Chapter 291: Contractions
Accidental Surrogate for Alpha
Ella
Slowly, I breathe through my contractions, taking deep breaths in through my nose and huffing them
out of my mouth. The pain isâ¦well, I suppose I canât say like anything Iâve felt before, can I? Not after
all Iâve been through in the past five months. But itâs incredible, the way it radiates through my body,
making me grit my teeth against it.
I can feel my body moving, changing along with the contractions. The pain in my pelvis, particularly, is
insane, as the bones shift to make room for the baby to pass through. My eyes flash open during one
particularly difficult contraction and I hear myself cry out against the pain. God, I would have thought
that being a wolf made this easier â wolves seem to have a whole litter of pups without much trouble,
by themselves out in the woods.
Passingly, I consider shifting into my wolf form to ease this
But then, suddenly, Sinclair bursts into my room, dashing for me.
âWhat,â he gasps, almost skidding to the side, looking me all over for what is wrong. âWhat is it, Ella â I
heard you scream ââ
âNo,â I say, gasping a little as the contraction starts to come to its end. âNo, itâs just the contraction â
god, Dominic, these suck â â
He shakes his head, still panicked, trying to put it all together as he kneels by the side of the bed and
takes my hand. âCora is coming, sheâs close,â he murmurs. âSheâll be allowed in.â
âAnd Hank?â I ask, looking at my mate. âAnd Roger?â
âRoger?â Sinclair asks, confused.
âYes, Dominic! Roger! I want him here as well!â
âWhy?â Sinclairâs eyes are wide with wonder now.
âBecause!â I smack his shoulder, frowning at him. âHeâs the childâs uncle! And his godfather! He should
be here! I canât believe you didnât call him!â
âElla,â Sinclair sighs, reaching for the cell phone in his back pocket as I lean back on into the pillows,
taking deep breaths. âI canât believe youâre thinking about propriety while youâre giving birth with
insurgents outside
âThis is going to be as perfect as I can make it for Rafe!â I snap, determined. âAnd if I have to give birth
in a war zone with no epidural, then Roger can damn well get out of bed and come over here to greet
his nephew!â
âOookayâ¦â Sinclair says softly, giving in without any further questions. I hear him tapping on his phone
and then he shifts. I watch him stand, leaning over me. Frowning, he leans over and grabs one of the
pillows from the other side of the bed, quickly taking the pillowcase between his two hands and ripping
off a long strip,
âYou know you donât need to do the linens thing and boil water thatâs just in the movies. Iâm sure Cora
will bring something else to sterilize any instruments she brings-â
âItâs not for that,â he murmurs, leaning down and wiping the sweat from my brow with the little square of
pillowcase folded in his hand. âHow are you, love? How do you feel?â
I relax back as much as I can against the pillows, the next contraction not starting yet. âI feelâ¦
determined,â I say, gazing up at him. âRafe is ready. He told me so. Weâre both ready.â
âThatâs my girl,â Sinclair says softly, taking my chin between the fingers of his big hand and gazing at
me. âSo strong.â
I nod at him, willing myself to believe it too â that Iâm strong even though Iâm scared and in pain. I am
strong. For him, and for Rafe, and yes â for myself â I can be strong.
âOoooh,â I say, pressing my eyes shut again, my hands
Sinclair gets on his knees by my side again, steady and tense. Then, as I start to breathe in that special
way Cora made me practice, he breathes along with me. Heâs there with me, every step.
Time passes quickly this way, with long stretches of pain followed up by a few minutes of respite.
Unfortunately, those minutes are coming closer and closer together. Iâm moving through this birth
process fast, and I donât have any control over it. If I could wait, just hold him in while we wait for Cora
to get hereâ¦
But no, it seems like Rafe and my body have other plans.
Sinclair talks softly to me throughout the process, helping me get ready in the moments between
contractions. He helps me change into a cotton nightgown instead of the travel clothes I was wearing
on the way here. He brings me two cool cups of water, one for drinking, the other for dipping more
strips of pillowcase in to lay across my hot forehead. Throughout it all, my mate is all attention and
support.
But beneath that, I can see on his face the worry and guilt that heâs done something horrible in not
getting me to the hospital. I hold his gaze steadily whenever I can, letting him know, silently, that weâre
all going to be all right. Weâre going to make it.
I donât know how much time has passed when the door bursts open. Cora flies into the room, panting, a
medical bag slung over her shoulder. I almost spill the glass of tap water Sinclair just handed me all
over myself as I give a little shriek of surprise when she bursts in.
âElla,â she gasps, dashing over to me, almost bowling Sinclair over in her singular focus to be at my
side, to look me over and assess my condition.
âSteady,â Sinclair murmurs, a little frustrated, as he puts out a hand to balance himself so that he
doesnât go sprawling on the floor. Cora ignores him.
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âElla, love,â she murmurs, her eyes sweeping over me. âTell me whatâs going on
I need to know.â She puts a hand on my stomach, feeling for the baby. âHeâs lowâ¦â she murmurs as I
fill her in on the timing of my contractions â three minutes apart now â and the aches and pains.
survey of my
âEverything sounds normal, Ella,â she says calmly, looking at me in the eye so that I can see her faith. I
hear Sinclair give a great sigh of relief, but I keep my eyes on my sister. She breaks my gaze, though,
and starts peeling back the sheets. âI need to take a look. Can you lay back all the way?â
I do as she says, clearing the pillows so that I can lay flat on the bed and allowing my sister to examine
me. As she does, I look up at Sinclair, who takes my hand.
âWell,â Cora says quietly after a few minutes. âI donât have all of the tools I would like to make a full
assessment, but,â she sits up and looks me in the eyes, giving me a big grin. âElla, youâve moved
through this remarkably fast. From what I see, youâre ten inches dilated and ready to start pushing.â
Her grin broadens. âAre you ready to have this baby, sis?â Cora asks, reaching forward to take my
other hand.
âReally?â I gasp, my eyes going wide. I look between my sister and my mate. âNo way â itâs too soon
âItâs time,â she says, âbelieve it or not, but itâs time.â
âBut,â I struggle to sit up and Sinclair offers a helping hand. âHank isnât here yet â neither is Roger
âRoger,â Cora snaps, frowning at me a little. âWhy is he coming?â
âWhat is with you two,â I ask, baffled, looking between my mate and my sister. âWhy is everyone so
shocked that I want the babyâs uncle to be here when heâs born?â
âWe just didnât think of it, love,â Sinclair responds, brushing the damp hair away from my forehead. âOur
concentration is on you.â
I open my mouth to respond but a sudden surge of pain hits me and I groan, turning my attention back
to my belly, my core, where I can feel my child pressed low against me. Ooohhhh,â I say, hunching my
shoulders forward. âOh, itâs a big one.â
âTheyâre all going to be big now,â Cora says, perhaps a little too cheerfully. âCome on, Ella. Itâs time to
push.â