll retaliate, humiliate me, make sure I know exactly where I stand.
But I canât let her drag me down again. I canât afford to lose control like that, not with everything riding on me keeping my shit together. If I screw up again, it wonât just be my reputation on the lineâitâll be my future. My scholarship. My one shot at getting out of this mess. And losing that tuition would ruin me.
Noah pulls into the parking lot, and my stomach twists as I take in the scene. Students are scattered across the courtyard, laughing, chatting, moving toward the gates like itâs just another day. For them, it probably is.
For me, itâs a battlefield.
The engine cuts off, and the silence in the car is deafening. Noah doesnât move. Neither do I.
He knows. I can feel it in the way he glances at me, his hand lingering on the gearshift. He can probably sense the tension radiating off me, the way my anxiety hums like static in the air.
âYou ready?â he asks, his voice low, careful. He opens his door but stays put, waiting for my answer.
I take a deep breath, forcing my hands to relax. âFuck no,â I mutter, my voice low but steady. âBut when has that ever stopped me?â
Noah raises a brow but doesnât say anything, his hand brushing mine briefly before he steps out of the car.
I nod to myself, swallowing the lump in my throat that feels like a goddamn rock. Stalling isnât going to make this any easier.
Sam texted me earlier this morningâbuzzing with excitement about me coming back. Sheâs been texting every day, just like the other girls in the group. This morning, she said things were âdifferentâ now. Whatever the hell that means. She wouldnât elaborate, just promised to explain when I return.
Does âdifferentâ mean Tiaâs gone nuclear? Has she been out for blood while Iâve been gone? I wish Sam had just told me outright so Iâd know what kind of shitstorm Iâm walking into.
Noah grabs his bag from the backseat and circles around to my side. By the time he opens my door, Iâm already fumbling with my own bag.
Get your shit together, Aubrey. If Tia sees you cracking, sheâll smell the blood in the water. Noah slides his hand into mine, his grip firm and steady.
We step into the school grounds, and immediately, I feel itâthe weight of their stares. Itâs suffocating, pressing down on me from every direction. People always watch Noah, especially the girls, but this? This is different. Itâs like Iâve got a bullseye painted on my back, and everyoneâs taking aim. Even the groups lounging on the grass freeze mid-laugh to gawk, their whispers chasing us up the front steps.
I keep my eyes forward, jaw locked so tight it might crack. Fuck them. Fuck their stares, their gossip, their bullshit.
I focus on the sound of my boots against the floor as we enter the building. One step at a time. Keep moving. Keep it together.
The corridor is alive with noiseâclusters of students gossiping, laughing, slamming locker doors. Others linger by their lockers, casually rummaging through their stuff like they donât have a care in the world.
My gaze flicks ahead, and then I see her. Tia.
Sheâs standing near the lockers, something white plastered to her faceâprobably trying to cover the bruise I gave her last week. Her little clique is gathered around her, orbiting like sheâs the sun in this twisted solar system.
The second Noah and I come into view, all their eyes lock onto us, their stares sharp enough to cut.
As we approach, the air grows heavier, the tension thick enough to choke on. I brace myself to walk right past her, to ignore whatever venom sheâs about to spit. But Noah has other plans.
He stops dead in the middle of the hallway, yanking me toward him so abruptly I let out a startled gasp. Before I can ask what the hell heâs doing, his arm loops around my waist, pulling me flush against him. And then his lips collide with mine.
The kiss isnât sweet or gentle. Itâs raw, possessive. My head spins as his tongue claims my mouth, the faint sounds of whistles and murmurs around us barely register over the blood roaring in my ears. My fingers clutch his shirt, desperate to steady myself as my knees threaten to give out.
When he finally pulls away, Iâm left breathless, my lips buzzing, heart thundering. His forehead rests against mine, and his voice drops to a low, dangerous whisper.
âNo one will fuck with you now that Iâve marked you as mine.â
Those words send my pulse into overdrive. My heart slams against my ribs, the echo of his declaration still ringing in my head. I try to speak, but my throat tightens. All I can do is nod, my body betraying me as I stand there, caught in his gaze.
âBreathe,â Noah murmurs, his lips brushing mine in a softer kiss, a quiet reassurance before he pulls back. âFuck them.â His hand slips into mine, tugging me toward my locker. He doesnât look around, doesnât care about the stares. He owns this fucking school, and now, somehow, Iâm part of that.
As the haze from the kiss fades, I catch Tiaâs glare, cold and relentless. Her posse mirrors the venom on her face, but I donât care. Suck it up, bitches. Heâs mine. He just made that crystal fucking clear. Their scowls canât touch meâthey fuel me. They can keep their judgment to themselves because they arenât winning this.
The sound of hurried footsteps draws my attention, and I turn to see Sam and Lola rushing toward me. Samâs eyes are wide, practically glowing with curiosity, while Lola watches with a faint, teasing smirk.
Before either of them can speak, Noah leans in for another quick kissâthis one light but deliberate, like a promise.
âIâll catch up with you later,â he says, his voice warm, that tone that makes my knees weak all over again. He gives me a quick smile before turning and heading off, leaving me standing there, Sam and Lola staring at me like Iâve just dropped the juiciest secret of the century.
Sam grabs my arm the second heâs out of earshot. âOkay, spill. Since when are you and Noah a thing?â
I open my mouth to explain, the words right there, on the tip of my tongue. I want to tell her itâs new. How I havenât had the chance to mention it yet, or bring up the fact that my dad kicked me out.
But before I can speak, Reeceâs voice cuts through the moment.
âHey, Red.â
I catch the embarrassed flush coloring Samâs face, and my gaze shifts to see Reece walking by, his dark hair messy in a way that looks intentional, his piercing blue eyes locked on Sam.
She immediately drops her gaze, refusing to look at him. No response. No acknowledgment. Just silence.
What the fuck? Sam doesnât back down from anyone. Itâs clear something happened between them.
âYeah, you need to tell me about that,â I say, watching Reece as he continues down the hall.
âCome on, just tell us about Noah,â Sam says, her voice rushed, clearly trying to redirect the spotlight.
I narrow my eyes at her, noticing how she waves my question off too easily. Her posture is stiff, and she avoids my gazeâobvious signs that Iâve hit a nerve.
Bullshit. I smirk, watching her attempt to dodge. âReally? Thatâs your move?â I challenge, but she stays silent, her lips pressed together, resolute.
Fine. If sheâs not going to spill, I know who will. I turn to Lola, my instincts telling me sheâs not the type to let a juicy detail slip by without adding something. âLola,â I ask, âwhatâs the story?â
Lola doesnât hesitate, blurting out the answer like itâs no big deal. âSam and Reece had a thing once.â
âLola!â Sam snaps, spinning toward her, panic flashing in her eyes. âShut up!â
âWhat? She was going to find out eventually,â Lola replies nonchalantly, pushing her glasses up the bridge of her nose, as if itâs just another fact.
Before I can respond, Lola adds with a grin, âSo tell meâ¦youâre hitting that, right?â She gestures toward where Noah disappeared. âBecause, honestly, Iâd be hitting that every second of every day and night if I had the chance.â
âOh my god, Lola,â Sam groans, rolling her eyes. âYou seriously donât know when to shut up.â
âWhat?â Lola shrugs, completely unbothered. âIâm just stating facts. You ask any girl here and they all wish they were Aubrey right now.â
The bell rings, loud and sharp.
Lola bolts, muttering something about not wanting another tardy slip.
Sam stays behind, leaning against the lockers, shaking her head. âIâm telling you, that girl doesnât know when to shut up.â
As I grab my books, I feel itâthe stares. The eyes boring into my back, like daggers. I glance over my shoulder, and there she isâTia, standing with a few of her loyal followers. Not as many as before, though, and thatâs when it clicks. I remember Sam mentioned earlier that things had changed.
I slam my locker shut and turn to Sam, the question already on my lips. âSo, whatâs been going on while Iâve been gone? What did you need to tell me?â
Sam gives me a sly glance, her lips twitching into a smirk. âOh, youâre going to love this,â she says, practically grinning from ear to ear. âSince you practically shut Tia the fuck up, Nicoleâs decided itâs her time to shine. Half of Tiaâs bitches have jumped ship and gone with Nicole. Itâs turned into a full-on bitch battle for the crown.â
I blink, caught somewhere between disbelief and amusement. âYouâre kidding.â
âNot even a little,â Sam replies, her grin widening. âItâs like Mean Girls on steroids out here. And the best part? Youâre the one who kicked it all off. Tiaâs been scrambling to hold onto her power ever since you knocked her on her ass.â
A small, wicked grin spreads across my face. Maybe this day isnât going to suck after all.