Feelings

(Kiara)

I watched as India walked out of Jasmine's house. Smiling like a dummy and shit like she didn't just ignore my fucking calls.

It took everything in me not to get the fuck out this car and go crazy on her ass. Playing with my feelings is something we not about to do.

For the past few days she's been with me 24/7 then all of a sudden she went ghost. Come to find out she's with the next.

I watched as she got in her car. So I tried calling her again and this time she answered.

India: Hello

Me: Yo where you at ?

I tried to stay as calm as possible but if she lies then I won't be so calm.

India: Getting in my car.

No shit Sherlock.

Me: Where you going ? And why you not answering me calls ?

She laughed which pissed me off but I continued to act as a fool.

India: Why are you asking so many questions?

Me: Just wondering.

She turned her car on and pulled off.

India: Well I'm going home now. Did you wanna hang out or something?

Me: Ight sure, meet you there.

She hung up. I took the opposite way she took to get to her house so she wouldn't suspect shit. But when I get to that house bro, not one lie better slip out her mouth.

Once I arrived I sat in the car for a second, just thinking. I didn't use to give a fuck about girls at all until I met India. I would've never followed any one of my hoes home or any of this creep shit I did today.

But India ain't one of my hoes. I truly have feelings for her and I thought she had feelings for me too but I don't even know what to think now.

I finally got out the car after 20 minutes of thinking to myself. I walked up to the front door and knocked, patiently waiting for shawty to open the door.

I've decided that I wasn't gonna snap on her. Simply because we never made us official. But we are going to talk and hopefully she's honest.

Moments later the door opened and there she was just standing there looking cute and shit.

India: Heyy.

She said as she pulled me into her embrace.

Me: Wassup.

I say holding her in my arms. Suddenly I forgot what the fuck I was mad about. I just wanted to stand there holding her all day.

India: Come on, let's go inside.

She pulled away from me and I followed her inside her place.

She made her way to the kitchen and I went straight to the living room to watch Spongebob on her big ass tv.

India: Kiara ?

Me: Hmm.

Nothing.

Me: Hmm !

I say louder this time and still got nothing. I got up and went into the kitchen to see her struggling to get something in the cabinet.

Me: Need help ?

She jumped.

India: Don't fucking scare me like that.

I chuckled.

Me: Girl you called me in here.

India: Because I need you to get the cookies for me.

I grabbed the cookies and she walked over to the freezer.

Me: What you getting now ?

India: Ice cream.

Me: Ice cream and cookies huh ?

India: You know the vibe.

I smiled at her while she put some ice cream into a bowl and put the cookies on top. She's so corny.

Me: Actually I don't.

India: Okay, don't be asking me for none either.

Me: You tripping if you think you not about to share after I got the cookies for you.

India: Nigga I didn't need your help.

Me: Yes your midget ass did.

She rolled her eyes. After she put everything away she walked to the living room with me following after her.

I watched as her ass jiggled in them shorts and thought about the time we had sex. Then I remember how she was with Jasmine earlier.

She sat down next to me, watching spongebob while eating her ice cream and I just sat there in my thoughts.

India: You okay ?

I thought about not even bringing it up but it's bothering me so fuck it.

Me: Yeah I just gotta talk to you.

India: What is it?

She turned off the tv giving her undivided attention. I watched her in awe, she is naturally beautiful. She wore her hair in a messy bun, she had on her glasses and no makeup at all.

Me: I wanna talk about us.

India listened, waiting for me to continue.

Me: How you feel about us.

India: I love our friendship.

Damn she just put me in the friend zone.

Me: No funny shit, I thought we were more than just friends.

She went quiet for a minute and so did I.

India: Listen Kiara, your a great person but I've never been in a relationship before. So I wouldn't even know where to start. I admit I do have some feelings for you but I like what we got going on right now and I really don't want to ruin it.

I mean I get where she's coming from but I feel like it's because she also has feelings for Jasmine.

Me: Are you sure it's not because you have feelings for someone else?

She went quiet again.

India: Well, yes that too.

Me: It's jasmine right ?

She nodded her head and I sighed getting annoyed with this whole conversation.

Kiara: Maybe I should go.

She didn't say anything so I got up and headed toward the door.

India: Kiara please wait.

She said almost above a whisper. I turned around to see her crying. Almost instantly I pulled her into me.

India: I don't want you to just walk out of my life. I know you probably hate me but I don't want you to leave me.

I didn't say anything. I just rubbed her back while she cried into my chest. The last thing I want to see is her cry especially because of me.

Soon she calmed down and looked up at me.

India: Please don't leave.

Me: I'm not going anywhere.

India: Even if we're not together?

Me: Yeah, I'm here for you no matter what.

I continued to hold her while she calmed down some more. I don't know what it is about this girl but I care about her deeply. So even if she's not my shawty she still got me whenever she needs me.

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What y'all think happened with India and Jasmine ?

Kiara a stalker or would you do the same?

India and her mixed emotions?

India is torn between Kiara and Jasmine.

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