Starting over.

(Jasmine)

Shay: So... your don't care that your bestfriend just fought?!

I rolled my eyes and walked to my car and of course she followed me.

Shay: Your supposed to care because your my bestfriend. So just do this one thing for me.

Lord knows how tired I am of her using this "bestfriend" shit as her excuse for everything.

Me: I never said I didn't care but killing India is not going to happen.

Shay: Who said anything about killing this bitch, I said shoot her ?

I mean mugged her and got in my car.

Shay: I fucking hate you.

I sighed and started my car then pulled off.

This shit she got going on with India I honestly don't want to be apart of.

Actually I just want to see India again I haven't spoken to her since the day I told her I liked her.

Would you believe me if I said I missed her?

Well I do, like crazy.

I pulled into my driveway and pulled my phone out my pocket debating on if I should message her.

Me: India, can we talk ?

I shot her the message and waited to her to reply.

India: About?

Me: Yes or no ?!

India: I guess.

Me: My house or yours?

India: You know where I live right ?

Me: Yep I'll be there in a few.

She didn't reply as quick so I got out the car and walked in my house to shower really fast.

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Soon as I was finished with what I had to do I got in my car, put her address in the gps and pulled off bumping to Speaker Knockerz.

15 minutes later I was sitting in my car outside her house thinking about what the fuck I was going to say to her.

I really should have thought this through before bringing my ass over here.

Ohh well, I'm here now.

I got out the car, walked up to her house and knocked on the door.

??: Who is it?

A man's voice spoke.

Me: Jasmine.

About 5 seconds later the door opened revealing August ( my dad's bestfriend ).

August: Wassup low ?

He dapped me up.

Me: Nothing much just came to speak with India.

August: Everything good?

He looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

Me: Yea everything's cool.

August: Just making sure.

He looked at me for a minute then spoke again.

August: She's up in her room, up the stairs make a left and you should see it.

Me: Thanks.

August: No problem.

I followed his directions and knocked on the door.

India: Come in !

She yelled over her music.

I opened the door and stood there, awkwardly. She turned off her music and sat on the bed.

India: What did you need to talk about.

I took a deep breath because for some reason I was nervous and that's rare.

Me: Can I sit down ?

India: Of course.

I sat next to her and she smiled.

Me: See this is why.

I said pointing at her smile.

She looked at me like she was confused. I feel so comfortable when I'm around her. Like I can talk to her about anything. She just seems so loyal.

Me: India can I be honest with you ?

India: Yeah?

Me: You're so beautiful, your smile is beautiful, you seem like you have a good heart.

I looked her dead in her eyes.

Me: You're different. Why do you let me bully you, let me say shit I truly don't mean to you or let me hurt you ?

I moved closer to her.

Me: Why do you let me do it ? Why do you let me hurt you ? Why don't you stop me?

India: Why do you hurt me ?! What did I ever do to you ?! If I'm so beautiful to you why do you treat me like I'm the opposite.

I honestly had no words. At first I did it just to tease but then I started to notice how beautiful she truly is. I guess after that I just wanted to have an excuse to be around her all the time. I never thought I make her life hell. That wasn't my intention at all.

Me: I lost my mom India.

I blurted putting my head down. She didn't say anything but I knew she was listening.

Me: I don't know how to love or treat people the right way. She was the only person I had to teach me how. My dad? He hasn't been the same since my mom left. Yea he's my bestfriend but he's not the same.

I felt her lift my head up with her fingers.

India: My mother is a sick women who abused me soon as my dad left her ass. Me and him still kept contact everyday so she blaimed me for him leaving and would abuse me for it.  Then I had to go to school everyday with you hurting me, physically and emotionally. I began to think killing myself was the only way out. I cut myself multiple times and whenever I cut myself too deep I would have to go to the hospital. The day you hugged me in the bathroom I came home to one of my mother's boyfriends, he was drunk and he tried to rape me while my own flesh and blood stood there watching.

I wiped her tears that were now falling nonstop.

India: But he didn't get to me because my dad came and slumped that bitch made nigga with his pistol.

I smiled at how hood she just spoke out of nowhere. A beautiful, humble female who can speak hood when she wants to is a major turn on.

India: Now I'm living good with my dad and I'm nothing but thankful. Jasmine the point of me telling you this is that something good will come out of all this, you just have to be patient.

I smiled because I knew she was right. All I want to do right now is start over with her. Build a friendship and whatever may come after.

Me: India ?

India: Yea?

Me: I'm so sorry.

India: It's okay Jasmine.

Me: Can we start over ?

She looked confused.

Me: I want to start over. Be friends. I don't want to hurt you any more, I never wanted to hurt you to began with. I want to show you that I can be a good friend and you can show me how to be a better person.

India: Ohh well then yes, we can start over.

She smiled and I smiled with her.

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Awwww that's so touching. 😍

Jasmine and Shay ?

Mistakes I know...I'm sorry 😩

Jasmine in the media.

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