Be With Me: Chapter 2
Be With Me: A Forbidden Love Mafia Romance (House of Ferraro Book 1)
This had to be a prank.
Highly upsetting. Terribly unfunny. If I had to guessâZoâs idea. She never meant badly, but sometimes she took things too far.
The alternative was almost impossible for me to comprehend: Fabi lying to me for over a decade about her name.
Her identity.
Her fiancéâs identity.
She was not getting married to Cosimo Ferraro. No way. That man was the heir to the Ferraro family empire. The family who were responsible for my uncleâs death. The family who were at the top of my fatherâs tough-on-crime crusade.
It was too crazy. âThis is a joke, right?â I scanned her face, looking for a tell.
âI wish.â
The light crack in her voice. The shiny, green eyes. The way she gnawed on her bottom lip.
Shit. She wasnât that good at pretending.
I pressed my hand against the side of a polished white column. âYouâre seriously telling me youâre a mafia princess?â Rafaele Messeroâthe man Fabi claimed was her brotherâwas the don of another major mob family in the state.
Fabiâs eyes jumped to my hand. âOh God, Mia. Are you feeling faint? Sit down.â She pulled me toward the bench by the front door. âI should have asked you to sit before I told you. Iâm not thinking straight.â
I scanned my body for any signs of an impending episode.
No nausea.
No flash of heat.
No dark spots in my vision.
A small relief. Vasovagal syncope was an annoying condition to live with, and the last thing I needed right now was to spontaneously lose consciousness.
I had so many questions. âWait, soâ ââ
âShit,â Fabi cut me off, her gaze flicking to something above me. âDonât look up. Thereâs a camera right there. We canât let them see you.â She slid off the shawl she had wrapped around her shoulders and tossed it at me. âHere, take this. Wrap it around your head.â
âWhat? Why?â
âBecause every single person your dad wants to put behind bars is out there, right this second, in my brotherâs backyard,â she whispered urgently. âThe name Morales isnât exactly popular around here. How do you think theyâll react if they know his daughter is on the premises?â
My stomach bottomed out. I was on enemy territory.
Oh boy. My lack of an invitation to this party was starting to make a lot more sense.
I fumbled with the shawl, hands shaking. Iâd gotten this whole thing wrong. But how could I have gotten it right?
Fabiâs family had always been a mystery. I only knew her twin sister, Elena, who went to the same boarding school, but she had her own friend group and never really hung out with us. No one had ever visited the twins at Valais Academy and there were only vague mentions of a brother. I remembered Fabiâs father died a few years ago. Sheâd confided that heâd been abusive to her mom, but nothing more.
Even if Iâd suspected her and Elena were hiding something about their family, I would never have suspected this.
âGive me.â She snatched the shawl back, wrapped it over my hair, and reached into her clutch. A pair of oversized sunglasses appeared, which she promptly slid onto my face. âWe need to get you inside. Now. Some people are running late, and they might arrive any second. We canât risk anyone recognizing you. Are you okay to stand?â
âYes.â This was exactly the kind of situation that usually triggered an episode, but it seemed like my body had decided to have mercy on me.
âHead down, donât look at anyone, and for the love of God, do not look at the cameras. Thereâs the one above you and one in the lobby. Letâs go.â
Fabi corralled me through the front door, her hand pressed firmly against my back. We power walked through the house. It smelled like roses and a hint of masculine cologne. I kept my gaze on the floor, watching it change from pristine marble, to hardwood, then to a plush blue rug as we entered a room and stopped.
A door clicked shut behind me.
âYou can take it off now,â Fabi said.
I slipped off the shawl and the glasses and tossed them onto a four-poster bed. We were in a guest bedroom with a small window that faced the backyard.
Fabi rushed over to it and pulled the curtains closed. âIâm so sorry. I wish you didnât have to find out like this.â When she turned around, her eyes were glistening. âThe last few months were impossible, Mia. I didnât know how to tell you. I didnât know what youâd think.â
âStart from the beginning,â I said, trying to stay calm.
âHold on.â She took a buzzing phone out of her clutch and pressed it to her ear. âYes, sheâs really here. Go inside from the back, take a right, and walk until the third door. Weâll be waiting.â
As soon as she hung up, she flung herself at me. âGod, I missed you. I missed you so much, you have no idea.â
I gave her back a few tentative pats. Warring emotions were battling it out inside my chest. I was hurt, confused, and a little scared. I wasnât ready for a heartfelt reunion. I just wanted the truth.
âCan you please explain whatâs been going on?â
She pulled back, her expression all guilt. âI will. Trust me, I will, if you justâ ââ
The door cracked open, and Nina stepped in.
The hurt surged forward, flooding my entire body. Nina knew, and she didnât say a word.
Ninaâs gaze connected with mine. She was wearing the red off-the-shoulder dress I picked out for her weeks ago. Sheâd said she needed it for a charity gala she was attending this month.
âYou lied to me,â I accused, looking between her and Fabi. âBoth of you.â
Fabiâs lips wobbled. âIâm so sorry. I never meant for this to go on for so long.â
âI know youâre pissed,â Nina said, raising her palms. âBut we canât do this here. We need to get you out.â
My chest tightened with indignation. âI spent the last hour since I received that text freaking out. Imagine finding out your friendâs having an engagement party when you didnât even know she was engaged. I thought I did something to upset Fabi!â
âOh, Mia,â Fabi sobbed. âItâs not you. Itâs me. Iâve made a horrible mistake.â
Nina sighed, grabbed a box of tissues from the nightstand, and shoved it into Fabiâs hands. âDonât cry. Youâll ruin your makeup.â Then she turned to me. âWe owe you an explanationâIâm not saying we donât. But you know whoâs out there, right?â She pointed at the window. âSomeoneâs going to start wondering where the bride-to-be has gone off to, and they wonât wait long before coming to find her.â
God. If they found her, theyâd find me. I was easily recognizable thanks to the news coverage of the campaign.
Cold fear wrapped around me. The few safety trainings Iâd received from my dadâs security team definitely hadnât covered what to do if you accidentally crashed a mob party.
I was out of my depth.
And even though I didnât like what Nina was saying, I couldnât argue with her logic.
âFine,â I said. âWeâll talk later.â
âGo, Fabi,â Nina commanded. âIâll handle this.â
Fabi grabbed her things off the bed, gave me a final, anguished look, and slipped out of the room.
Ninaâs expression was grim. âIâm calling you a cab.â
I sat down on the edge of the bed. âAn Uber might be faster.â
âWe donât need a digital record of you being here,â she countered, already dialing.
She had a point. I gnawed on a fingernail as she spoke to the dispatcher. Questions clawed at me, and I was so desperate for answers, but I wasnât going to get any right now.
Nina hung up. âFifteen minutes.â She moved to the door. âOnce the cab arrives, Iâll come and grab you.â
âWhere are you going?â I asked, alarmed.
âIâm going to scope things out. Make sure the path is clear and that no oneâs hanging around the entrance.â
I didnât like thisânot one bitâbut I nodded anyway. What other choice did I have?
âJust stay put until I get back,â Nina said before slipping out.
Nerves prickled beneath my skin as I moved around the room, familiarizing myself with my surroundings. I peeled back the curtain just enough to get a glimpse of the party outside. The backyard was packed with men in crisp suits and women in glittering cocktail dresses, their laughter and conversation drifting through the night air.
From here, they looked soâ¦ordinary.
But it was a facade, at least according to my dad. The mob families had tried for years to clean up their reputation, and theyâd succeeded to some degree. Many of them owned legitimate businesses, some of which even traded on the stock exchange. But my dad said that beneath that polished veneer, they were still ruthless. Still dangerous. The same people flooding the streets with drugs and orchestrating crimes that made them far richer than any legal business ever could.
I swallowed and let the curtain fall back into place.
While I waited for Nina, I slipped into the en suite to use the bathroom. At the sink, I washed my hands and dried them on a towel monogrammed with the letter M. That must haveâ â
CRASH.
My heart slammed into my ribs. I froze, fingers gripping the edge of the sink, breath caught in my throat.
Someone had just barged into the room.
And neither of the voices coming from out there belonged to Nina.