Chapter 132
Accidental Surrogate for Alpha
Chapter 132 â Ella Warns Sinclair
Ella
âWhat do you mean, you wonât tell me?â Sinclair rumbles, full of foreboding. Heâs glowering down at
me, emitting raw Alpha authority and unflinching disapproval. The idea that anyone would keep me
from him â even me myself â seems to be more than he can handle. Still, I know I have to â if he
comes after me the Prince will kill him. i
I set my jaw trying to look fierce and determined, even though my wolf is whimpering in the face of his
ire. âI wonât! I donât care what you do or what you say, Iâm not going to tell you.â
âElla, what are you talking about? Why not?â Sinclair demands, his hands tightening reflexively on my
body and then easing when he realizes how tightly heâs holding me.
âI heard the Prince and Lydia talking, they know you wonât give them their ransom. They think youâll try
to stage a rescue instead, and when you do, theyâll be waiting. Itâs all a set up. If you come here theyâll
kill you.â I whisper frantically, knowing this wonât dissuade him, but hoping my explanation will at least
help him understand why I canât answer his question.
Sinclairâs eyes glow neon green, and he bares his fangs, âSo what would you have me do, Ella? Just
leave you as his prisoner?â Before I can conjure any kind of response, he continues, âNot fucking likely,
trouble.â
âI donât have the answers.â I moan, leaning into him in hopes that heâll calm down.
Unfortunately he knows what Iâm about, and keeps me at armâs length, âI just know that rescue is not
an option. Iâm not going to let anyone else die for me â especially not you!â My throat is itching, my
voice thick with emotion as I look up at my mate. âI canât lose you, Dominic.â
âSweetheart, if I know thereâs an ambush waiting I can prepare for it.â Sinclair reasons, sounding
gentler now. I think my upset has calmed his own temper, because he tucks my head under his chin
and begins stroking my spine in long, soothing strokes. âI know youâre scared and you probably feel
horribly guilty about your guards, but their deaths were the most honorable kind for a warrior. They
joined my ranks because they wanted to defend the pack at all costs.â
âYou didnât see them.â I hiccup, âit wasnât â they thought theyâd failed. They died believing they hadnât
done their jobs, that they hadnât protected me.â
He tsks, pressing his lips to my hair. âThey will be remembered as heroes, Ella. They fought until the
very end, even when the odds were so stacked against them that they knew they couldnât win.â
âBut I donât want you to die too!â I cry. âI need you, the united packs need you.â
âShhh, I have no plans of dying anytime soon.â Sinclair promises, caressing the curve of my belly. âBut
you need to tell me where you are so we can make a plan⦠so we can avoid that at all costs.Did you
overhear Damon and Lydia because youâre in the Palace?â
I stubbornly shake my head. âIâve made up my mind, Dominic.â I insist. âIâm better off in captivity than I
would be if we lost you. Fear of you is the only thing keeping them from hurting me.â
Sinclair growls low and deep, brushing his thumb over the bruise on my cheek. âIs this what you call
unhurt?â
I lean my face into his hand, nuzzling and nibble his palm, âitâs not so bad.â I insist, âA few bruises are
nothing in the grand scheme.â
He grumbles, âTheyâre something to me, and heâs threatening to do much worse if I donât end my
campaign in the next 24 hours. We donât have time to waste.â
âIâm sure he threatened to kill me, but even Damon isnât that foolish. As long as youâre out there making
life difficult for them, theyâll need to keep me as leverage.â I reason, hoping that Iâm right.
âThatâs not a change Iâm willing to take, Ella.â Sinclair counters firmly. âAnd even if you are right, I canât
help you through this pregnancy if weâre separated. Youâre already high risk, being a prisoner could
make your condition even worse and endanger the baby.â
Heâs using the baby against me. I realize, admiring his sly strategy. He knows Iâll let myself suffer, but
the idea of our pup being harmed⦠I emit a pitiful moan, hating how right he is. âThere has to be
another way. Maybe I can escape on my own.â The
Princeâs threats ring in my mind, but Iâm smart enough not to repeat these things to my mate. I know in
my heart that if anyone is going to put themselves at risk, it should be me. The possibility of my babyâs
death is too painful to contemplate, and my inner mama bear lashes out at the thought with primal
rage. Still, Sinclair is the one who has to rule, heâs the one responsible for protecting millions of shifters
and humans alike.
âThatâs an idea.â Sinclair is watching me with narrowed eyes, and too late I realize heâs still got one
hand on my tummy, no doubt channeling my feelings through the baby.
âBut what arenât you saying, trouble? What arenât you telling me?â I summon a growl, hating his
perceptiveness. âLook, if I try to escape and Iâm caught, they might rough me up a bit, but they wonât kill
me.â I assert, convinced the Princewouldnât give up such a powerful bargaining chip â or perhaps
praying that Iâm right, since Iâm not willing to endanger Sinclair. âIâll be able to try again. But if you try to
rescue me and they get the better of you, theyâll kill you. The risk is less if I try to do this on my own.â
Sinclair fumes, and his fists clench and unclench on my body. âListen to me, now. We only have a few
more hours to work this out, and one way or another, you need to tell me where you are. Iâm not saying
Iâm going to ride in there on a white horse to save you, but I canât find solutions if I donât know the
situation.â
I peek up at him sulkily, feeling a ferocious desperation to keep him safe no matter what. âWhat time
exactly do you have to give your answer? Are you meeting him in person?â I question, thinking that if I
try to escape when the Prince is out of the house with all his guards, I might actually be able to
succeed.
âWhy?â Sinclair demands, his voice like gravel.
âBecause Iâm trying to figure this out.â I reply vaguely, knowing heâs getting more and more frustrated
with me by the minute.
âTell me where you are and Iâll help you.â He repeats forcefully, practically shaking with the effort itâs
taking to control his wolf. âThis is not the time to test me, little one.â
âNo.â I repeat stubbornly, not able to meet his eyes. âIâve made up my mind, Dominic. Iâm not going to
tell you.â
Sinclairâs hand clamps around my nape with unrelenting force, pulling my reluctant gaze up to his own.
âLetâs get one thing straight, beautiful. You are not going to keep sacrificing yourself to protect the
people around you â youâve given up enough in your life and it is my job to make sure you never have
to do that ever again. I couldnât prevent you from doing it with the guards, but Iâll be damned if Iâm going
to let you do it for me.â Thereâs something feral in his emerald eyes, a wildness Iâve never before
encountered.
âIâm hate to do this, but youâre really not giving me another choice.â
At first I donât have the first clue what he means, but the next thing I know, a wave of ruthless
dominance slams into me, nearly bending my body in two with the force of his power. I gasp in shock,
not understanding, âI â What are you doing to me?â
âThis is the authority I hold over other wolves.â He growls unapologetically, âI donât enjoy using it against
my mate, but I will if I have to. Now tell me where you are.â He commands mercilessly.
To my shock and horror I feel the words rising up inside my throat, balancing on the tip of my tongue. I
fight with all my strength, amazed and devastated that he might steal the words from my lips without
my permission. I always knew Sinclair was powerful, but Iâve never felt the full force of his dominance
before. I didnât realize he could force someone to do something against their will, with only a few words.
âNo!â I plead, tears streaming down my cheeks. âPlease⦠donât make me, theyâll kill you.â
âTell me.â He says again, and to my misery, the force of his order only increases. Iâm a begging,
blubbering mess, but Sinclair doesnât relent. I hate him for doing this to me, for making me say the
words that might send him to his grave, but I canât help myself.Iâm powerless to stop him.
I feel my mouth opening, and then the words are spilling out.