: Chapter 46
Things We Left Behind
Books Save Lives
Sloane
Stop jiggling your leg,â Jeremiah ordered Lina, who looked as if she were about to bolt from his salon chair.
It was the perfect spring afternoon, and we were at Whiskey Clipper, Knockemoutâs hip barber shop/salon, getting glammed for Lina and Nashâs wedding rehearsal that evening. The cool barber shop/salon was hopping on a Friday afternoon. Knoxâs basset hound, Waylon, flattened himself on the floor with a chew bone while Knox was giving Vernon Quiggâs lustrous mustache a trim. Naomi was oohing and aahing over the sleek updo stylist Anastasia was assembling.
Knoxâs business manager and Jeremiahâs sister, Fi, was huddled behind the front deskâs computer with Waylay as the twelve-Âyear-Âold walked her through the new scheduling software.
Stef and I were on the leather couch under the front window, watching the chaos. My hair was done in a high, flirty ponytail that I gleefully knew my fiancé, Lucian Freaking Rollins, would wrap around his fist before the night was over.
The bride glared in the mirror at Jeremiah as he ruffled her short dark hair this way and that. âIâm not jiggling. Youâre jiggling.â
âItâs kind of fun watching the calm, collected Lina tiptoe into a meltdown,â I mused.
Stef took a pensive sip of his whiskey and continued to frown.
âIâm not having a meltdown,â Lina said, taking obvious offense.
âYeah, you are,â everyone in the shop except for Stef chorused.
âAll of you can bite me,â she grumbled, crossing her arms under the cape.
âAre you okay?â I asked Stef. He was staring at Jeremiah and looking downright miserable.
âIâm great.â He got up, looking anything but great, and refilled his whiskey from one of the decanters on the shelf.
âPsst!â
I looked up.
Waylay nodded in Stefâs direction. âWhatâs his problem?â she mouthed.
I shrugged and made a face.
Jeremiah spun Linaâs chair around to face him. âListen up, you fierce, beautiful badass. I donât think youâre nervous about getting married. I think youâre nervous about the wedding.â
âIs there a difference?â Lina asked dryly.
âIâve seen you with Nash. Youâre excited about being married. About starting your lives together. Donât let wedding day jitters make you doubt that.â
Lina opened her mouth, then shut it again. âHuh,â she said.
Naomi tiptoed her chair around to face the bride. âHeâs right. Not everyone is excited about being a bride, the center of attention all day. But I know you. And I know youâre thrilled to be a wife.â
Linaâs shoulders relaxed. âOh, thank God. I thought there was something wrong with me.â
âNo, but thereâs something wrong with me,â Stef said, knocking back the fresh whiskey and slamming the glass down.
Fi took the lollipop out of her mouth. âUh, whatâs happening here?â
Waylon dropped his chew bone and tip-Âtapped over to Stefâs feet.
Stef marched over to Jeremiah. âYour apartment is gross,â he announced.
I pressed my lips together to keep from laughing.
âIt really is,â Fi agreed. âWho disassembles a motorcycle in their living room?â
âOkay,â Jeremiah said cautiously.
âItâs gross, and there isnât enough closet space. But I think we should move in together,â Stef blurted out.
âOh, shit,â Fi whispered, grabbing Waylay in a headlock hug.
âI know we havenât talked about the future, and I know that itâs probably stupid crazy of me to move here, but youâre here,â he said, looking at Jeremiah. He turned to Naomi. âAnd youâre here. Youâre all here. I have family here, and the more I think about it, the crazier it would be to stay away.â
Jeremiah tipped his head down and studied the toes of his boots.
Lina and I shared a wide-Âeyed look.
âGuess you wonât be selling your half of the business after all,â Knox said to his partner.
All heads whipped back to Jeremiah, who was grinning now. âGuess not.â
âYou were going to sell?â Stef repeated. âWhy in the hell would you do that? You love this place.â
âI love you more.â Jeremiah said it simply, without fuss.
The words had tears prickling at the backs of my eyes.
âThis is why communication is fucking important,â Knox said, crossing his muscly arms.
âSeriously?â Lina said with a smirk. âYou of all people.â
âFuck off. Iâve evolved and shit,â Knox said.
Vernon pulled the hot towel off of his eyes. âWhat the hell is goinâ on here? This mustache ainât gonna shape itself.â
Naomi beamed at her husband. Waylay rolled her eyes.
âHang on,â Stef said, waving his hands. âI had a lot of whiskey in a very short period of time. Are you saying youâre okay with us moving in together even if I make you move out of your apartment that smells like diesel fumes?â
Jeremiah began to approach slowly. âIâm saying letâs buy a house or a farm or an estate or whatever you want.â
Stef was nodding and swallowing. âYeah. Okay. That soundsâ¦fine.â
Jeremiah took Stefâs hands. âIâm saying letâs be a familyâ¦with our families.â
âOh my God,â I breathed and pulled out my phone to record the moment.
âWhat are you saying, Jer?â Stef demanded.
âIâm saying, letâs move in. Letâs get married. Letâs do the whole damn thing. Iâve been waiting a long damn time for you. Letâs get started already.â
Naomi brought her hands to her cheeks.
âDonât you dare start cryinâ, Daze,â Knox ordered gruffly. He abandoned Vernon and crossed to his wife.
âOh brother. Now theyâre gonna make out,â Waylay predicted, returning her focus to the software update with an exaggerated eye roll. âIâm charginâ extra for this.â
âYes,â Stef said, sounding dazed. âYes, to all those things.â
Naomi let out a loud sniffle. Knox swore.
Fi bolted out of her chair, and her lollipop went flying. âMy baby brother is getting married and moving out of that poor excuse for an apartment!â
Waylon sauntered over and slurped up the discarded candy.
âDrop it, Way,â Knox barked.
âHe means you,â Waylay said to the dog without looking away from the monitor.
âBust out the champagne,â Vernon decreed, offering up aftershave-Âscented high fives.
I got in line to offer my congratulations. âWeâre all going to raise our families together,â Naomi said with a trembling voice.
âDo not make me cry, Witty. Iâm a puffy crier, and I have to look stunning tonight,â Lina groused.
Family. Just a few short months ago, Iâd realized it was what I wanted more than anything. Now, thanks to Lucian and these women, there would be new life in my home. More parties. More holidays. More love. More laughter.
I felt the pang. My dad would have loved this. He would have been over the moon, planning engagement parties, writing funny toasts, practicing our father-Âdaughter dance. I missed him so much it hurt to breathe.
I love you, Dad, I said silently. Thank you for everything.
As if reading my mind, Naomi squeezed my wrist. The one a monster had broken all those years ago. That monsterâs son had managed to put his own broken pieces together again and heal my broken heart in the process.
âWeâre getting married,â Stef yelled, holding up Jeremiahâs hand.
We converged on the happy couple. Even Knox and Waylay got in on the hugging.
My phone rang as I drove home with great hair and a full heart.
âYou are not going to believe what happened today, big guy,â I announced when I answered the call.
âAs it turns out, I have news for you too,â Lucianâs buttery smooth voice said through the Jeep speakers. âYou go first.â
âStef asked Jeremiah to move in with him, and Jeremiah asked him to marry him!â
âThat escalated quickly,â he quipped.
âI canât wait for their wedding. Queer weddings are the best,â I said happily as I turned onto my street. âNow, tell me your news. Is it good or bad?â
âItâs very good news. I just got out of a briefing with Special Agent Idler. It appears that Hugoâs shell corporation was bribing officials to assign prisoners to his private prisons. Theyâve only just begun quietly digging, and it looks as though several judges, district attorneys, even some local law enforcement were also on the receiving end of some highly illegal kickbacks. The higher the sentence, the bigger the kickback.â
âWow,â I said.
âThe preliminary list includes the Not So Honorable Judge Dirk Atkins.â
âAs in the Dirk Atkins who refused to reconsider Mary Louiseâs sentence?â
âOne and the same,â Lucian said smugly. âIdler promised me sheâd personally look into Mary Louiseâs case. Thereâs a very good chance that an investigation will result in many of his sentences being overturned.â
âOverturned?â I squeaked. âAs in get out of jail overturned?â
âIt will take some time, but Iâll do what I can to speed things along. We should have her out before Allenâs graduation,â Lucian continued.
My response was a choked sob.
âSloane.â Lucianâs voice was an affectionate rasp over my name.
âIâm so happy,â I whispered through tears.
âYes, I can tell,â he said dryly.
âGod, I love you.â
âGet ready to really mean it, because I arranged for you and Fran to call Mary Louise to tell her the good news in five minutes.â
âGeez Louise, Lucian,â I said, whipping into my driveway. âIâm running out of room on the blow-Âjobs-Âwhen-Âthe-Âdoctor-Âclears-Âyou tally sheet.â
âIâm confident youâll make room,â he said. âNow go call Mary Louise.â
âI appreciate the call, but like I said before, Iâm not going to change my mind about this. Iâm not going to endanger my son by telling my story,â Mary Louise announced as soon as the greetings were exchanged.
âWhy donât you share the news?â Fran said to me from the screen of my laptop. She was wearing a canary-Âyellow knit blazer with sparkly threads.
I was all but bouncing out of my chair. âMary Louise, you donât have to tell your story, and we donât have to appeal. But youâre still going to go home soon.â
Her face froze and then her eyes started to go wide. âIâm sorry. I think thereâs something wrong with our connection. It sounded like you saidâ¦â
âItâs true,â Fran verified. âThe judge has been implicated in some hinky dealings, and once the investigation is underway, theyâre going to be taking a hard look at his cases. Starting with yours.â
âThe judge and everyone else connected is going down. Not only wonât you have to do anything about it, you also wonât have to worry about retaliation anymore,â I promised her, knowing Lucian would help me keep that promise.
Mary Louise brought her hands to her face, covering her eyes. âI donât believe it. I just canât believe it.â
âBelieve it,â Fran advised with a rare smile. âNow hereâs what I think we can expectâ¦â
As the lawyer walked Mary Louise through the next steps, I absentmindedly paged through Mary Louiseâs case file. All those years lost. All that time stolen. It could have easily been Lucian all those years ago.
All because greedy men wanted to line their pockets. I hoped theyâd pay. Every last one of them. Lucian and I would make sure that they did, even as we figured out this new normal and began to build a life together.
And Mary Louise would get her life back.
Tears clouded my vision again. I blinked them back and stared down at the papers on the desk. A familiar name on the page caught my eye, and I frowned. It was a copy of Mary Louiseâs arrest record. Arresting Officer: Chief Wylie Ogden.
My heart stuttered in my chest.
Lucian had mentioned local law enforcement had been on Hugoâs prison scheme payroll. Was Wylie one of them? He sure as hell hadnât played by the book when he was chief of police, letting his friends off the hook and cracking down on citizens he didnât feel any loyalty toward.
Another thought struck me like a brick to the face. Heâd been friends with Tate Dilton, who had been up to his eyeballs in involvement with the Hugo crime family. What if Wylie had been the one to make the introduction?
My heartbeat was echoing in my skull. I needed to call Lucian. And Nash.
âWeâll be in touch as soon as we know more, but we wanted you to know that your days in that place are officially numbered,â Fran was saying, drawing my attention back to my laptop.
Mary Louiseâs shoulders shook as she cried silently. She dropped her hands suddenly. âMy baby. Does Allen know?â
I shook off my stupor and pasted a smile on my face. âNot yet. We thought heâd like to hear the news from youâÂâ
The video feed and everything else in the house cut off abruptly.
âDamn it,â I muttered. Power outages never happened at convenient times.
I snatched up the arrest report and was just scrolling for Lucianâs number on my phone when the doorbell rang.
I raced to the front door, hoping it was Nash on official wedding business, and yanked it open.
But it wasnât Nash. No, standing with dirty boots on my new welcome mat was Wylie Ogden. He was holding a box of books. A red toothpick dangled from his lower lip.
Fuckity fuck fuck.
Relax, I told myself. He doesnât know I know. Hell, I donât know if I know.
âHi, Wylie,â I said, sounding suspicious as hell. âWhat can I do for you?â
âPicked these up at an estate sale and thought you might want them for the library. Shame about the fire.â
The fire that he could have easily set. The fire. The note. The rats on my porch. Oh God. Something tickled my nose. Was itâ¦
âYour toothpick smells like cinnamon,â I said in a strangled voice.
âFamily habit,â he said. âMy dad always had cinnamon toothpicks on him when I was growing up. I wanted to be just like him from the time I could walk.â
I wasnât sure what a normal person would say in response to that. So I just gave him my best fake smile. âWell, thank you for your generosity. Iâll be happy to take those books off your hands,â I said, reaching for the box.
âItâs a heavy one, and Iâm a gentleman. I insist.â
Short of shoving him out the door and slamming it in his face, I didnât know what my next move should be. If I did that, heâd know that I knew.
âYou can set them down just here on the floor. Iâll get to them after Nashâs wedding. In fact, he should be here any minute to pick me up,â I lied brightly.
âShe knows.â
The husky southern drawl behind me had the blood draining out of my face.
I spun around on my stockinged feet only to find Judge Atkins standing in the hallway, wielding a gun with what appeared to be a silencer screwed to the barrel.
âUh, thatâs not a gavel,â I joked stupidly.
âShut the door, Ogden,â Atkins ordered.
Wylie set the books down, then obediently closed and locked the front door. âDonât get your robes in a knot,â Wylie complained. He was nervous, shifting his weight from foot to foot, his eyes darting around. It made me even more nervous.
âShe knows enough to be scared half to death of you knockinâ on her door, now doesnât she?â the judge said, wiggling the gun in my direction.
I glanced around me, trying to come up with a plan of action. If I ran, I guessed the judge would have no qualms about shooting me in the back. If I tried to fight him like the rabid weasel he was, well, Iâd end up with the holes in my front, and I really liked this dress. I didnât have shoes on, so traction and kicking were problems.
I needed to at least stash the arrest report somewhere that Lucian would find it. Heâd put two and two together.
My gaze snagged on one of the nearly hidden security cameras Lucian had installed in the living room. But the light wasnât on. Theyâd cut the power and the Wi-ÂFi, I realized with a sinking sensation in my gut.
I dropped the arrest report and slowly put my hands on my head to show them I was no threat. âWhatâs the plan here, guys? Itâs a small town. Odds are someone saw you on my porch or climbing my fence.â
âI was just donating books,â Wylie reminded me, producing a gun of his own from the waistband of his old-Âman pants. Great. Now two gun-Âwielding bad guys were making a Sloane sandwich. âAnd you were fine when I left.â
I was going to throw up. Everywhere.
âAnd Iâm not here. Iâm with my wife enjoying a romantic anniversary dinner,â Atkins said with a mean smile. âAnd any evidence will be burned up in the fire.â
The man intended to shoot me and set fire to my house. I almost felt sorry for him because Lucian wouldnât stop until heâd destroyed everything Atkins held sacred.
âLook, I donât know why you think you have to do this. Is it really necessary? I mean, so you took some kickbacks from a prison and set fire to a public library. Itâs not like you murdered someone.â
âIâm not letting some little blond destroy my legacy over a few dollars,â the judge announced. âIâve made my lifeâs work putting criminals behind bars.â
Yeah, the asshole was a goddamn hero.
âYou should have listened to the warnings,â Wylie said sadly. âIt shouldnât have come to this.â
I debated sharing the news that the FBI would be closing in on both of them, then rejected it. They wanted me dead to protect themselves. Having absolutely nothing left to lose probably wouldnât make them any more amenable to letting me stay alive.
âWhere are we doing this?â Wylie asked.
âDo I look like I give a good goddamn where we kill the girl?â Atkins demanded.
âHow about the front yard?â I suggested weakly.
âWeâll take her in the back of the house,â Wylie decided and waved his gun at me. But there was something in his stare. Something pointed. His gaze slid to the library cart just inside the living room doorway, then back to me. It was stacked high with several thick thriller novels.
He lowered his chin at me, and I nodded once.
âLetâs go,â he said, gesturing me to walk into the living room.
I stepped into the room, the wall briefly hiding me from the judgeâs view. Praying I hadnât misread the signal, I grabbed the end of the cart and shoved it with all my might just as Atkins rounded the corner.
There was a crunch, a groan, and a muffled shot followed by three louder, rapid shots.
I patted down my torso and was exceptionally relieved to find no holes in me or my dress.
âSon of a bitch,â Atkins gurgled as he lost copious amounts of blood on my hardwood floor from wounds in his neck, chest, and torso.
âOh my God. Oh my God,â I chanted as Wylie picked up Atkinsâs gun. âWhat do we do now?â
âI really hate to do this to you, Sloane, but you gotta understand,â Wylie said, pointing both weapons at me.
âSeriously, Wylie? Why the fuck do you still want to shoot me?â I screeched.
âTying up loose ends. With you and the judge gone, thereâs no one left to point a finger at me. The money I got from Hugo was nothing compared to what Atkins got. A few thousand here and there. I never even cared about it. I only cared about the job.â
The job heâd abused. The job Nash had taken from him.
âSo what if I made a little money on the side? A police chiefâs salary ainât nothinâ to write home about. I was proud of my work. And Nash Morgan took that away from me. Iâm sure as hell not gonna let his little friend take my reputation too.â
I closed my eyes for a second as the realization sunk in. âYou put Nashâs name on that list, didnât you?â
âDidnât want to miss out on the opportunity. Metzer was makinâ a list. I helped him out. My fee was adding one more name.â
I shook my head. âSo you set it all in motion.â
He shrugged. âI have a legacy to protect. Itâs all I have left.â
âThatâs not a legacy. Thatâs a pattern of bad behavior.â
âYou donât know what it takes to protect an entire town.â
âYeah? Well, obviously neither do you. You put a seventeen-Âyear-Âold boy in jail and let his abusive father nearly kill his mother because you were fishing buddies.â
âSay what you want because it donât matter. Only one of us is walking out of here tonight, and it ainât gonna be you.â
âWhat are you going to do? Shoot me with the judgeâs gun?â
âSeems like a good plan to me.â
I heard a squeal of tires on the road out front and prayed that help was on the way.
âNo one is going to believe that you just happened to come upon a district judge threatening me and shot him,â I told him.
He shot me a crooked grin. âThey believed it once already.â
His words sank in slowly. âJesus! You didnât kill Tate because you were protecting Nash. You killed him because you were protecting yourself.â
âI waited till he pulled the trigger, thinking either he would take care of Nash for me or he was out of bullets. Son of a bitch never did learn to count his rounds. I hated to do it. He was my friend, but Tate was a loose fucking cannon. He would have run his mouth to the wrong guy eventually.â
âSo you killed your own friend.â
âAccording to the official report, I shot a man defending an officer of the law,â he corrected.
âAnd whatâs the official report going to say this time?â
He shrugged. âI was just returning my library books.â
He was going to do it. He was going to shoot me and ruin Nash and Linaâs rehearsal night. I grabbed a hefty hardback off the side table and hurled it at Wylieâs head. Both guns went off as I launched myself over the couch.
I landed hard, catching my jaw on the sharp edge of the console table leg. More bullets flew, this time through my couch. I rolled, gained my feet, and sprinted low through the dining room, pulling chairs down after me.
He was close, but I knew every inch of this house. I darted through the kitchen and backtracked into the hallway where I took the stairs two at a time.
The sirens were getting louder now.
âYou canât run from me,â Wylie shouted from the foot of the stairs.
âAnd you canât expect me to stand still so you can shoot me!â
His boots hit the stairs.
A streak of fur passed me on the landing as I hustled for the second floor, I heard a thump and muffled swearing.
Thank God for asshole cats. Meow Meow had just bought me precious seconds.
I heaved myself up the last steps and ran face-Âfirst into a hard, male body. I was just getting ready to kick the shit out of him when a hand clamped over my mouth and I was lifted off the floor.