Be With Me: Chapter 51
Be With Me: A Forbidden Love Mafia Romance (House of Ferraro Book 1)
âYouâve got to be fucking kidding me.â The harsh words rolled off Româs lips as he drove into the parking garage of his condominium.
I had just finished playing the recording. The one in which my father admitted to working with the same family that had killed Romoloâs dad.
âYou were right,â I said softly. âAnd I was just too naive to even consider it.â
His hand moved to my thigh. âHe hid it from you well,â he said, slowing the car to a final stop. âEven I started to doubt our suspicions after Iâd spent months chasing dead ends and finding no proof.â
âHere it is now.â Dad had no idea Iâd recorded his confession. He probably didnât think I was capable of outsmarting him.
Romolo shut off the engine and the car went quiet. âWhat do you want to do with this?â
I turned the recorder in my palm. For such a small thing, it was surprisingly heavy. As was the decision I had to make.
âIf the last twenty-four hours have taught me anything, itâs that blood doesnât make a family,â I said. âItâs our actions, our words, and the choices we make. You had no idea what would happen when you came for me, Rom, but you did it anyway.â I rolled my lips and raised my gaze to his face.
His brow was furrowed.
âI want you to have this,â I said. âThese people already tried to kill you once. I canât just sit back and wait for them to try again. If my father gets elected, theyâll have too much power. It has to stop.â
His eyes dropped to the recorder in my hand. He didnât take it yet. He was still giving me an out.
âAre you sure?â
âI want to keep you safe. If this helps, then itâs worth it.â
âThis is enough to end your dadâs campaign and earn him jail time. Are you really ok with that?â
âItâs yours, Rom.â
His fingers brushed mine as he took the recorder. His expression softened, though I could still see the war playing out behind his eyes. He didnât want me to regret it later.
I wouldnât. Not for this. Everything was different now. My priorities had changed.
Doing what felt right to me wasnât selfishâI saw that now. It just meant honoring my own truth. Listening to my gut.
And right now, my gut screamed at me to do everything I could to keep Romolo safe.
âThank you,â he said, slipping the device inside his jacket.
âYou probably want to take that to your brother.â
Romolo reached over and pushed a strand behind my ear. âHe can wait.â
A smile pulled on my lips. âTime to show me your lair?â
Warmth sparkled in his gaze. âYou ready?â
I nodded. So ready. I was curious to see where he lived. All this time, I couldnât come here because we couldnât be seen together.
Now we could do whatever the hell we wanted. God, it was sweet.
The elevator ride was fast, and my heart thumped inside my chest as the screen counted up to the penthouse floor.
Finally, we stepped into his abode. The scent of cedar and clean leather hit my nose as he led me through the foyer.
The space was sleek and masculineâdark floors, warm lighting, rugs that softened each footstepâbut it was also lived in. Plants were tucked in corners. Books and records sat out on surfaces.
It smelled like him. It felt like him.
And I already loved it.
He led me through the living room, past a movie playing on the TV, to the window that stretched from floor to ceiling. Manhattan sprawled beneath us, glittering and infinite.
A moment later, his arms wrapped around me from behind, his lips brushing my neck.
My eyes fluttered shut. âRom?â
âYeah, Berry?â
âHas it hit you yet?â I whispered. âWe donât have to hide anymore.â
He pressed a kiss just behind my ear. âYou mean I get to show you off? Walk into a room with you on my arm?â
I giggled, leaning into him. âYeah.â
âIâm torn,â he murmured. âBetween proudly displaying you to the world and keeping you all to myself.â
I turned in his arms, placing my hands on his chest. âOption two. At least for a little while.â My teeth sunk into my bottom lip and Româs gaze dropped to my mouth.
âHowâs your head?â he asked, tightening his hold on me.
âItâs just a cut.â I slipped my palm between us and stopped when I reached the bulge in his slacks. âNot nearly enough to prevent me from getting what I want.â
A low groan slipped past his throat and he scooped me up like I weighed nothing. âHave I ever mentioned how much I love it when youâre not shy about it?â
âNot in words. But itâs loud and clear now.â
He carried me toward the hallway, but halfway there, he paused, turned, and headed toward the coffee table. With me still in his arms, he crouched to grab the remote, and turned off the TV.
I arched a brow. âSaving electricity?â
He chuckled and placed a kiss on the tip of my nose. âNo distractions.â
Dark bedroom. Cool sheets. His warmth melting into mine.
Strong hands slid beneath my shirt. A thousand butterflies stirred in my belly.
The world saw this man as rough, brutal, cold. A man built to break things.
But I knew better.
Iâd seen the tenderness. The patience. The way he held me like I was something sacred.
And maybe, just maybe, I was. To him.
My fingers curled into his shirt. âYou asked me once who took care of me. I didnât have an answer back then. I do now.â
The gray in his eyes softened and he leaned down, pulling gently on my bottom lip. âAlways, Berry.â
I smiled against his mouth, something fierce and beautiful blooming in my chest.
With him, I didnât have to shrink myself. I didnât have to play small or quiet down the parts of me that wanted more.
With him, I was safe to be exactly who I was.
And for the first time in my life, love didnât feel like a sacrifice.
It felt like freedom.